"Fall back in love with yourself."

For every day of my life GOD has communicated with me.  I know it for myself, I have ample evidence, mountains of proof.  It doesn't matter if any one believes me or not. "I know that I know!"  Not only do I know that I know,  I am exceedingly glad that I know.

This world flat threw me to the wolves.  A woman, a "mother", that gave me away, abandoned me because she claimed I turned black.  A mother that admitted she lost interest in me when my complexion darkened!

Bitch how fucking stupid are you?  You were never really that ignorant.  You were putting on, attempting to hide your demonic wickedness.  Except you went too far.  When you become something so foul that your relatives would just rather remain defeated than expose you, you are one fucked up individual!

Granddaddy said you had hit rock bottom.  He did not lie.  He did not exaggerate .  He did what the Holy Spirit commanded.  He endured you to the end.

No, it is not over.  You left here with your mess in a mess.  You cruel coward.  Each one of your closeted victims will have to find his way.  I found mine.

Praise the LORD!