I can still see him, a dark chocolate man, very unkempt , hair long and kinky, beard scraggly. I never knew his real name. I was only three or four but even I had sense enough to feel sorry for him. I guess I looked at him and saw myself, just another unwanted n***** on this earth. Brought here to suffer, to be someone's "thang", something to use and throw away.
They say he walked up and down Highway 301 collecting road kill, mostly possums, raccoons, turtles, any and all animals dumb or slow enough to get caught in the headlights of the cars and trucks rushing through the mostly black village of Wade Station, North Carolina.
I wrote "Seven Pair Of Britches", the bi-lingual translation of what we really called him. SebenPurUghBritches sounds more like what he was called. He earned that name for wearing every pair of pants he owned. He lived in an underground dugout somewhere deep in the woods.
I've often wondered what made him go "off". What could make a man prefer living in a dirty hole, eating vermin, than living with his "loved ones"? Who or what hurt SebenPurUghBritches that much?
I can relate. When my brilliant medical doctor brother returned to our jailer and tormentor I fully understood his need to return to his "roots". "Not me!"; I said. "I rather eat s*** with a knitting needle and sleep in a hollow log!": and I meant it.
Why? Because my deceased mother was the epitome, the embodiment, the pure personification of evil! Brilliant in her deceit, craftiness and debauchery. All five of my brothers are still convinced that she was a real minister of the Gospel and can't get past "Honor thy mother and father!" when I try to educate them.
Hopefully they will read the whole Bible for themselves one day. They will find that scripture doesn't stop there and there are nine other commandments.
"Parents provoke not your children to wrath, less they become disencouraged."
Jesus said:"Know ye the truth and the truth will make you free!" I have been hunting this truth down all my life. Trying to make sense of this tormented woman. An extremely violent, vicious, lying, promiscuous woman that forced us to attend Wesley Chapel A.M.E. Zion church EVERY Sunday.
Sure, she was taught to tell the truth. She said she was beaten severely every day of her life for tiny infractions. I never saw the violent side she swore my grandfather had. I never knew the man that she tried to blow away with a shotgun when she was sixteen. I never heard of her savage rapes until I was an old woman.
I know that she hated her father for not doing anything. "Daddy just run duh n**** off! He lived round Wade till he died. Some n**** shot his leg off when he caught him peeping in hiz window looking at hiz wife." My mother was already in her eighties when she shared that shocking gem with me.
If a child is vilified and rejected in her small community and is exceptionally brilliant, introduced to the occult very early, feels ruined and ashamed, that child can go wrong.
My mother was very fond of saying;"Only by the Grace of GOD there go I." I could have easily turned out like my mother. I was very attractive, charming, brilliant. Fortunately or unfortunately my severe sexual abuse made me the opposite of her. No, not necessarily better, just different. It is only by the Grace of GOD that I never shot or stabbed anyone.
I am glad I never felt the need to dig my own grave to crawl up in to get away from the vile evil men and women still crawling upon this earth. I am eternally grateful to the LORD Jesus Christ for revealing His Truth to me.
And I am coming with it! I am going to shine a bright light on INCEST and child sex abuse. I am going to take the phony pretend shame out of it. Phony pretend "Christians" pretend this is a subject they can't broach. "It is TOO disgusting!"
Well why am I constantly subjected to commercials about erectile dysfunctions, and sex toys by Trojan , if people are so shocked and chagrined by something that is DESTROYING this world?
I could not save myself from my molestors and rapists. My mother could not protect herself from the man that ruined her.
GOD told me to do something different. I will not lie, pretend or take it to my grave. And before I leave this earth I am going to save some children. Praise The LORD!
Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 30, 2014 All rights reserved.
Thursday, January 30, 2014
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
"Study to show yourself approved."
My grandfather taught me that as a small child. Looking back I realize Granddaddy was packing my head and heart with as much scripture as possible. At eight years old I was reading scripture rather regularly in Wesley Chapel AME Zion church.
Did my grandfather know he was building my confidence? I know it was my grandfather that was instrumental in my role of assisting the pastor. No, I'm not talking about reading for Children's Day or Easter Sunday. I read as an equal partner with everyone on the rostrum. When it came my time to read I stood on a little stool, breathed in and illuminated the scripture. I remember projecting and articulating each and every syllable. Reading with expression in my greatest melodious voice. I felt like an equal partner with the pastor , (you see) quite often I would be the only child in the pulpit.
My mother told me ;"They just picked you cause you talk proper ...you sound lak you white." Some how I didn't quiet buy that.
Wesley Chapel was quite progressive in the late 50s and early 60s. We had a woman pastor, Rev. Ethel V. McIver. Every where she went, we went. Most of the churches we visited refused to let her sit in the pulpit with the "men", only a precious few would let her preach.
I remember my grandfather putting some anti-female preacher rabble rouser in his place. "GAWD aint NEVAH called no woman to preach! Sho' me in dat Bible whur GAWD called a 'ooman (woman) to preach! Sho" Me and ill eat yo' Bible!"
Granddaddy, always cool, always calm, simply responded; "Show me whur GAWD called a Gentile to preach and not only will I eat your Bible, I'll bring duh maynaize!"
So, I've always studied my Bible. I love to read it, never tire of it. Children what you need is in GOD's WORD. Read it, learn it, tattoo it on your heart.
Peace,
Did my grandfather know he was building my confidence? I know it was my grandfather that was instrumental in my role of assisting the pastor. No, I'm not talking about reading for Children's Day or Easter Sunday. I read as an equal partner with everyone on the rostrum. When it came my time to read I stood on a little stool, breathed in and illuminated the scripture. I remember projecting and articulating each and every syllable. Reading with expression in my greatest melodious voice. I felt like an equal partner with the pastor , (you see) quite often I would be the only child in the pulpit.
My mother told me ;"They just picked you cause you talk proper ...you sound lak you white." Some how I didn't quiet buy that.
Wesley Chapel was quite progressive in the late 50s and early 60s. We had a woman pastor, Rev. Ethel V. McIver. Every where she went, we went. Most of the churches we visited refused to let her sit in the pulpit with the "men", only a precious few would let her preach.
I remember my grandfather putting some anti-female preacher rabble rouser in his place. "GAWD aint NEVAH called no woman to preach! Sho' me in dat Bible whur GAWD called a 'ooman (woman) to preach! Sho" Me and ill eat yo' Bible!"
Granddaddy, always cool, always calm, simply responded; "Show me whur GAWD called a Gentile to preach and not only will I eat your Bible, I'll bring duh maynaize!"
So, I've always studied my Bible. I love to read it, never tire of it. Children what you need is in GOD's WORD. Read it, learn it, tattoo it on your heart.
Peace,
Sunday, January 26, 2014
We all have some strongholds ...
that we must break;
#1-Pride - Feeling superior to any one or any thing. Savoring any feelings of entitlement for any "gift"; looks, intelligence, color, hair, "race", culture, wealth, abilities, popularity, fame, etc. Who told you that you were better and deserved the lion's share of the gifts of this world?
#2-Fear - give up being terrified of everything. Never go along with any wrong doing in order to get along, to keep your job. Never let any boss, supervisor or employer intimidate you into wrong doing . (NEVER! Remember the Atlanta PS Cheating sandal.)
#3-Hate - if someone deliberately hurts you or causes you harm , you are going to hate them. I think it is only natural, it's human. Now pray, pray for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit. Pray for GOD to purge you of all the hurt, anger and sick tormented memories. Hatred is a plot from the evil one to keep you out of GOD's Kingdom.
#1-Pride - Feeling superior to any one or any thing. Savoring any feelings of entitlement for any "gift"; looks, intelligence, color, hair, "race", culture, wealth, abilities, popularity, fame, etc. Who told you that you were better and deserved the lion's share of the gifts of this world?
#2-Fear - give up being terrified of everything. Never go along with any wrong doing in order to get along, to keep your job. Never let any boss, supervisor or employer intimidate you into wrong doing . (NEVER! Remember the Atlanta PS Cheating sandal.)
#3-Hate - if someone deliberately hurts you or causes you harm , you are going to hate them. I think it is only natural, it's human. Now pray, pray for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit. Pray for GOD to purge you of all the hurt, anger and sick tormented memories. Hatred is a plot from the evil one to keep you out of GOD's Kingdom.
Saturday, January 25, 2014
Demystifying extreme evil
First of all I was shocked to see this term in writing. "Extreme evil", like the word evil is not descriptive or informative enough. Extreme evil is so apt, so perfect for our condition. The more I search the more I learn.
I've come a very long way in 62 years and I praise GOD for leading and guiding me every step of this journey.
"After the NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disordered) mother strips the SG (Scapegoat, that's me) of all they hold dear, intentionally inflicts great emotional pain and puts the blame on the Scapegoat for their own endless evil , the NM (Narcissistic Mother) will cast the SG child out without a second thought." [exerpt from NM's Dysfunctional Family Roles by Gail Myers]
"NM's are manipulative pretenders. Make no mistake about it, a true narcissist parent who is high enough on the narcissism spectrum to be NPD, Will choose to destroy all evidence of the truth rather than be exposed and be held accountable, THE NPD person USUALLY PRETEND TO BE EXACTLY EVERYTHING HE OR SHE IS NOT!!!
My NM pretended to be a preacher, a minister of the Gospel. She pretended to be a loving caring mother. Dear LORD thank you for the flood of information as I back track and try to unravel this "Family secret". I am determined to piece this fractured family back together.
No doubt about it, such a person, a so called mother will devote all of her energy, every second of her life to slick , stealth, demonic destruction. I think Martha died happy, confident that she escaped her just and honest due. Poor Martha died blind, deaf and dumb to the true knowledge of the LORD Jesus Christ.
"Do not expect any empathy or remorse, ever. Do not let the narcissist parent push you down. Take steps as early as possible to protect yourself."
"Do not let a NPD person destroy your relationship with GOD. It is the narcissist who refuses to submit to GOD."
Children it is impossible to fall too low, to become too vile for Christ. Just be careful. Pray for discernment. And never be "double minded". "Be ye hot or cold."
Stay in His WORD children. Make sure you know No weapon formed against you will prosper. In other words what your enemy does to you, to harm you, will perfect you, make you better, stronger. Also, the Dear LORd will not let anything harm His children , anything that demon devises to ultimately destroy you, GOD will shield you, put you in a "coma", take your spirit out of that tortured
body.
I call it demystifying extreme evil, GOD calls it snatching His robe, His mantle off of a rank, shank, "shudda had better sense" imp for satan.
"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 25, 2014 All rights reserved.
I've come a very long way in 62 years and I praise GOD for leading and guiding me every step of this journey.
"After the NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disordered) mother strips the SG (Scapegoat, that's me) of all they hold dear, intentionally inflicts great emotional pain and puts the blame on the Scapegoat for their own endless evil , the NM (Narcissistic Mother) will cast the SG child out without a second thought." [exerpt from NM's Dysfunctional Family Roles by Gail Myers]
"NM's are manipulative pretenders. Make no mistake about it, a true narcissist parent who is high enough on the narcissism spectrum to be NPD, Will choose to destroy all evidence of the truth rather than be exposed and be held accountable, THE NPD person USUALLY PRETEND TO BE EXACTLY EVERYTHING HE OR SHE IS NOT!!!
My NM pretended to be a preacher, a minister of the Gospel. She pretended to be a loving caring mother. Dear LORD thank you for the flood of information as I back track and try to unravel this "Family secret". I am determined to piece this fractured family back together.
No doubt about it, such a person, a so called mother will devote all of her energy, every second of her life to slick , stealth, demonic destruction. I think Martha died happy, confident that she escaped her just and honest due. Poor Martha died blind, deaf and dumb to the true knowledge of the LORD Jesus Christ.
"Do not expect any empathy or remorse, ever. Do not let the narcissist parent push you down. Take steps as early as possible to protect yourself."
"Do not let a NPD person destroy your relationship with GOD. It is the narcissist who refuses to submit to GOD."
