No, I do not blame my grandfather for failing to confront Martha on so many occasions. He saw, we saw and chose to walk away. It would have been a fight. Martha was primitively ignorant. (She still ate shitterlings) There was going to be some loud cursing, some weapons would be drawn. There was sure to be some blood shed. Bloodshed was alway's Mathy's go to. The authorities were going to have to be called. Neighbors would find their way outside, to their front porches, their front yards, just to gape and see. To listen, to spread rumors.
It didn't matter. Mathy was going to win. No one could out lie or out act the bitch. She was always the pitiful victim. (Low whore!)
World, you can not be Predator and Parent. If you ever fell that low on your journey home, repent. Please repent! Do not curse your victims, your own sons and daughters. Do not compound your selfish act with more abominable lies.
Love ones caught in the vice grip of such a relative, let her go. She hated you too. She hated every one. Bury her lies with her. Please do not believe you are better than , superior to any one for the color of your skin or the texture of your hair.
That was a ruse directly from the lips of satan designed to keep you blind, to keep you satisfied and docile. "Come ye out from among them." Why do you demand credit for something you had absolutely nothing to do with.
Why was Martha always bragging about her color and hair? She had nothing else. She had no morals what soever! She would not know the truth if it slapped her in the face. She was a jealous hater. Not only was she a jealous hater, she was a volunteer imp.
Yes, I do believe Almighty GOD has a special place in hell for men and woman so intractable , so repugnant and full of pride.
My mother was actually gleeful when she informed me of *C***********'s status. "She a lot lizard …giving head fuh two dollars!"
My LORD what would make any woman glad to repeat such bad news? Jealousy. Ignorance. A person with low self esteem hiding behind a grandiose personality. A pathological liar putting on a show pretending to be the opposite of what she really is.
Be yourself! Pray for the courage to be the person GOD created you to be. Never be content to live in anyone's shadow. That is what my mother wanted from me. She did have a problem. She never wanted to be much. "Good whoring" was about the extent of Martha's ambition. When she found out she needed an education to go with her good looks and color she was already pretty old and pretty addicted to debauchery.
The need for debauchery, the immature refusal to grow up, to obey, to play fairly, kept Martha as a complete imp for satan for eighty-seven years.
I can't do it. I surrender all. I praise the LORD!
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