"Send me"

"LORD, when I git too high, bring me down."   What an odd request,  I remember thinking aloud.

My grandfather was an extremely eloquent man.  If he had had the opportunities afforded his fellow white brethren  he would have surely become a great statesman, another Dr. Benjamin E. Mays to say the least.

There are countless numbers of unsung heroes that paved the way for most.  I pray for families brought so low by their wayward kin their  entire families have  returned to nothing.  Just a sad sack of ignorant greedy imps.  Yes, I am embarrassed.  I was not there but,  I heard about it.

They tell me "'hos"  , not even kin showed up in U-hauls before the fucking funeral loading shit in their cars and trucks.  How "low class"!  Did any of you dumb greedy mutherfuckers ever read a fucking book?  Have you ever heard of Miss Manners , proper etiquette, the reading of a will?

"You live by the sword, you die by the sword."  How many times did greedy evil Mathy swoop down on the bereaved grabbing shit?  That is not the way.  That is uncivilized, primitive and just plain ignorant.  You were wrong to take advantage of my bereaved brother and her husband.

You'll get yours.  "We all got to die one day.  We lefting heah!"

Something deep inside me tells me my mother always knew better.  She just did not care, she could not care because the screwed up social order, the stays quo,  benefited her. Martha never saw any reason to complain about racism.  Why would she hate a lie that announced she was better than?  Martha needed something. She couldn't keep her damn legs closed and she was never ever going to utter one word of truth concerning anything!  Racism  really didn't benefit her  but,  she was dumb enough to accept the compliment, to think she was winning while she helping the evil one destroy every one that ever made her slightly jealous.

GOD tells us that we will weep.  You will do more than weep.   You will whimper.   You will mourn.   Many will regret ever being born.  I hope this message reaches many.  I do hope and pray more men will exercise more restraint, will use more condoms, more forms of birth control.

I do hope and pray more men will love and see about their offspring.

I do hope every low whorish ass cunt like my mother will be revealed.  May all of them rot in hell for one million eternities.  No, it doesn't cost anything to be decent, to be kind.  What kind of mind can be so low, so treacherous and selfish for eighty-seven years?

"Come Jesus!"

Praise the LORD!