Children it is impossible to fall too low, to become too vile for Christ. Just be careful. Pray for discernment. And never be "double minded". "Be ye hot or cold."
Stay in His WORD children. Make sure you know No weapon formed against you will prosper. In other words what your enemy does to you, to harm you, will perfect you, make you better, stronger. Also, the Dear LORd will not let anything harm His children , anything that demon devises to ultimately destroy you, GOD will shield you, put you in a "coma", take your spirit out of that tortured
body.
I call it demystifying extreme evil, GOD calls it snatching His robe, His mantle off of a rank, shank, "shudda had better sense" imp for satan.
"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 25, 2014 All rights reserved.
Friday, January 24, 2014
"You being wicked ...
know how to give your children good gifts." that is what Jesus said. "If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask Him?" (Matthew 7:11)
'If a son shall ask bread of any of you that is a father, will he give him a stone? or if he ask a fish, will for a fish give him a serpent?" (Luke 11:11)
Dear LORD thank you for your beautiful revealing scripture.
So, wicked people are good to their children. Perhaps not all, but the majority I am sure. Well where does that leave us, leave me? It leaves me climbing out of a slimy pit. Wait, before you caste us as a bunch of dummies , let me remind you that evil is crafty, brilliant in deceit.
I've ordered two books and I can't wait to get them. One is on exorcism, "An Exorcist Tells His Story", something Martha desperately needed before she left here. And "People of the Lie:Hope for Healing Human Evil"
If any family has ever known terrifying evil from a homemade abomination that throughly enjoyed every sick demented millisecond, it is my family. But thank GOD all is not lost. Just one WORD, Jesus! will bind that despicable volunteer demon in the incredible hell she created for her "loved ones" for eternity.
Yes children, incredible diabolical evil is possible. Demons will plaster Jesus on their lips, run and procure an illegal license to preach just to block your way, just to keep YOU out of the Kingdom because they know they aren't going.
Remember, GOD said No! And He can not lie.
Name what you want children. Visualize it, call it into being! "Name it and Claim it!" Don't let a demon laying rotting in her despicable dirty grave keep you from the Glory of GOD!
Stay in His WORD "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 24, 2014 All rights reserved.
'If a son shall ask bread of any of you that is a father, will he give him a stone? or if he ask a fish, will for a fish give him a serpent?" (Luke 11:11)
Dear LORD thank you for your beautiful revealing scripture.
So, wicked people are good to their children. Perhaps not all, but the majority I am sure. Well where does that leave us, leave me? It leaves me climbing out of a slimy pit. Wait, before you caste us as a bunch of dummies , let me remind you that evil is crafty, brilliant in deceit.
I've ordered two books and I can't wait to get them. One is on exorcism, "An Exorcist Tells His Story", something Martha desperately needed before she left here. And "People of the Lie:Hope for Healing Human Evil"
If any family has ever known terrifying evil from a homemade abomination that throughly enjoyed every sick demented millisecond, it is my family. But thank GOD all is not lost. Just one WORD, Jesus! will bind that despicable volunteer demon in the incredible hell she created for her "loved ones" for eternity.
Yes children, incredible diabolical evil is possible. Demons will plaster Jesus on their lips, run and procure an illegal license to preach just to block your way, just to keep YOU out of the Kingdom because they know they aren't going.
Remember, GOD said No! And He can not lie.
Name what you want children. Visualize it, call it into being! "Name it and Claim it!" Don't let a demon laying rotting in her despicable dirty grave keep you from the Glory of GOD!
Stay in His WORD "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 24, 2014 All rights reserved.
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
Ole Sambo outwits Ole Massa again!
There he was guilty as sin trying to act as pure as the Virgin Mary. Ole Sambo stood there, tall handsome and sturdy , every beautiful black muscle rippling under that jet black velvety flesh.
The fact is Sambo wasn't old at all. Ole Massa bought himself a new n***** named Sambo and he refused to answer to his new name Jupiter. Said his missus had taught him to write it and he didn't believe he had enough since to learn to spell another. So he became New Sambo and Sambo , Ole Sambo.
Ole Massa didn't trust Ole Sambo at all. Every time Ole Sambo was around something came up missing. I mean big stuff, gold watches, ivory pipes, new leather boots, not just chickens and watermelons. No matter what, no matter how much Ole Massa throughly investigated he could not catch Ole Sambo. He vowed to get him though. Ole Massa just knew he was bound to catch Ole Sambo one day. There was no way any slave, his property, any worthless soulless coon could outwit or out think him.
Finally! Ole Sudie, the slave snitch , went and told Ole Massa that Ole Sambo "done stole and ete up massa's prize ham dat was locked up in duh smoke house!"
So there they were , all the slaves were called to the portico. Had to stand at attention as Sudie ratted on Ole Sambo.
"Stealing!!! How dass you! I will beat duh black off you! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-Ahhh-Ahhh- "
"Master sir! If fen you pleeze ! You know you is a wise master and not easily led astray by some toothless worthless n **** lak dis heah Sudie! You knows I loves you and ain't never been nuttin but loyal to you! YOU KNOW I WOULD NEVAH BE FOOL ENUF TO STEAL FROM SUCH A FINE BRILLIANT MAGNANIMOUS MASSA QUALITY WHITE MAN SUCH AS YO'Sef!
(Ole Sambo screamed that so loud and fast he lost his breath.)
I'm gonna beat you anyway n****! (I got to show dese savages who duh real Massa is, who duh smartest , who superior .)
"Massa I's blong to You! Duh ham blong to You! ... I eats duh ham. ...duh ham in me! So how is I stealing?"
Ole Massa looked rather stunned, incredulous ... Then scratched his head; " Git otta heah n *****! "
*********************************************************************************Excerpt from The JR WALTERS Chronicles
Copyright January 22 , 2014. All rights reserved
The fact is Sambo wasn't old at all. Ole Massa bought himself a new n***** named Sambo and he refused to answer to his new name Jupiter. Said his missus had taught him to write it and he didn't believe he had enough since to learn to spell another. So he became New Sambo and Sambo , Ole Sambo.
Ole Massa didn't trust Ole Sambo at all. Every time Ole Sambo was around something came up missing. I mean big stuff, gold watches, ivory pipes, new leather boots, not just chickens and watermelons. No matter what, no matter how much Ole Massa throughly investigated he could not catch Ole Sambo. He vowed to get him though. Ole Massa just knew he was bound to catch Ole Sambo one day. There was no way any slave, his property, any worthless soulless coon could outwit or out think him.
Finally! Ole Sudie, the slave snitch , went and told Ole Massa that Ole Sambo "done stole and ete up massa's prize ham dat was locked up in duh smoke house!"
So there they were , all the slaves were called to the portico. Had to stand at attention as Sudie ratted on Ole Sambo.
"Stealing!!! How dass you! I will beat duh black off you! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-Ahhh-Ahhh- "
"Master sir! If fen you pleeze ! You know you is a wise master and not easily led astray by some toothless worthless n **** lak dis heah Sudie! You knows I loves you and ain't never been nuttin but loyal to you! YOU KNOW I WOULD NEVAH BE FOOL ENUF TO STEAL FROM SUCH A FINE BRILLIANT MAGNANIMOUS MASSA QUALITY WHITE MAN SUCH AS YO'Sef!
(Ole Sambo screamed that so loud and fast he lost his breath.)
I'm gonna beat you anyway n****! (I got to show dese savages who duh real Massa is, who duh smartest , who superior .)
"Massa I's blong to You! Duh ham blong to You! ... I eats duh ham. ...duh ham in me! So how is I stealing?"
Ole Massa looked rather stunned, incredulous ... Then scratched his head; " Git otta heah n *****! "
*********************************************************************************Excerpt from The JR WALTERS Chronicles
Copyright January 22 , 2014. All rights reserved
No children I will not ...
let you think I serve a GOD that would let me suffer this demon for 57 years and agonize over His revealed truth for years. No it is clearly my fault. GOD told me, spoke to me when I was eighteen years old. GOD told me my mother was a demon. My grandfather said; "leave heah dawtuh and don't nevah come back!"
I am the one that refused to listen, refused to obey. I remember clearly having an intellectual debate with GOD; "A demon! No way! No such thing! Utter nonsense! What silly superstition!" I know now I was determined to win this woman's love. I was like Jennifer Hudson in Dreangirls; "You GONNA LOVE ME!!!"
I graduated from college with honors, Magna Cum Laude. No I still wasn't good enough. I still wasn't s***! (Her words, not mine) Kept myself up, kept my "viriginity". Won two fellowships to graduate schools. No I still wasn't good enough. No I never was good enough children. I showered her with gifts. At one point she had me sending her money every month. (Yes she was a pimp, pure Iceberg Slim) I took care of her through two major surgeries but I had the audacity to question the excruciating pain I felt in my vagina when I was eight. That demon lost it, cussed me like a dog, but fled. No I was never bothered with Mathy again. She just slithered away and enjoyed concentrating all of her secret venom on my medical doctor brother. (Pray for him)
All my life all I heard from my mother was; " She duh cause of it! .." No matter what went wrong in Mathy's house I was " duh cause of it".
But GOD! But one day GOD finally had to hit me in the head with a ton of bricks. I woke up! I finally saw the light! I haven't stop shouting since my LORD set me free, brought me up out of that pit,
PRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Spread GOD's Good WORD children.
Remember GOD does not want us to suffer. If you are grown and still suffering the pangs of an awful childhood it you own fault.
Embrace GOD's Truth today ...be set free!
Copyright January 22, 2014. All rights reserved.
I am the one that refused to listen, refused to obey. I remember clearly having an intellectual debate with GOD; "A demon! No way! No such thing! Utter nonsense! What silly superstition!" I know now I was determined to win this woman's love. I was like Jennifer Hudson in Dreangirls; "You GONNA LOVE ME!!!"
I graduated from college with honors, Magna Cum Laude. No I still wasn't good enough. I still wasn't s***! (Her words, not mine) Kept myself up, kept my "viriginity". Won two fellowships to graduate schools. No I still wasn't good enough. No I never was good enough children. I showered her with gifts. At one point she had me sending her money every month. (Yes she was a pimp, pure Iceberg Slim) I took care of her through two major surgeries but I had the audacity to question the excruciating pain I felt in my vagina when I was eight. That demon lost it, cussed me like a dog, but fled. No I was never bothered with Mathy again. She just slithered away and enjoyed concentrating all of her secret venom on my medical doctor brother. (Pray for him)
All my life all I heard from my mother was; " She duh cause of it! .." No matter what went wrong in Mathy's house I was " duh cause of it".
But GOD! But one day GOD finally had to hit me in the head with a ton of bricks. I woke up! I finally saw the light! I haven't stop shouting since my LORD set me free, brought me up out of that pit,
PRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Spread GOD's Good WORD children.
Remember GOD does not want us to suffer. If you are grown and still suffering the pangs of an awful childhood it you own fault.
Embrace GOD's Truth today ...be set free!
Copyright January 22, 2014. All rights reserved.
Chill out ... relax ...
GOD got this. Praise the LORD. That was always Jerome Walter's attitude. Tall, slim, almost gangly. Indeed a very handsome man at every stage of his life. Wise beyond words. I don't have the ability to describe how brilliant he was in any language. Was he religious, spiritual? Oh yes! The only man on this earth I would trust with my life. Granddaddy would not lie! (period)
How many people can say that about any of us? I am not a liar and I don't lie but I can not declare that I will never tell a lie.
I am eternally grateful to GOD for placing me in the loving arms of my grandparents for the first four years of my life. During this time of my nurture GOD made sure I developed some self esteem, some self confidence. His love and Spiritual Holiness must have glowed through me. They both saw it. My grandfather instilled GOD's Goodness in me, nurtured it, fostered it's growth. That monster inside Mathy saw it too, was determined to leave me on the dung hill with all of her other discarded trash, all the other mutilated bloody deformed bodies . BUT GOD SAID NO!!!
