My mother did sincerely believe Christ was for the gullible. Martha never agreed with any of GOD's teachings. Martha could not image a life without lying. Martha lied automatically, always. She lied so much she even lied in her sleep. I could not get the truth out of her even when she was doped up coming out of surgery. She was perverted. She did so enjoy a good bludgeoning and she would kick some one's ass on the regular just to keep us submissive.
Fear. We are controlled by fear. It is understandable. I have been broke, homeless, all due to my own mother. What a sack of shit. Immorality and depravity have nothing to do with race, color or gender. Martha was a reprobate, knew she was a reprobate, but most importantly , wanted to be one.
She just did not want us talking. I am screaming! How in the world could the biggest gossip in the world rage when people gossiped on her? This dumb "root working" viper was "sharp" enough to keep her "protection". Always burning candles, springing sulfur, "goofer dust", reciting incantations , etc. to protect herself from what she was doing to others.
I have been diagnosed with POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER WITH DELAYED EXPRESSION. "Delayed expression" is how my psychiatrist labeled it. I call it delayed awareness, delayed acceptance of my truth. I could not believe the obvious. My own mother purely hated me, hated us with a purple passion. It was ungodly, demonic. Of course it was. She was a demon! Only a pure demon would demand to cross boundaries with her own relatives, own sons, own children and feel good about it.
Sorry, that is not human. There can be n Christ in such a person. We were all duped. We all danced with the devil. I must admit my own mother was one hideous, ravenous, perverted monster. No, she never admitted it. How could she. You cannot admit o any thing that makes satan ashamed.
What happened? Disobedience to GOD! WITCHCRAFT! Don't stumble upon it, say away from it!
Look what it did to poor Martha! What a fool! Eighty-seven years completely thrown away. Martha could have been someone great if she had not spent her entire life jealous of the gifts of others. The poor woman could never see her own gifts, her own worth for lusting after the joy of others.
The fact that my own mother never had anything but pure hatred disguised as love for me has turned out to be the beat blessing anyone could ever have. Extremely lonely, extremely hated and mistreated I turned to books in search of comfort. Praise the LORD!
I discovered me. I love me! I am well worth the friendship and love of any one. I have one beautiful, brilliant daughter that has made my life worth living one million times. Best of all it was my doughtier that exposed my evil mother!
It is all in Divine Order! The little tiny newborn you tried to deafen on the sly grew up and exposed your demonic ass!
(Dear LORD help the feeble minded.)
I blame the Institution of Slavery for my mother and black people like her. I blame lying pimps that have infiltrated the church for our collective ignorance. Any "Church" that will let the likes of Martha Jane Walters preach and never rebuke her, never admit they cloaked for her or were in fact deceived by her, is no real church. Just a collection of greedy "negroes" fleecing the already fleeced sheep.
I will not go to your "church". I will stay home, go to "Bedside Baptist". I will teach myself. My grandfather was self educated. If our children are to be educated, their parents better home school them or have the resources to send them to a real school. The analogy I often use; "When would you use a public toilet? For emergencies only." If your child must attend public school, please be aware. Please do not be fooled by their Public Relations machines. The Superintendent is the biggest pimp of them all. He is there to comfort you, to relax you, as we are all sucked in and ruined. "Dog eat dog, big dog eat little dog. Children still dumb as shit. Teachers are blamed, reduced to zoo keepers. The prison system grows. Racism grows and we all perish in the end."
Quit playing, quit participating in denial. Our mother hated us with a passion, had about as much Christ in her as a cat. I am laughing because I remember seeing a bumper sticker that read; "If we had known you damn niggers would have been so much trouble we would have picked our own damn cotton!"
Too damn funny. If Donald Lying Ass Trump becomes President, who is going to pick these grapes, work in the fields? Who is going to cut your grass, make the beds in the motels and hotels? If racists think these "new niggers" are going to do it, they better think again. They are already spitting in your hamburger at Burger King.
Pay attention Donald. Teachers are fleeing. AmeriKKKa has created some bad ass vipers! Keep on Donald, your ass is going to be begging to find a Mexican. "Be careful of what you ask for."
"Know ye the truth and be set free."
Praise the LORD!
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