For obvious reasons this song was often featured in the many funerals I was privileged to attend. I say privileged jokingly meaning that it is fortunate to attend a funeral to pay your respect and not be your "last rites.".
My mother was a horrible woman. Why is it so easy to say that now? Her being dead has helped my level of courage tremendously. That is awful. When you are such an ogre you scare yourself. When you are such a wretch you can brag about your many coat hanger abortions. and laugh. Purely laugh. Not have to put on pretend. Dear LORD we have some problems, some of your ladies, your females, women, girls, baby daughters, are in trouble.
When you are such a mental midget you think unprotected freaky sex is the ultimate goal of your life , and demand to become a free marauding sexual predator among your own family! Something has gone wrong in the Kingdom of GOD. The book of Revelation has been neglected. Far too many "Christians" are practicing "religion" and all for the wrong reasons.
Far too many people attend "Church" "religiously", to be seen, to be counted among the faithful. Too many "Christians" sit right in "Church" with hatred against their neighbor for the color of their skin. Far too many"Christians" do believe in, do espouse racial superiority.
Too many so called "Christians" espouse gender superiority, far too many "Christians" condemn homosexuals for doing what they do , for practicing the same sex acts they practice. What lying hypocrites!
I must say that I am delighted that "homosexual" couples are now permitted to marry legally. Separation of "Church" and Sate is provided for in the Constitution. We can not demand our "Christian" values be upheld any more than Isis can demand all women wear *burchas.
No matter the weak level of anyone's education concerning Civics, we all know it is wrong to hate. You may hate me, revile me, for the color of my skin. You may pretend that you are better than I am.
You may change "Churches" often in order to avoid "worshipping" with people of other cultures. GOD knows your heart. (HE) knows my heart. GOD know what time it is. GOD loves all of us. GOD loves people we consider unlovable.
GOD is so wonderful (HE) even loves pathological liars, malignant narcissists like my mother. GOD is so wonderful (HE) loves poor broken men reduced to cowards, to mere shadows of men and women by their own mothers.
I am glad I wasn't there. After many , many years I finally persuaded the Fayetteville Police Department to question my mother. All hell broke loose. My brother came unglued, panicked, was screaming and crying over my crime of upsetting his mother. Of my blatant stupidity , of calling the police on his saintly mother.
My brother actually called me dumb. "Mother said Someone from Georgia called them! Dummy! You know she gon' know it wuz you!"
"First of all I wasn't trying to hide …" That is all I got to say. He flew into his room and slammed the door. (A fat lot of good that will do, I thought. The MURDERING Stanking whore MURDERED my granddaddy in 1979! She did it! We all know she did it! Who the fuck is this bitch!? Why the fuck does she get to MURDER her own father!? Is it because she calls herself some kind of WITCH DOCTOR!? Do I hail from the sorriest most pathetic do nothing family on earth?
"Pride goeth before fall."
Is America falling? Or is AmeriKKKa falling?
"Come Jesus!"
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