My grandmother the clairvoyant warned Mathy not to mistreat me. My grandmother died in 1954 after a very long battle with uterine cancer. (My stupid mother always claimed her daddy gave her mother uterine cancer. What an idiot! ) Mathy couldn't wait to start her secret torture. No it was never just me. It was always all of us. "You cant win fah duh fix yu in! I cant lose fuh duh stuff I use!" was her theme song, sang it gleefully every day.
Over the course of my life I went running to my grandfather with my many problems. He would lean back in his straight back cane bottom chair and calmly make the same pronouncement; "Don't worry dawthur Jesus will fix it." Just as cool and confident as a cucumber. Nothing could make Jerome Walters doubt GOD. Nothing. Not even his wicked wayward daughter that was too foul, too repugnant to be recognized in her life time.
Was she mentally ill? No! She hid her proclivities much too cleverly. Was she demon possessed?
For sure! No human being can leave a trail of pure evil 87 years long and not be a disciple of satan.
GOD delivered me from that vile creature that had me entangled in her web of deceit for most of my life! I can't stop praising Him! I can't stop shouting His Holy Name Jesus!!!
Dear children if you have a demon in your life shun it. "If your right eye offend thee cut it out!"
Chill out ... relax ... let GOD fight your battles, let Him protect you from the evil one. Let the Holy Spirit be your guide.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 22, 2014 All rights reserved.
How many people can say that about any of us? I am not a liar and I don't lie but I can not declare that I will never tell a lie.
I am eternally grateful to GOD for placing me in the loving arms of my grandparents for the first four years of my life. During this time of my nurture GOD made sure I developed some self esteem, some self confidence. His love and Spiritual Holiness must have glowed through me. They both saw it. My grandfather instilled GOD's Goodness in me, nurtured it, fostered it's growth. That monster inside Mathy saw it too, was determined to leave me on the dung hill with all of her other discarded trash, all the other mutilated bloody deformed bodies . BUT GOD SAID NO!!!
My grandmother the clairvoyant warned Mathy not to mistreat me. My grandmother died in 1954 after a very long battle with uterine cancer. (My stupid mother always claimed her daddy gave her mother uterine cancer. What an idiot! ) Mathy couldn't wait to start her secret torture. No it was never just me. It was always all of us. "You cant win fah duh fix yu in! I cant lose fuh duh stuff I use!" was her theme song, sang it gleefully every day.
Over the course of my life I went running to my grandfather with my many problems. He would lean back in his straight back cane bottom chair and calmly make the same pronouncement; "Don't worry dawthur Jesus will fix it." Just as cool and confident as a cucumber. Nothing could make Jerome Walters doubt GOD. Nothing. Not even his wicked wayward daughter that was too foul, too repugnant to be recognized in her life time.
Was she mentally ill? No! She hid her proclivities much too cleverly. Was she demon possessed?
For sure! No human being can leave a trail of pure evil 87 years long and not be a disciple of satan.
GOD delivered me from that vile creature that had me entangled in her web of deceit for most of my life! I can't stop praising Him! I can't stop shouting His Holy Name Jesus!!!
Dear children if you have a demon in your life shun it. "If your right eye offend thee cut it out!"
Chill out ... relax ... let GOD fight your battles, let Him protect you from the evil one. Let the Holy Spirit be your guide.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 22, 2014 All rights reserved.
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
GOD told me ...
"She lost baby, she's the loser." Yes it was pure hatred, but she chose it , preferred it. Was lazy, dishonest, didn't see the value of earning anything she could steal. That "honesty" s*** was for losers and "Christians" were for plucking. "If you see a fool you bedder git um 'fo somebody else do ... dey ain't but two people on dis earth ...duh USER or the dumb a$$ USE-EE! This a dog eat dog world and you bedder be ready to eat or git ete ! "
Poor Martha could never tell the world what she really felt in her heart . Just because she said that doesn't mean she meant it. Yes she was full of abominable hatred and she never found the strength to stop hating and she hated every one of you. She probably hated you more than she hated her father. "But you should know daughter , she hated herself the most."
If some one taught you to hate yourself, stop. If you are abusing your body and hiding from the world because your mother shamed you, dug a pit for you. Please know that you are not alone and GOD loves you and you don't have to cry anymore. Go ahead and live daughter! Go ahead and live! (To quote my dear cousin Carol "Live, Laugh, Love")
"Apart from Christ we are nothing. "
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you , cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 21 , 2014 all rights reserved .
Poor Martha could never tell the world what she really felt in her heart . Just because she said that doesn't mean she meant it. Yes she was full of abominable hatred and she never found the strength to stop hating and she hated every one of you. She probably hated you more than she hated her father. "But you should know daughter , she hated herself the most."
If some one taught you to hate yourself, stop. If you are abusing your body and hiding from the world because your mother shamed you, dug a pit for you. Please know that you are not alone and GOD loves you and you don't have to cry anymore. Go ahead and live daughter! Go ahead and live! (To quote my dear cousin Carol "Live, Laugh, Love")
"Apart from Christ we are nothing. "
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you , cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 21 , 2014 all rights reserved .
Get up out of that pit!
I've always believed wholeheartedly in equality. We are all the same. Your blood line, color, financial wealth, it doesn't matter, not one person on this earth is valued over another in the eyes of GOD.
I must admit there was a brief time in my youth when I scoffed and called people down on their luck dumb. I didn't care about people struggling to feed their families on minimum wage. So one day I fell from the graces of academia and ended up losing the house I won and working at Coconuts for minimum wage. The Snatch man finally found my car that I hid successfully for over a year.
What was my crime? Why had I been brought so low? GOD got my attention then. There was no doubt I was truly suffering in the belly of the beast. The demon possessed were clapping. Delirious over their sick pleasure, always at the trough greedly slopping up all the delicious pain while superberly playing her role of "mother".
My family claims to be in mourning . I wonder? Has her phony lying perverted nature crept into them ? Do they still believe all that hogwash she spewed on them? Do they actually believe that woman ever loved a single person on this earth?
I know she must have shared her secrets with you, how much she hated me. She had to because she certainly shared with me how much she hated each one of you and her reasons why. She made sure that she told me something so revolting about each one of you that I would never mention it to you, never share.
She was foolish enough to live for 87 years striking her hands, screaming in delight because she really thought she was winning. Had come up with the perfect magic formula to get everything she wanted, to destroy her "loved ones" on the down low, to be lauded and worshipped by these simpletons every day, to die and go to hell and take a host of helliums just as secret and demon possessed as she was to that everlasting hell.
There is no excuse for your stupidity, for living in your blind denial. If or when GOD sends you another person or a WORD to finally free you from your prison , to lift you out of that pit, reach up and take your sister's hand. She loves you . She refused to let that fallen woman destroy the love her grandfather taught her to carry in her heart.
Martha spent 87 years trying to prove GOD wrong. I just want 5 minutes to demonstrate to you that GOD can never be wrong and Every thing is in Divine Order!
Dear LORD Thank you for righting every Wrong!
PRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 21, 2014. All rights reserved.
I must admit there was a brief time in my youth when I scoffed and called people down on their luck dumb. I didn't care about people struggling to feed their families on minimum wage. So one day I fell from the graces of academia and ended up losing the house I won and working at Coconuts for minimum wage. The Snatch man finally found my car that I hid successfully for over a year.
What was my crime? Why had I been brought so low? GOD got my attention then. There was no doubt I was truly suffering in the belly of the beast. The demon possessed were clapping. Delirious over their sick pleasure, always at the trough greedly slopping up all the delicious pain while superberly playing her role of "mother".
My family claims to be in mourning . I wonder? Has her phony lying perverted nature crept into them ? Do they still believe all that hogwash she spewed on them? Do they actually believe that woman ever loved a single person on this earth?
I know she must have shared her secrets with you, how much she hated me. She had to because she certainly shared with me how much she hated each one of you and her reasons why. She made sure that she told me something so revolting about each one of you that I would never mention it to you, never share.
She was foolish enough to live for 87 years striking her hands, screaming in delight because she really thought she was winning. Had come up with the perfect magic formula to get everything she wanted, to destroy her "loved ones" on the down low, to be lauded and worshipped by these simpletons every day, to die and go to hell and take a host of helliums just as secret and demon possessed as she was to that everlasting hell.
There is no excuse for your stupidity, for living in your blind denial. If or when GOD sends you another person or a WORD to finally free you from your prison , to lift you out of that pit, reach up and take your sister's hand. She loves you . She refused to let that fallen woman destroy the love her grandfather taught her to carry in her heart.
Martha spent 87 years trying to prove GOD wrong. I just want 5 minutes to demonstrate to you that GOD can never be wrong and Every thing is in Divine Order!
Dear LORD Thank you for righting every Wrong!
PRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 21, 2014. All rights reserved.
Monday, January 20, 2014
"There is a WORD from the LORD"
Dear LORD in Heaven I pray that every one that reads this blog will receive it in the Spirit of the Holy Ghost. That their hearts will be touched, their eyes and ears opened.
#1- DO YOUR HOMEWORK! You must read, study, extrapolate the Bible for yourself! "Work out your own salvation with fear and trembling." That doesn't mean you should behave like a coward. Fear means respect, to honor. Honor GOD by serving Him in truth. Never lie to GOD. (How about this, never lie period.)
#2-Pray for salvation, for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit. You need Him! Every hour you need Him. satan is the lowest vermin there is. he will make a fool out of you. he will turn you into something too common and vile to recognize. he will persuade you to do things so common that you would rather die and go to hell for eternity than admit you are guilty of the sickest offences.
Praise the LORD! I am delivered today! GOD lifted me up out of that awful pit I was born into. Gave me insight as a small child, protected me from the two worse buzzard demons that ever lived!
What did Mathy do wrong? Took her "ignut fake whorish hardheaded ass down to the graveyard looking for power." Somebody should have told her there was power in the name JESUS!
I know she told you and told you often how much she loved Jesus, and bragged about how she never missed a Sunday in church. Too bad she never believed a word of it. It is sad that she actually believed Jesus shed His precious blood just so she could run another scam, get close up on people to sabotage their dreams. She thought she could use GOD to put on full fledged performances in pulpits for the accolades and filthy lucre.
#3-If you are still blind, still loving, admiring,or worshipping that Jezebel spirited Mathy Jane you are cursed. It is a generational curse and you will be cursed every day of your life until you honor JEROME WALTERS.
Stay in His WORD. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS )
Copyright January 20, 2014 All rights reserved.
#1- DO YOUR HOMEWORK! You must read, study, extrapolate the Bible for yourself! "Work out your own salvation with fear and trembling." That doesn't mean you should behave like a coward. Fear means respect, to honor. Honor GOD by serving Him in truth. Never lie to GOD. (How about this, never lie period.)
#2-Pray for salvation, for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit. You need Him! Every hour you need Him. satan is the lowest vermin there is. he will make a fool out of you. he will turn you into something too common and vile to recognize. he will persuade you to do things so common that you would rather die and go to hell for eternity than admit you are guilty of the sickest offences.
Praise the LORD! I am delivered today! GOD lifted me up out of that awful pit I was born into. Gave me insight as a small child, protected me from the two worse buzzard demons that ever lived!
What did Mathy do wrong? Took her "ignut fake whorish hardheaded ass down to the graveyard looking for power." Somebody should have told her there was power in the name JESUS!
I know she told you and told you often how much she loved Jesus, and bragged about how she never missed a Sunday in church. Too bad she never believed a word of it. It is sad that she actually believed Jesus shed His precious blood just so she could run another scam, get close up on people to sabotage their dreams. She thought she could use GOD to put on full fledged performances in pulpits for the accolades and filthy lucre.
#3-If you are still blind, still loving, admiring,or worshipping that Jezebel spirited Mathy Jane you are cursed. It is a generational curse and you will be cursed every day of your life until you honor JEROME WALTERS.
