"Have a blessed day!"

Have you ever been blasted with ;"Well   … Have a blessed daaayyyy!" by someone evil and hateful? Some bully trying to intimidate you by suggesting that GOD was on their  side and they were going to use their influence with GOD to fuck you up?

Well,  do know that is a ploy.   A ploy straight from satan's playbook.   Fortunately or unfortunately when it happened to me their evil spirit met a "I am also evil " spirit.   I carried a spirit just as angry, just as explosive and combative.  Life has taught me a lot.  It is my greatest desire to become a woman like my grandfather.  His faith was not only undeniable but unshakable.  My grandfather was steadfast.

I am humbled.  I thank Almighty GOD for Jerome Walters every day of my life.  I know it has been his sincere prayers that have sustained me.  "The prayers of a righteous man availeth much."

I don't know what happened to my mother but she was a beast.  She had no morals, none.   She was perverted and evil.  She hated GOD!  She hated me!  She hated all of us.  The poor foolish fallen woman hated herself, she hated the truth.

"Know ye the truth and the truth will set you free."  Poor Martha suffered for eighty-seven years chained and bound by  lies, by foolish pride.   Of course  Martha had to lie.  There was no way Martha could ever admit to her proclivities.  Was she ashamed?  I wonder.  I think she just roared with anger like an immature toddler because her behavior was prohibited by society  (She saw nothing wrong with doing what ever she did to give herself  carnal pleasure over and over and over.  Yes, Martha was ravenous.  The bitch was thirsty! )  and she was punished for it.  Just like a spoiled child, punishing Martha was not going to be tolerated. It was a secret war you were engaged in.  You foolishly believed every word that came out of Martha's evil pathological lying mouth while she laughed behind your back.  What Martha did to one, she did to all.

I know she never caught on, never sincerely believed in the glory of  the redemptive power of GOD. I know she suffered with instant insane jealousy.  When you can't feel good about your own flesh, your own daughter, your own granddaughter,  achieving,  you have a demon.

You need to go somewhere and "exercise" that demon!  Quit lying!  Liars , quit lying and enabling that beast!   Quit being as jealous as your low common ass mother.   She is not the end-all, be-all, she advertised herself to be.  She certainly was never the victim she pretended to be.

She hated you too!  She ruined all of us!  So!? Get up! Admit it!  The low slut used and took advantage of the Walters family for eighty-seven years.  She was no queen!  She was not rich and she damn sure had no power.  What she was, was an ignorant, loud, combative , primitive, terrorizing  beast. that lived much too long.

That was my mother.  I know, I watched it.  I saw it.  Granddaddy called it out. Martha never changed because she could never stop lying.  She could never admit that she was an insanely jealous woman.  She could never admit that she was sexually perverted as a result of her childhood rape.  Martha could never admit her secret pain and shame caused her to become a repugnant monster that she had to hide behind a mountain of lies.

While Martha was fiercely combative, violent, primitive and ignorant, she always knew better.  She could have changed.  Martha chose lying, being a horrid vicious bully with GOD as her back up and her "front".

GOD can not be used that way.  It is impossible for any one to use GOD.  All the terrible things my evil mother did to me turned out to be blessings.  No one can beat GOD.  (HE) rights every wrong!

The evildoer rages, flexes!  Boasts!  But check carefully , they have no power.  My poor mother was never more than a mountain of lies.  I will not deny my truth.  It is obvious that she hated me with a passion.  She  was a complete phony, a lying anti-intellectual that got her just and honest due on this planet earth.

No matter who you are, where you are, you can come in.  You can come into the Kingdom of GOD no matter what kind of life you've lived.  If your evil mother  deliberately deceived you for fifty, sixty, seventy years, so!?   You can still come in!

Martha knew that well.  She was a preacher.  Far too many people attend church simply to appear "religious", saved, sanctified.  Attending some church on Wednesday and Sunday is not what GOD  wants.  GOD wants our hearts, our sincere love.  We should love GOD so much we not only study (HIS) Word, we obey it.

We must obey that Word.  "Love ye one another as I have loved you!"  "Judge not that you be not judged."

Praise the LORD!