Stay in His WORD. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS )
Copyright January 20, 2014 All rights reserved.
Saturday, January 18, 2014
GAWD don't need but ...
one witness. If you don't say nuttin' the rocks will cry out! Heah you is gittin' down on yo' knees eva morning wearing yo'sef out begging fah a blessing and can't even self say Amen! Go tuh church eva' Sunday sittin up dere all stiff necked and sadiddy. Lak GAWD owe you sump'in , lak yo' boo-boo don't stank. Lak you really believe you is GAWD's favorite color. Talkin' bout yo ' hur is Jesus grass!
Ain't nobody studin'you! Don't nobody ker what you drive or whur you live at. It is what you do fah Christ dat count.
You see yo' loved one in a ditch and git glad! Glad it ain't you. Some of y'all make it worse. And dey is some of you wimmins GAWD jest shame of. Yea, He still love you but you sho broke his heart.
The next time the LAWD give you an opportunity to share His great love you bedder do it!
(Bless someone today, share this blog. Let our children know that all is not lost. GOD does care. His ways are mysterious but they are right on time.)
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Excerp from the JR WALTERS Chronicles
Copyright January 18, 2014. All rights reserved.
Ain't nobody studin'you! Don't nobody ker what you drive or whur you live at. It is what you do fah Christ dat count.
You see yo' loved one in a ditch and git glad! Glad it ain't you. Some of y'all make it worse. And dey is some of you wimmins GAWD jest shame of. Yea, He still love you but you sho broke his heart.
The next time the LAWD give you an opportunity to share His great love you bedder do it!
(Bless someone today, share this blog. Let our children know that all is not lost. GOD does care. His ways are mysterious but they are right on time.)
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Excerp from the JR WALTERS Chronicles
Copyright January 18, 2014. All rights reserved.
GOD said No!
No you are not coming to this earth roam and slither around for 87 years and never apologize to the people you hated, tortured and destroyed!
GOD is not pleased with you sitting up in a pulpit reeking with hatred and every sin known to mankind.
So, you sold your soul to the devil for free. You didn't make any real money. Yes you were poor. Yes you lived hand to mouth, paycheck to paycheck, scam to scam and died broke, in debt. Yes you had a pretty face but you were never anything but walking talking misery.
You left here backwards like you came here. I just want you to know that you are not taking all of us with you. Some of us jumped ship and escaped your clutches. PRAISE THE LORD!
The 87 year old trail you left is revolting and it looks like you got clean away. What a brilliant stealth demon you were. That was such a clever unoriginal idea, destroy all of your children and all the people stupid enough to still trust you and love you. But there is one thing GOD can not let you have. You can't have JEROME WALTERS GOOD NAME!
YOU MURDERED HIM!Never confessed, took it to your grave.
GOD said NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
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Excerpt from the JRWalters Chronicles
Copyright January 18, 2014. All rights reserved.
GOD is not pleased with you sitting up in a pulpit reeking with hatred and every sin known to mankind.
So, you sold your soul to the devil for free. You didn't make any real money. Yes you were poor. Yes you lived hand to mouth, paycheck to paycheck, scam to scam and died broke, in debt. Yes you had a pretty face but you were never anything but walking talking misery.
You left here backwards like you came here. I just want you to know that you are not taking all of us with you. Some of us jumped ship and escaped your clutches. PRAISE THE LORD!
The 87 year old trail you left is revolting and it looks like you got clean away. What a brilliant stealth demon you were. That was such a clever unoriginal idea, destroy all of your children and all the people stupid enough to still trust you and love you. But there is one thing GOD can not let you have. You can't have JEROME WALTERS GOOD NAME!
YOU MURDERED HIM!Never confessed, took it to your grave.
GOD said NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
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Excerpt from the JRWalters Chronicles
Copyright January 18, 2014. All rights reserved.
Look closely and listen...
I am going to share some serious truth with you. It should help you, wake you up out of your slumber. In a few days you are going to witness some unbelievable miracles directly from the LORD Jesus Christ.
GOD asked me to highlight some of the ways of the evil one and to remind you to shun such people.
#1- they always lie. There is no truth in them.
#2- unfortunately they are full of sick demonic hatred fueled by their insane envy. They are full of self loathing and want to be like everyone they perceive to be prettier or smarter.
# 3- they have no boundaries because they are totally blind and groping in the dark.
#4- you will never be free of the bondage this succubus left you in until you acknowledge GOD's Truth.
The longest life is too short. An eternity in hell is too long . "Choose ye this day whom thou shall serve."
Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 18, 2014. All rights reserved.
GOD asked me to highlight some of the ways of the evil one and to remind you to shun such people.
#1- they always lie. There is no truth in them.
#2- unfortunately they are full of sick demonic hatred fueled by their insane envy. They are full of self loathing and want to be like everyone they perceive to be prettier or smarter.
# 3- they have no boundaries because they are totally blind and groping in the dark.
#4- you will never be free of the bondage this succubus left you in until you acknowledge GOD's Truth.
The longest life is too short. An eternity in hell is too long . "Choose ye this day whom thou shall serve."
Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 18, 2014. All rights reserved.
Friday, January 17, 2014
You mean to tell me...
dey is people on dis earf fool enuf to go down on a murdered man's grave at midnight on a full moon scooping up fists full of goofer dust in duh name of GAWD duh Father, GAWD duh Son and the Holy Ghost, throw that dust ova' dey right shoulder, take dat dust home, sew it up in a goofer bag made out of red felt, pour Hart's Cologne or Florida Water on it, wrap a twenty dollar bill around it and thank dey can do jest as dey pleeze to who dey pleeze when dey pleeze!!!?
Yes, I mean tuh tell you.
Look lak somebody need Jesus! Somebody need a preacher! How can the people learn if they have no preacher!?
"Come by here Jesus. Somebody needs you."
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Excerpt from the JR WALTERS Chronicles
Copyright January 17, 2014. All rights reserved.
Yes, I mean tuh tell you.
Look lak somebody need Jesus! Somebody need a preacher! How can the people learn if they have no preacher!?
"Come by here Jesus. Somebody needs you."
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Excerpt from the JR WALTERS Chronicles
Copyright January 17, 2014. All rights reserved.
"GOD told me!"
Those are some powerful words. A devil will jump back and take another look at you when you say that. Some may call you crazy based on their experiences. People that have never talked with Him have no concept of your reality. Well I am here to tell you that GOD will talk to you if you ask Him.
My conversations and intimacy with GOD started when I was a very young child. I have always felt the presence of GOD. I felt my mother's sick hated while I was growing inside her womb. She always shared how magnanimous she thought she was by not aborting me. "I wuz jest tired of hurtin'." The truth was the abortionist had a conscious, five was enough! Besides, Martha had not finished paying for the last one. (People we are talking illegal abortions in the 40's and 50's which was a COAT HANGER!)
Of course I didn't know I was a fetus and that Martha was my mother or anything like that. I am trying to describe the negative energy I felt and absorbed. But supernaturally I felt the warm presence of love , I was safe in a cocoon , called here on earth for GOD's special purpose.
I get it. This spoiled yalla demonic heifer thought she was smarter than GOD, was never anything but a lying evil bully. It is as if we were two "beings" on a collision course with destiny, Evil verses the Innocent.
The story of my mother will make you wonder, not who is righteous but how many corrupt demonic manipulative women do we actually have on this earth? Man may be the stronger sex physically but what a woman can do to a man's mind if he loves her can be earth shattering.
It is unfortunate that some can not recognize boundaries . There are some people that are just evil bullies and you should shun them. We must protect our children, be the eyes and ears for them. Create much better schools for them. I am a retired teacher and I would not send a dog to any of the public schools I have been affiliated with of late.
Our schools are overrun with a generation of vipers that refuse to study, demand excellent grades for simply showing up. Teachers are forced to waste the entire class period attempting to get order. Too many greedy unscrupulous men and women that purchased an online degree via some degree mill (an educational doctorate in Physical Education ) are serving as "administrators".
Children are forming gangs and bum rushing stores. Some are playing a deadly game of "knock out". We boldly declare what we would do if they approached us. Sure you can say that now but you are aging every day. There is one thing every old person wants; their independence. Which means I must continue doing what I did for 30 years, I must teach the children.
The Bible says "Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the LORD DELIVERS HIM OUT OF THEM ALL!" Psalm 34:19
"Won't He Do It!"
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 17, 2014. All rights reserved.
My conversations and intimacy with GOD started when I was a very young child. I have always felt the presence of GOD. I felt my mother's sick hated while I was growing inside her womb. She always shared how magnanimous she thought she was by not aborting me. "I wuz jest tired of hurtin'." The truth was the abortionist had a conscious, five was enough! Besides, Martha had not finished paying for the last one. (People we are talking illegal abortions in the 40's and 50's which was a COAT HANGER!)
Of course I didn't know I was a fetus and that Martha was my mother or anything like that. I am trying to describe the negative energy I felt and absorbed. But supernaturally I felt the warm presence of love , I was safe in a cocoon , called here on earth for GOD's special purpose.
I get it. This spoiled yalla demonic heifer thought she was smarter than GOD, was never anything but a lying evil bully. It is as if we were two "beings" on a collision course with destiny, Evil verses the Innocent.
The story of my mother will make you wonder, not who is righteous but how many corrupt demonic manipulative women do we actually have on this earth? Man may be the stronger sex physically but what a woman can do to a man's mind if he loves her can be earth shattering.
It is unfortunate that some can not recognize boundaries . There are some people that are just evil bullies and you should shun them. We must protect our children, be the eyes and ears for them. Create much better schools for them. I am a retired teacher and I would not send a dog to any of the public schools I have been affiliated with of late.
Our schools are overrun with a generation of vipers that refuse to study, demand excellent grades for simply showing up. Teachers are forced to waste the entire class period attempting to get order. Too many greedy unscrupulous men and women that purchased an online degree via some degree mill (an educational doctorate in Physical Education ) are serving as "administrators".
Children are forming gangs and bum rushing stores. Some are playing a deadly game of "knock out". We boldly declare what we would do if they approached us. Sure you can say that now but you are aging every day. There is one thing every old person wants; their independence. Which means I must continue doing what I did for 30 years, I must teach the children.
The Bible says "Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the LORD DELIVERS HIM OUT OF THEM ALL!" Psalm 34:19
"Won't He Do It!"
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 17, 2014. All rights reserved.
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
"N****** and flies I do dispise!"
"Daaarrrrrrrrrrrlinnng I do wish you would refrain from using that antiquated backwoods coloured folks jargon ... after all we are living in the 21st century. Let's assimilate , amalgamate. Forget all of the foolishness from our slave past."
"Well I do hate n******* and I don't bit mo care who care! And fah yo' information I ain't jest talkin' 'bout black people neither! I hates all n******! Cause N*****ism is not a color! ... its character!
And while I'm talkin' let me remind you that you ain't all dat yo'sef! Tithing and phony praising ain't gon' git you into heaven! You need to be born again! You need the Holy Ghost! Den you will stop seeing color. When you git duh Holy Ghost you won't be wurrying bout nobodies grammar and if dey swalla dey tee and esses.
You won't be worrying 'bout all yo thangs neither. Stuff you ain't takin' wid you when you die. And you sho dying. You gon left heah one day. And yo aint takin' nuttin' wid you! Not eben yo' funky scent! (Look lak you did all dat lying, stealing and hustling fah nuttin) You gon' look lak a fool standing at duh Pearly Gates bamming lak a fool. Yea, bamming and hollering may have worked fah yo on earth ... but wait till you git on GAWD's turf. You ain go' be so tuff den, aint nobody gon be runnin' from you up dere.
We all got an expiration date. You sho gon expire one day. The problem is we don't know when. Well it ain't zackly a problem if you living right, if you serving Him in Spirit and in Truth. Ni, if you been living a lie, living in denial ..... honey chile you got some work to do!"
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excerpts from the JR Walters' Chronicles
Copyright January 14, 2014 All rights reserved
"Well I do hate n******* and I don't bit mo care who care! And fah yo' information I ain't jest talkin' 'bout black people neither! I hates all n******! Cause N*****ism is not a color! ... its character!
And while I'm talkin' let me remind you that you ain't all dat yo'sef! Tithing and phony praising ain't gon' git you into heaven! You need to be born again! You need the Holy Ghost! Den you will stop seeing color. When you git duh Holy Ghost you won't be wurrying bout nobodies grammar and if dey swalla dey tee and esses.
You won't be worrying 'bout all yo thangs neither. Stuff you ain't takin' wid you when you die. And you sho dying. You gon left heah one day. And yo aint takin' nuttin' wid you! Not eben yo' funky scent! (Look lak you did all dat lying, stealing and hustling fah nuttin) You gon' look lak a fool standing at duh Pearly Gates bamming lak a fool. Yea, bamming and hollering may have worked fah yo on earth ... but wait till you git on GAWD's turf. You ain go' be so tuff den, aint nobody gon be runnin' from you up dere.
We all got an expiration date. You sho gon expire one day. The problem is we don't know when. Well it ain't zackly a problem if you living right, if you serving Him in Spirit and in Truth. Ni, if you been living a lie, living in denial ..... honey chile you got some work to do!"
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excerpts from the JR Walters' Chronicles
Copyright January 14, 2014 All rights reserved
"Betrayal of Innocence" ...
is the book (Incest and its Devastation by Dr. Susan Forward and Craig Buck) I am currently reading. I found this book in the public library. The book is a paper back and is falling apart because it was published in 1987.
This author presented a very interesting premise; the reason incest and sexual abuse go *"unnoticed" or *"overwhelmingly unreported" is because of the taboo. The taboo against incest is so strong that it inadvertently does more to keep the perpetrator *closeted and the cycle of abuse continues. The poor child victims are forced to live in silent secrecy and must "heal" themselves. The consequences of incest are devastating!
It ruined me! I was robbed of so much. Sure the pain was excruciating but I want you to know what hurt more. It is NOT the fact it was my own mother and stepfather. It is the fact that my "telling" is considered to be some type of betrayal by my family members. Some of my relatives have asked me to let her rest in peace. To just forget she stalked us into Old Age!
I should not call that aberration my mother because she really wasn't . That woman was surely satan himself wearing my mother's skin. And if you don't want to end up like my mother obey GOD's Commandments. "Have no other gods before Him".
Stay off of murdered men's graves collecting "goofer dust". Don't tell another lie as long as you live! Don't hate and don't envy.
Not too long ago someone told me they sensed anger in the tone of my writing. Anger!? Yes LORD I am guilty because I am human. I AM TIRED, FRUSTRATED AND BROKEN BECAUSE THIS WHOLE SAD SAGA WAS TOTALLY UNNECESSARY! I am angry because I wasted far too many years of my life trying to earn the love of a woman that clearly did not deserve it.
Poor Martha tried to inhabit both worlds, demon and saint, mother and freak, preacher and prevaricator.
Yes I get angry. I am not Jesus!! I love Jesus and I am still trying to learn of His ways. But this burden that I have been caring for 62 years has been anything but easy.
Do we really want to know the causes of alcoholism, drug abuse, suicide and the like? We belong to a society that refuses to listen to its children. I know now that I was the saddest little girl on earth ,secretly tortured for my entire life by a ravenous wolf in sheep's clothing and my world doesn't want to know because the thought of such an evil selfish woman is revolting! I certainly understand, who did that monster dupe more than me?
I am sitting here in sheer awe of GOD's goodness. Poor ignorant rebellious Martha ended up a vile thing. Pray this never happens to you or anyone you know. Teach your children the Bible. Teach them to love the LORD, to serve him in Spirit and Truth.
Don't you ever go dragging up in GOD's house with lies dripping off your lips. Make sure you know that you must make a leap of faith that goes far beyond worship and praise. You must live right! You must pray and fast! You must love the LORD your GOD with all your heart. You must pray for your enemies and the fallen.
You must not hate! satan wants you to hate. he wants to keep you out of GOD's Kingdom. He wants to block your way. Pray for your enemies, the evildoers. Never be afraid to look at their fruit. Forgive them for their wrongdoing. But, keep and eye on them. Jesus told us to be as wise as a serpent and as gentle as a dove.
We all must do what ever we can to save children. Don't let satan keep you confused, blind, cripple and crazy. "Know ye the truth and the truth will set you free."
Stay in His WORD. Remember:"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
COPYRIGHT January 14, 2014 All rights reserved
This author presented a very interesting premise; the reason incest and sexual abuse go *"unnoticed" or *"overwhelmingly unreported" is because of the taboo. The taboo against incest is so strong that it inadvertently does more to keep the perpetrator *closeted and the cycle of abuse continues. The poor child victims are forced to live in silent secrecy and must "heal" themselves. The consequences of incest are devastating!
It ruined me! I was robbed of so much. Sure the pain was excruciating but I want you to know what hurt more. It is NOT the fact it was my own mother and stepfather. It is the fact that my "telling" is considered to be some type of betrayal by my family members. Some of my relatives have asked me to let her rest in peace. To just forget she stalked us into Old Age!
I should not call that aberration my mother because she really wasn't . That woman was surely satan himself wearing my mother's skin. And if you don't want to end up like my mother obey GOD's Commandments. "Have no other gods before Him".
Stay off of murdered men's graves collecting "goofer dust". Don't tell another lie as long as you live! Don't hate and don't envy.
Not too long ago someone told me they sensed anger in the tone of my writing. Anger!? Yes LORD I am guilty because I am human. I AM TIRED, FRUSTRATED AND BROKEN BECAUSE THIS WHOLE SAD SAGA WAS TOTALLY UNNECESSARY! I am angry because I wasted far too many years of my life trying to earn the love of a woman that clearly did not deserve it.
Poor Martha tried to inhabit both worlds, demon and saint, mother and freak, preacher and prevaricator.
Yes I get angry. I am not Jesus!! I love Jesus and I am still trying to learn of His ways. But this burden that I have been caring for 62 years has been anything but easy.
Do we really want to know the causes of alcoholism, drug abuse, suicide and the like? We belong to a society that refuses to listen to its children. I know now that I was the saddest little girl on earth ,secretly tortured for my entire life by a ravenous wolf in sheep's clothing and my world doesn't want to know because the thought of such an evil selfish woman is revolting! I certainly understand, who did that monster dupe more than me?
I am sitting here in sheer awe of GOD's goodness. Poor ignorant rebellious Martha ended up a vile thing. Pray this never happens to you or anyone you know. Teach your children the Bible. Teach them to love the LORD, to serve him in Spirit and Truth.
Don't you ever go dragging up in GOD's house with lies dripping off your lips. Make sure you know that you must make a leap of faith that goes far beyond worship and praise. You must live right! You must pray and fast! You must love the LORD your GOD with all your heart. You must pray for your enemies and the fallen.
You must not hate! satan wants you to hate. he wants to keep you out of GOD's Kingdom. He wants to block your way. Pray for your enemies, the evildoers. Never be afraid to look at their fruit. Forgive them for their wrongdoing. But, keep and eye on them. Jesus told us to be as wise as a serpent and as gentle as a dove.
We all must do what ever we can to save children. Don't let satan keep you confused, blind, cripple and crazy. "Know ye the truth and the truth will set you free."
Stay in His WORD. Remember:"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
COPYRIGHT January 14, 2014 All rights reserved
Monday, January 13, 2014
Let's ponder some serious truth today ...
our world is being taken violently by storm. We are all being duped. I am coming to you, actually begging you in earnest to please listen to me!
By what authority do I beseech you? By the Authority of My LORD Jesus Christ that swooped down from Heaven and saved me from the most maniacal , obstinate, abomination that ever lived. I am 62 years old still shivering, still shaking.
For 87 years this aberration roamed this earth content to devour her friends and family. This demon was much too cowardly and insecure to stretch her tentacles past family and friends.
"Common as the day is long." "Would out lie a cross tie." "Would steal the butter out of a biscuit." "Would screw a snake if you held his head." These are expressions my mother taught me while concealing the fact she was a sick sociopath.
Well she is gone now and we can no longer attempt to help her. We can help others avoid such pain and misery. Yes, Jesus told us to forgive if the wrong doer asked for forgiveness!
This is a very important message , please pay attention! Matthew 18:15-18 " Moreover if your brother sins against you, go and tell him his fault between you and him alone. If he hears you, you have gained your brother. But if he will not hear, take with you one or two more, that 'by the mouth of two or three witnesses every word my be established'. And if he refuses to hear them, tell it to the church. But if he refuses even to hear the church, let him be to you like a heathen and a tax collector. Assuredly, I say to you, whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven."
We did not bind Martha on earth because we were duped and without understanding. Child protective services should have taken us away from her when she had us kneeling on graves collecting "goofer dust". Two toddlers standing on a grave at midnight watching and learning the ways of satan. LORD forbid!
It is time to give up fear children. Trust GOD! " Fear no man or woman."
Dear LORD I thank you for your Divine Order. I thank you for making every crooked way straight , for righting every wrong. Thank you for delivering me from evil, for removing my blinders. Dear LORD continue to purge me of all the pain, anguish, and filth and of all the tormented memories. Do the same for my brothers LORD. Grant them the courage to acknowledge the fact that they never had a mother but were simply help hostage by the blindness, ignorance and gutlessness of this world.
Stay in His WORD children. Study it every day. And remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 13, 2014 All rights reserved.
By what authority do I beseech you? By the Authority of My LORD Jesus Christ that swooped down from Heaven and saved me from the most maniacal , obstinate, abomination that ever lived. I am 62 years old still shivering, still shaking.
For 87 years this aberration roamed this earth content to devour her friends and family. This demon was much too cowardly and insecure to stretch her tentacles past family and friends.
"Common as the day is long." "Would out lie a cross tie." "Would steal the butter out of a biscuit." "Would screw a snake if you held his head." These are expressions my mother taught me while concealing the fact she was a sick sociopath.
Well she is gone now and we can no longer attempt to help her. We can help others avoid such pain and misery. Yes, Jesus told us to forgive if the wrong doer asked for forgiveness!
This is a very important message , please pay attention! Matthew 18:15-18 " Moreover if your brother sins against you, go and tell him his fault between you and him alone. If he hears you, you have gained your brother. But if he will not hear, take with you one or two more, that 'by the mouth of two or three witnesses every word my be established'. And if he refuses to hear them, tell it to the church. But if he refuses even to hear the church, let him be to you like a heathen and a tax collector. Assuredly, I say to you, whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven."
We did not bind Martha on earth because we were duped and without understanding. Child protective services should have taken us away from her when she had us kneeling on graves collecting "goofer dust". Two toddlers standing on a grave at midnight watching and learning the ways of satan. LORD forbid!
It is time to give up fear children. Trust GOD! " Fear no man or woman."
Dear LORD I thank you for your Divine Order. I thank you for making every crooked way straight , for righting every wrong. Thank you for delivering me from evil, for removing my blinders. Dear LORD continue to purge me of all the pain, anguish, and filth and of all the tormented memories. Do the same for my brothers LORD. Grant them the courage to acknowledge the fact that they never had a mother but were simply help hostage by the blindness, ignorance and gutlessness of this world.
Stay in His WORD children. Study it every day. And remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 13, 2014 All rights reserved.
Saturday, January 11, 2014
I had a conversation with...
a close friend recently, he was lamenting about some of the recent hardships he had to experience after losing his job and catching a "case". "It was the LORD's will I guess."; he said jokingly. I laughed (simply out of habit) and agreed with him.
Hours later I started to "study about that thang", "it got to worrying me" . Did GOD Will my friend to lose his career, his home and entire family ? No! GOD wants us to have life and to have it more abundantly. It is GOD's great pleasure to bless us over and above anything we can imagine.
Dear LORD turn my friend around, show him the other way. Open his eyes LORD, penetrate his dull understanding.
Be richly blessed today children as you go about your lives loving the LORD, in fellowship with Him.
Stay in His WORD and remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch , JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 11, 2014
Hours later I started to "study about that thang", "it got to worrying me" . Did GOD Will my friend to lose his career, his home and entire family ? No! GOD wants us to have life and to have it more abundantly. It is GOD's great pleasure to bless us over and above anything we can imagine.
Dear LORD turn my friend around, show him the other way. Open his eyes LORD, penetrate his dull understanding.
Be richly blessed today children as you go about your lives loving the LORD, in fellowship with Him.
Stay in His WORD and remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch , JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 11, 2014
Friday, January 10, 2014
"This Dreamer Cometh"
For some reason this particular scripture has always resonated with me. It is found in the book of Genesis, chapter 37, verse 19. It chronicles the story of Joseph and his coat of many colors. Jacob was a wonderful father and great patriarch like my grandfather. I don't want to tell the whole story, please re-read it. Jacob was old , wise and prosperous , the same as my grandfather . Jacob really loved his young son Joseph. I am not saying I was my grandfather's favorite because I truly believe he loved us all the same . But, he was very vocal concerning his love and tremendous pride for me. We had a wonderful relationship , he spoiled me rotten.
Joseph's brothers dug a ditch to kill their brother then decided to sell him into slavery. My mother certainly dug ditches to kill my spirit and led me into captivity.
Joseph 's family was pretty sorry, corrupt and jealous like mine. Am I that dreamer? Will I be able to or ever want to offer them comfort , to save them from famine ?
Am I even a dreamer? Or am I a "wanter"? Do I want everything I see? Did I want a mother that much!? Have I been the victim of the world's cruelest hoax? Why do I cringe now that it's all over.? Why can't I forget all the terrible things she did to me, that she did to us?
Why didn't someone just kill the *****? I am not judging. Only GOD has the right to take or give life. But, honestly that woman named Martha Jane deserved to be stabbed, skinned, boiled alive, then doused with hot lye and set on fire!
JESUSJESUSJESUS! I am reeling! She was a Freak! ! A cool crook. A low life common person. I remember conversations in my presence about how common she was when I was a little girl. Mathy could not be corralled , controlled, or restrained.
If you knew her, befriended her in any way , you were going to suffer. A true "Ball Buster".
Dear LORD thank you for protecting us, for protecting me from the true knowledge of her immoral character.
Dear LORD I was in the belly of the beast and didn't know it! I was sleeping with the enemy and you kept your arms around me!
Yes , children Martha was wise, brilliant in her own eyes. But, check out this scripture; "HE TAKETH THE WISE IN THEIR OWN CRAFTINESS." (1Corinthians 3:19b)
It was a miracle! GOD revealed the whole story to me , the entire sad saga.
What is my point? Stay in His WORD children. Study it daily. Never rely on someone else's interpretation. Guess what Martha Jane's favorite scripture was? You guessed correctly, what else; "HONOR THY MOTHER AND FATHER !!!!!!!!!!" Now this is from a woman that shot her own daddy through the heart!
Live right, Love the LORD, Laugh heartily every day.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 10, 2014. All rights reserved.
Joseph's brothers dug a ditch to kill their brother then decided to sell him into slavery. My mother certainly dug ditches to kill my spirit and led me into captivity.
Joseph 's family was pretty sorry, corrupt and jealous like mine. Am I that dreamer? Will I be able to or ever want to offer them comfort , to save them from famine ?
Am I even a dreamer? Or am I a "wanter"? Do I want everything I see? Did I want a mother that much!? Have I been the victim of the world's cruelest hoax? Why do I cringe now that it's all over.? Why can't I forget all the terrible things she did to me, that she did to us?
Why didn't someone just kill the *****? I am not judging. Only GOD has the right to take or give life. But, honestly that woman named Martha Jane deserved to be stabbed, skinned, boiled alive, then doused with hot lye and set on fire!
JESUSJESUSJESUS! I am reeling! She was a Freak! ! A cool crook. A low life common person. I remember conversations in my presence about how common she was when I was a little girl. Mathy could not be corralled , controlled, or restrained.
If you knew her, befriended her in any way , you were going to suffer. A true "Ball Buster".
Dear LORD thank you for protecting us, for protecting me from the true knowledge of her immoral character.
Dear LORD I was in the belly of the beast and didn't know it! I was sleeping with the enemy and you kept your arms around me!
Yes , children Martha was wise, brilliant in her own eyes. But, check out this scripture; "HE TAKETH THE WISE IN THEIR OWN CRAFTINESS." (1Corinthians 3:19b)
It was a miracle! GOD revealed the whole story to me , the entire sad saga.
What is my point? Stay in His WORD children. Study it daily. Never rely on someone else's interpretation. Guess what Martha Jane's favorite scripture was? You guessed correctly, what else; "HONOR THY MOTHER AND FATHER !!!!!!!!!!" Now this is from a woman that shot her own daddy through the heart!
Live right, Love the LORD, Laugh heartily every day.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 10, 2014. All rights reserved.
Thursday, January 9, 2014
Ah jest whudda ...
Man I declare I whudda just killed the b**** and did the time! Ain't no way I wudden let nobody treat me lak dat! Talk about some gutless wimps!
No sir! I most certainly beg your humble pardon. Do you not perceive and thoroughly understand the concept of psychological warfare? Have you not read about Stockholm Syndrome? If nothing else I am sure you are aware of the "Willie Lynch Letter". Don't you know the mother is a child's first teacher? That baby's brain is like a wet clay tablet. Sir! We are not wimps! We are survivors!
Ah reckon you right ... A mother sho gots a lot of power and influence ova hur chillun. And evabody love dey mama! What will git you kilt quick? ... takin' bout somebody mama.
Society has put the concept of Motherhood on a pedestal. Every pregnant woman is instantly painted as a saint for sacrificing her life to bring another life into the world. Lying promiscuous known manipulative whores suddenly become the Virgin Mary. Far too many women use their vaginas as ATM machines. And tell the truth for once there is no such thing as an accidental pregnancy. Perhaps careless pregnancies or wreckless pregnancies, but no accident. My mother used to say; "tie a knot in dat n*** tail. "
I still whudda killed hur! I whudda beat hur in the head wid a bat, stabbed hur or sump'in !
I prayed for her. I prayed for her each and every day. As a matter of fact I still do.
Whhhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy fah Christ sake!?
That's why, for Christ's sake. Dear LORD free all of us from the clutches of the enemy. Teach us to love and to forgive in the mighty name of our LORD Jesus Christ I pray.
Be richly blessed today children. Please share one blessing with a stranger, a widow or and orphan. Don't be so quick to judge and never hate.
Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 9, 2014 All rights reserved.
No sir! I most certainly beg your humble pardon. Do you not perceive and thoroughly understand the concept of psychological warfare? Have you not read about Stockholm Syndrome? If nothing else I am sure you are aware of the "Willie Lynch Letter". Don't you know the mother is a child's first teacher? That baby's brain is like a wet clay tablet. Sir! We are not wimps! We are survivors!
Ah reckon you right ... A mother sho gots a lot of power and influence ova hur chillun. And evabody love dey mama! What will git you kilt quick? ... takin' bout somebody mama.
Society has put the concept of Motherhood on a pedestal. Every pregnant woman is instantly painted as a saint for sacrificing her life to bring another life into the world. Lying promiscuous known manipulative whores suddenly become the Virgin Mary. Far too many women use their vaginas as ATM machines. And tell the truth for once there is no such thing as an accidental pregnancy. Perhaps careless pregnancies or wreckless pregnancies, but no accident. My mother used to say; "tie a knot in dat n*** tail. "
I still whudda killed hur! I whudda beat hur in the head wid a bat, stabbed hur or sump'in !
I prayed for her. I prayed for her each and every day. As a matter of fact I still do.
Whhhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy fah Christ sake!?
That's why, for Christ's sake. Dear LORD free all of us from the clutches of the enemy. Teach us to love and to forgive in the mighty name of our LORD Jesus Christ I pray.
Be richly blessed today children. Please share one blessing with a stranger, a widow or and orphan. Don't be so quick to judge and never hate.
Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 9, 2014 All rights reserved.
Wednesday, January 8, 2014
"What did you know?
And when did you know it? "
"No you should rephrase that. When did I not know it? Have you ever hugged a statue, a cold block of stone? That's what hugging my mother felt like. You could always hear the love she cooed in your ear. You just couldn't feel it."
That lady was brilliant. She knew exactly what to say. She had an answer for everything. Forced me to attend high school wearing the same pair of shoes for two years. When I complained that I owned only one pair of shoes to my name and she drove a brand new Cadillac . (I didn't dare mention those $300 dollar Ben Mart suits that she bought and deliberately walked on until I hung them up.) She called me every kind of rich bitch, MFing blankety blank blank. She had my ungrateful black a$$. All I ever did was complain with my sorry stupid worthless ass and if I didn't like the way she ran things I could get the f*** out! And I better not ever open my black MFing lying mouth to say a MFing thing against her in my MFing life. AND I; "...bedder not nevah tell a muthaf***** thang dat go on IN DIS MFING HOUSE!!!! "
So when I grew up and started to comprehend some family secrets, things my grandfather deliberately never shared with me. No one in my family ever told me my oldest brother was in fact my brother. I was in church and I mentioned my uncle X and a saint of the church interrupted me with a real snarly attitude; "X ain't nun of your uncle! Dats your brother!" When I told my mother she cursed X for every sorry so and so that ever lived, declared her undying hatred "fa dat yalla n****!" He never did anything but ruin HER life.
It was pure punishment. No we were not gifts from GOD. We were "crumb snatchers", "pain in the a$$ ". I remember the day she cursed, ranted and raved for 24 hours straight, none stop because some black MFING black a$$ n****'left the blankety blank milk out.
It's funny, Martha declared to my family that I was the evildoer, the plotter, the snake, that I wanted revenge for something that happened a hundred years ago and I was digging in the archives and I didn't know how to forgive no body and besides to f *** me and she hoped I rotted in hell because all I wanted was revenge. Plus the fact she was an ordained minister in the A .M.E. Zion Church and ; " they all just a bunch of faggots , from the Bishop on down."
There are six of us that she never gave one dime to to attend college. We grew up without gifts, Easter baskets or new school clothes. But, I am the one seeking revenge. (Martha, you sure made a fool out of us. )Well I finally realize who really wanted revenge.
Martha became alarmed that I would one day expose her so she deliberately cast me out. ( I have since learned that the greatest fear of a narcissist is exposure.)
She did something to make sure I would be forced to cut all ties with her. (She wrote me a hate filled letter smeared with her fecal matter claiming that she had used it to wipe her a$$ .) Then she ran ahead of me spreading lies to explain my conspicuous absence , pinning her repugnant sins on me. (Poor Martha ! Plagued with all of those ungrateful children.) The poor woman never told anything but lies on all of us and carried the deepest most maniacle hatred hidden deeply in her heart.
The serious irony here is the fact that all of her loved ones that are still clinging dearly to a mirage, a Martha that never existed except in their imaginations , don't get it. She hated YOU too! She spread sick lies on you too!
Martha is a poor woman that lived for 87 years never loving anyone, never trusting GOD to save her. Thought she had to be a fake , a charlatan, a flim-flam artist. Jesus was for the weak , for dummies, for chumps , for sheep , she didn't have time for that, and she intended to fleece every last one that got caught in her trap.
Why? Was it because she didn't have the discipline to earn a college degree? Was it because she was a nymphomaniac? No!!! It is all because she was rebellious and truly believed she was the most brilliant disciple of satan that ever lived.
Children satan inflicts excruciating pain on you to make you hate, to make you give up. satan wants you defeated.
I will not be deceived! I will not hate!
"No you should rephrase that. When did I not know it? Have you ever hugged a statue, a cold block of stone? That's what hugging my mother felt like. You could always hear the love she cooed in your ear. You just couldn't feel it."
That lady was brilliant. She knew exactly what to say. She had an answer for everything. Forced me to attend high school wearing the same pair of shoes for two years. When I complained that I owned only one pair of shoes to my name and she drove a brand new Cadillac . (I didn't dare mention those $300 dollar Ben Mart suits that she bought and deliberately walked on until I hung them up.) She called me every kind of rich bitch, MFing blankety blank blank. She had my ungrateful black a$$. All I ever did was complain with my sorry stupid worthless ass and if I didn't like the way she ran things I could get the f*** out! And I better not ever open my black MFing lying mouth to say a MFing thing against her in my MFing life. AND I; "...bedder not nevah tell a muthaf***** thang dat go on IN DIS MFING HOUSE!!!! "
So when I grew up and started to comprehend some family secrets, things my grandfather deliberately never shared with me. No one in my family ever told me my oldest brother was in fact my brother. I was in church and I mentioned my uncle X and a saint of the church interrupted me with a real snarly attitude; "X ain't nun of your uncle! Dats your brother!" When I told my mother she cursed X for every sorry so and so that ever lived, declared her undying hatred "fa dat yalla n****!" He never did anything but ruin HER life.
It was pure punishment. No we were not gifts from GOD. We were "crumb snatchers", "pain in the a$$ ". I remember the day she cursed, ranted and raved for 24 hours straight, none stop because some black MFING black a$$ n****'left the blankety blank milk out.
It's funny, Martha declared to my family that I was the evildoer, the plotter, the snake, that I wanted revenge for something that happened a hundred years ago and I was digging in the archives and I didn't know how to forgive no body and besides to f *** me and she hoped I rotted in hell because all I wanted was revenge. Plus the fact she was an ordained minister in the A .M.E. Zion Church and ; " they all just a bunch of faggots , from the Bishop on down."
There are six of us that she never gave one dime to to attend college. We grew up without gifts, Easter baskets or new school clothes. But, I am the one seeking revenge. (Martha, you sure made a fool out of us. )Well I finally realize who really wanted revenge.
Martha became alarmed that I would one day expose her so she deliberately cast me out. ( I have since learned that the greatest fear of a narcissist is exposure.)
She did something to make sure I would be forced to cut all ties with her. (She wrote me a hate filled letter smeared with her fecal matter claiming that she had used it to wipe her a$$ .) Then she ran ahead of me spreading lies to explain my conspicuous absence , pinning her repugnant sins on me. (Poor Martha ! Plagued with all of those ungrateful children.) The poor woman never told anything but lies on all of us and carried the deepest most maniacle hatred hidden deeply in her heart.
The serious irony here is the fact that all of her loved ones that are still clinging dearly to a mirage, a Martha that never existed except in their imaginations , don't get it. She hated YOU too! She spread sick lies on you too!
Martha is a poor woman that lived for 87 years never loving anyone, never trusting GOD to save her. Thought she had to be a fake , a charlatan, a flim-flam artist. Jesus was for the weak , for dummies, for chumps , for sheep , she didn't have time for that, and she intended to fleece every last one that got caught in her trap.
Why? Was it because she didn't have the discipline to earn a college degree? Was it because she was a nymphomaniac? No!!! It is all because she was rebellious and truly believed she was the most brilliant disciple of satan that ever lived.
Children satan inflicts excruciating pain on you to make you hate, to make you give up. satan wants you defeated.
I will not be deceived! I will not hate!
A Cruel Hoax!
Dear LORD in Heaven thank you for delivering me from what has to be the greatest cruel hoax ever committed by a mother against her daughter.
Yes LORD you did say mothers would be against daughters. But, I didn't think you meant me! I never could believe my mother was against me. Yes, I did watch her plot against others, work witchcraft against others. (Never me! She loves me!)
We all knew she had two distinctly different personalities. One beyond evil and the other charming, fun loving, generous, kind, no better mother on planet earth.
We suffered the lashes , torment and rebuke of the evil one just to enjoy some good times with the good one. I had no idea the good one was completely fake. Just a lure, a mirage, something to keep us hanging on so the evil one could eviscerate us.
I am amazed, the evil one hiding behind the door never grew tired of secret torture and humiliation, could never get enough, her appetite for debauchery was insatiable FOR 87 YEARS!!!!
I did ask GOD to reveal to me why I was so grief stricken when I should have been elated. He told me that my grandmother was right, I was tender hearted but more than anything I was a little girl that truly loved her mother, that desperately needed a mother, would give up her life for her mother. The evil in Martha saw that, exploited that . satan planted the sickest plot, the cruelest hoax in Martha's mind to destroy you. She saw your great faith and wanted to destroy you because she knew the LORD had great plans for you.
Children more than anything satan wants to destroy you. Don't fall for his tricks. And "hold fast to your dreams." " Don't get weary children." Jesus Will Fix It!
My prayer for you today; be abundantly blessed and delivered from evil today. Stay in His WORD. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn ( the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 8, 2014. All rights reserved.
Yes LORD you did say mothers would be against daughters. But, I didn't think you meant me! I never could believe my mother was against me. Yes, I did watch her plot against others, work witchcraft against others. (Never me! She loves me!)
We all knew she had two distinctly different personalities. One beyond evil and the other charming, fun loving, generous, kind, no better mother on planet earth.
We suffered the lashes , torment and rebuke of the evil one just to enjoy some good times with the good one. I had no idea the good one was completely fake. Just a lure, a mirage, something to keep us hanging on so the evil one could eviscerate us.
I am amazed, the evil one hiding behind the door never grew tired of secret torture and humiliation, could never get enough, her appetite for debauchery was insatiable FOR 87 YEARS!!!!
I did ask GOD to reveal to me why I was so grief stricken when I should have been elated. He told me that my grandmother was right, I was tender hearted but more than anything I was a little girl that truly loved her mother, that desperately needed a mother, would give up her life for her mother. The evil in Martha saw that, exploited that . satan planted the sickest plot, the cruelest hoax in Martha's mind to destroy you. She saw your great faith and wanted to destroy you because she knew the LORD had great plans for you.
Children more than anything satan wants to destroy you. Don't fall for his tricks. And "hold fast to your dreams." " Don't get weary children." Jesus Will Fix It!
My prayer for you today; be abundantly blessed and delivered from evil today. Stay in His WORD. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn ( the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 8, 2014. All rights reserved.
Monday, January 6, 2014
So, now I'm laughing!
"Eeeeeennnnnhhhhhhh-eeeeeeeeennnnnnhhhhh-eeeeeennnnnnhhhhhhhhh ummmm unk unk"
"Why are you laughing?"
"I just remembered something my mother made me do when I was a little girl."
"Whaaaat! ...?!"
"For some reason my mother was into public humiliation. She was a bully, a damn terrorist. You were going to do exactly what she said. (That is why I know GOD was with me every step of this journey. There were some sick plots hatched in evil Marta's brain that GOD never let happen. There were times GOD shamed her, prevented her worse schemes. Sometimes GOD saddled her with remorse and she did some good things.)
I was in the seventh grade, attending Washington Drive Junior High school. What was I? ... Twelve years old! I was tiny, I was very petite. (Probably because she always half feed us the worse food just so she could drive a brand new Cadillac and make people ooohhh and awe.)
I could not have weighed over 80 pounds. Anyway, my mother made me wear this HUGE red padded bra to school. It had to be something like a 46GGG. I could have made a hammock out of this bra.
Of course I didn't know she was trying to humiliate me. I foolishly believed that she had my best interest at heart. I had told her about these tiny bumps I discovered growing directly under my nipples. Back then young girls were encouraged to wear something called a training bra. It was generally a small piece of cotton with small imprints designed to accommodate budding breasts.
I refused to wear it and she went LUNATIC! Cursing me with the foulest language. So, frightened, intimidated, bullied by my own mother , I wore it.
I WAS HUMILIATED! Strangely I don't remember anyone laughing at me. I did get a lot of looks of pity. No, no one helped me or interceded on my behalf. As soon as I got home from school I threw that darn thing away.
Martha never mentioned it again. So, I did what I always did... I put it behind me and forgave her."
"Why are you laughing?"
"I just remembered something my mother made me do when I was a little girl."
"Whaaaat! ...?!"
"For some reason my mother was into public humiliation. She was a bully, a damn terrorist. You were going to do exactly what she said. (That is why I know GOD was with me every step of this journey. There were some sick plots hatched in evil Marta's brain that GOD never let happen. There were times GOD shamed her, prevented her worse schemes. Sometimes GOD saddled her with remorse and she did some good things.)
I was in the seventh grade, attending Washington Drive Junior High school. What was I? ... Twelve years old! I was tiny, I was very petite. (Probably because she always half feed us the worse food just so she could drive a brand new Cadillac and make people ooohhh and awe.)
I could not have weighed over 80 pounds. Anyway, my mother made me wear this HUGE red padded bra to school. It had to be something like a 46GGG. I could have made a hammock out of this bra.
Of course I didn't know she was trying to humiliate me. I foolishly believed that she had my best interest at heart. I had told her about these tiny bumps I discovered growing directly under my nipples. Back then young girls were encouraged to wear something called a training bra. It was generally a small piece of cotton with small imprints designed to accommodate budding breasts.
I refused to wear it and she went LUNATIC! Cursing me with the foulest language. So, frightened, intimidated, bullied by my own mother , I wore it.
I WAS HUMILIATED! Strangely I don't remember anyone laughing at me. I did get a lot of looks of pity. No, no one helped me or interceded on my behalf. As soon as I got home from school I threw that darn thing away.
Martha never mentioned it again. So, I did what I always did... I put it behind me and forgave her."
IT WILL TURN AROUND!
PRAISE THE LORD! Praise The Lord! Praise the LORD for HE is Good!
Growing up I used to hear people say; "The same things that make you laugh will turn around and make you cry."
It is true. GOD tells us that those that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength , they shall soar like an eagle. GOD wants you to know that is not some idle chit-chat, not some worthless long winded rhetoric.
I can see her now. Every time one of her plots worked, every time her "roots" worked she would slap her hands together with a thunderous clap and howl like some kind of crazied lunatic wolf. She would laugh. Followed me around for over 50 years throwing away just one of my shoes, or the skirt or pants to a beautiful ensemble.
Yes, I admit I always knew she was a "root" worker. (Surely to GOD she would not"root " us, seek to hurt us, her family.? What do you think she was doing when she starved you and refused to feed you?)
For some reason I could always hear GOD; "Have no other gods before me." I sensed she was wrong. We continued to pray for her. One of my brothers built a fire pit in his yard to ward off her "spells". I admit I did the "de-rooting" routine by sprinkling sulphur in every corner of my house. Then GOD reminded me "Have no other gods..."
As a child I just assumed that Jesus talked to everyone, advised everyone, sounded alarms in every one's ear. Little did I know ... But GOD poured His a Spirit into me.
Any way she laughed, she thought she broke me. Satan thought I would never get up, never catch on because that was his plan.
Stay in His WORD children. The same demonic deeds you thought were so perfect , so fool proof , turned around and bite you in the a$$. Every thing you did to beat me down, to pulverize me into nothing but dust made me strong. Made me tenacious. My serious struggles solidified my unwavering faith.
You on the other hand became so ashamed of yourself, of your stupidity and savagery you volunteered to die. You weren't sick! You weren't in pain, no disease, no stroke. You were so afraid we were going to treat you the way you deserved. You tried to escape the retribution that you know you are due.
No one, not you, or anyone can escape the wrath of GOD. For how many years did I tell you; "You will get your just and honest due on planet earth."?
Be patient children, He is working it out. He is fighting your battles, opening doors, opening the windows of a Heaven. Love the LORD with all your heart. Be abundantly blessed today. Pray for the LORD to cleanse your heart of all unrighteousness. "If there be any goodness think on these things."
Growing up I used to hear people say; "The same things that make you laugh will turn around and make you cry."
It is true. GOD tells us that those that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength , they shall soar like an eagle. GOD wants you to know that is not some idle chit-chat, not some worthless long winded rhetoric.
I can see her now. Every time one of her plots worked, every time her "roots" worked she would slap her hands together with a thunderous clap and howl like some kind of crazied lunatic wolf. She would laugh. Followed me around for over 50 years throwing away just one of my shoes, or the skirt or pants to a beautiful ensemble.
Yes, I admit I always knew she was a "root" worker. (Surely to GOD she would not"root " us, seek to hurt us, her family.? What do you think she was doing when she starved you and refused to feed you?)
For some reason I could always hear GOD; "Have no other gods before me." I sensed she was wrong. We continued to pray for her. One of my brothers built a fire pit in his yard to ward off her "spells". I admit I did the "de-rooting" routine by sprinkling sulphur in every corner of my house. Then GOD reminded me "Have no other gods..."
As a child I just assumed that Jesus talked to everyone, advised everyone, sounded alarms in every one's ear. Little did I know ... But GOD poured His a Spirit into me.
Any way she laughed, she thought she broke me. Satan thought I would never get up, never catch on because that was his plan.
Stay in His WORD children. The same demonic deeds you thought were so perfect , so fool proof , turned around and bite you in the a$$. Every thing you did to beat me down, to pulverize me into nothing but dust made me strong. Made me tenacious. My serious struggles solidified my unwavering faith.
You on the other hand became so ashamed of yourself, of your stupidity and savagery you volunteered to die. You weren't sick! You weren't in pain, no disease, no stroke. You were so afraid we were going to treat you the way you deserved. You tried to escape the retribution that you know you are due.
No one, not you, or anyone can escape the wrath of GOD. For how many years did I tell you; "You will get your just and honest due on planet earth."?
Be patient children, He is working it out. He is fighting your battles, opening doors, opening the windows of a Heaven. Love the LORD with all your heart. Be abundantly blessed today. Pray for the LORD to cleanse your heart of all unrighteousness. "If there be any goodness think on these things."
GOD warns us ...
Well, it is a warning if you are a potential evil doer. It is invaluable knowledge if you are His. Now there is something you must understand. The Bible says that the feet of reprobates will be swift to run to mischief. Please do not think that means unscrewing the tops of salt shakers in a restaurant or tying firecrackers to the tail of a cat.
It means you will study evil all the time, automatically. The evil doer does not care because she has lost all sense of dignity and morality. Believe me this is not the life you want. That lucifer, that devil, satan is truly brilliant as a deceiver. Evil,will give you a warm feeling of euphoria. In your mind you will be supreme, you will just know you are winning. You will plot against any and everyone you think is trying to steal or wear your crown.
In the end you will be discovered. The world will be horrified to know you. Many will finally come out and say they knew all the time. Most will simply walk away shaking their heads and will soon forget.
Never say you hate to read. If you really hate to read that means you hate to think. You are all bronze and no brain. You have volunteered to become prey to the better educated. Those that have been properly educated, equipped with excellent critical thinking skills will rule you.
It means you will study evil all the time, automatically. The evil doer does not care because she has lost all sense of dignity and morality. Believe me this is not the life you want. That lucifer, that devil, satan is truly brilliant as a deceiver. Evil,will give you a warm feeling of euphoria. In your mind you will be supreme, you will just know you are winning. You will plot against any and everyone you think is trying to steal or wear your crown.
In the end you will be discovered. The world will be horrified to know you. Many will finally come out and say they knew all the time. Most will simply walk away shaking their heads and will soon forget.
Never say you hate to read. If you really hate to read that means you hate to think. You are all bronze and no brain. You have volunteered to become prey to the better educated. Those that have been properly educated, equipped with excellent critical thinking skills will rule you.
Sunday, January 5, 2014
Dear LORD in Heaven...
(This is a test page.) I want to share our art with you. My brother *Sam is a retired medical doctor and a jeweler. He cut the turquoise stones for these gold wire earrings. He is a "wire bender". His work is awesome!
I grow gourds from seeds, all sizes , from the size of a peanut ... to huge, after curing and processing them they become some form of beautiful art, usually a doll.
He won't tell it but I will. Our mother was an evil sick sociopath! But she was so smart, so brilliant, so cunning, she lived for 87 years pulverizing her loved ones over and over and over and over and over again. She was pure vexation to the soul , rottenness to the bones.
We foolishly held out, or should I say held on? I held on to the last second, waiting, praying for her to change, waiting for an apology that never came. Then I waited for the letter. She was famous for her letters. No letter came, no inheritance, nothing.
Hid in the Church! Wrapped her sick demonic self up in GOD's WORD. Tried to wear His robe. Please listen to me so this will not happen to you. Martha was spoiled and rebellious.
Dear LORD you don't need to make any more Martha Janes, I am a believer! Believe me children, you don't want to get up with a reprobate. If you see one ... RUN!!!
Saturday, January 4, 2014
Naw ...
shud'den nobody haf to point out to you dat you is being mistreated. Dat is sump'in you pretty much ought to be able to figga out fo yosef. Dat is if you is grown.
Ni if you is a child or elderly ain't nobody got no bizness messing wid you... hollaring at you and snatch-chenn on you. On account ugh you can't hep yosef ...you helpless. LAWD hep duh person dat ain't got no mo sense dan to touch one of yo churin. Pray fah'um chile!
A grown woman dat beat and snatch on hur churin might need some hep. She frustrated. But when you got a woman who play lak she so high and mighty, so purr day , so high yalla. Sposed to be so educated, a married pillar of the community, sitting up in church's pulpits! Laying hands on people! Call hur sef healing people! When she know she ain't right! She know she got a problem! She know she need to take it to GAWD. Trying to make out lak she shame ... The truth is she don't a bit mo care.
Stay behind hur if you want to ... You gwine tuh hell!
Some people git out heah in duh world and git ignut! Go to cussing, fighting, shooting and stabbing to git dey way. Use witchcraft and tell lies , play wid GAWD ...ain't got a bit ugh re spect fah nobody ...not even dey sef.
Don't feel sorry for um ... Dey knew bedder ... Dey knew they could git some hep ...dey just didn't want none.
A total hypocrite ! A damn rank ass lying heifa! Did so much damage in 87 years it prob-lay gone take dat fab-ly five hunnard years to git back right, whur dey shuddah been ...whur dey whudda been if it hadden been fo dat hard headed jezebel that jest knew she wuz smarter than GAWD.
LAWD if I climb too high, git too fa up bring me down. ...point me a home ova in Jordan wid you LAWD.
*********************************************************************************May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn ( the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 4, 2014. All rights reserved.
Ni if you is a child or elderly ain't nobody got no bizness messing wid you... hollaring at you and snatch-chenn on you. On account ugh you can't hep yosef ...you helpless. LAWD hep duh person dat ain't got no mo sense dan to touch one of yo churin. Pray fah'um chile!
A grown woman dat beat and snatch on hur churin might need some hep. She frustrated. But when you got a woman who play lak she so high and mighty, so purr day , so high yalla. Sposed to be so educated, a married pillar of the community, sitting up in church's pulpits! Laying hands on people! Call hur sef healing people! When she know she ain't right! She know she got a problem! She know she need to take it to GAWD. Trying to make out lak she shame ... The truth is she don't a bit mo care.
Stay behind hur if you want to ... You gwine tuh hell!
Some people git out heah in duh world and git ignut! Go to cussing, fighting, shooting and stabbing to git dey way. Use witchcraft and tell lies , play wid GAWD ...ain't got a bit ugh re spect fah nobody ...not even dey sef.
Don't feel sorry for um ... Dey knew bedder ... Dey knew they could git some hep ...dey just didn't want none.
A total hypocrite ! A damn rank ass lying heifa! Did so much damage in 87 years it prob-lay gone take dat fab-ly five hunnard years to git back right, whur dey shuddah been ...whur dey whudda been if it hadden been fo dat hard headed jezebel that jest knew she wuz smarter than GAWD.
LAWD if I climb too high, git too fa up bring me down. ...point me a home ova in Jordan wid you LAWD.
*********************************************************************************May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn ( the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 4, 2014. All rights reserved.
The saddest day of my life...
February 10, 1979, it was a Saturday morning. My head was buried under the pillow hiding from the sun because it was already well past 9 a.m. The sound of my mother's screeching voice made my head explode. DEAD!!! He's DEAD! Granddaddy is DEAD! My rock is DEAD!
I reeled. I could barely keep my balance. If I had only known then what I know now. I would have made sure she went to prison. I would have pressed for the death penalty. Once we collectively revealed all of our horrible secrets no jury in the world would have spared her .
She is gone now but she is still troubling. Far too many loved ones are still trying to live their lives looking up to her, still in awe of her. Some are still foolish enough to still fear her.
The root of Martha's psychosis lies in trauma. She told me she was viciously raped 3 times when she was eight. My family's collective broken lives is the direct result of rebellion. I will not continue this foolishness. I will no lie for a fallen woman that refused to get up. I will never consider myself less than anyone. AND I WILL FEAR NO MAN! NO WOMAN! NO WEAPON!!!
When did I finally see through her? ( All I can say is I sure took my time.) It is very ironic, she was always talking about how GOD removed the scales from her eyes.
Dear LORD thank you for delivering me from sin, from the clutches of the enemy, the devourer .
Praise the LORD children. Praise His Holy name.
I reeled. I could barely keep my balance. If I had only known then what I know now. I would have made sure she went to prison. I would have pressed for the death penalty. Once we collectively revealed all of our horrible secrets no jury in the world would have spared her .
She is gone now but she is still troubling. Far too many loved ones are still trying to live their lives looking up to her, still in awe of her. Some are still foolish enough to still fear her.
The root of Martha's psychosis lies in trauma. She told me she was viciously raped 3 times when she was eight. My family's collective broken lives is the direct result of rebellion. I will not continue this foolishness. I will no lie for a fallen woman that refused to get up. I will never consider myself less than anyone. AND I WILL FEAR NO MAN! NO WOMAN! NO WEAPON!!!
When did I finally see through her? ( All I can say is I sure took my time.) It is very ironic, she was always talking about how GOD removed the scales from her eyes.
Dear LORD thank you for delivering me from sin, from the clutches of the enemy, the devourer .
Praise the LORD children. Praise His Holy name.
"Peace be still!"
Know that GOD is good. He can never change. He can never lie. Know that anything you want you can have. Make sure you know this. Carry GOD's WORD tucked in your bussom , next to your heart. GOD loves you unconditionally. There is nothing you can ever do, no deed so disgusting that GOD will ever turn His back on you.
That is the Gospel of Jesus Christ. You can feel Him when He touches you. The Holy Spirit will set your soul on fire. If you don't have it it is because you don't want it. You reject it because someone taught you that Christ Jesus was for pansies, for the weak.
Let's go ahead and claim one not so obvious fact; we are All weak and helpless. We are all on a journey, all paths uniquely different, all for the Glory of GOD. Some journey's end early, end tragically. Perhaps there are some lives that appear to be flawless, without pain. One thing for sure we have to walk it for ourselves and we have to walk it alone.
None of us know when we are going. But we all know we are going.
Don't let the awful sins you committed on your journey home keep you from the Promised Land. Please don't think pitching a lunatic fit and spreading the sickest lies will be enough to cover you. If there is hatred, jealousy , or envy in your heart get it out!
Unlearn hatred. Practice love and forgiveness. If you owe some one an apology, give it to them. If an ancestor died and bleed for you, sacrificed their life for you, sent up prayers for you, acknowledge them. Most of all, humble yourself. Spend time alone with GOD and your Bible everyday.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch , JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 4, 2014. All rights reserved.
That is the Gospel of Jesus Christ. You can feel Him when He touches you. The Holy Spirit will set your soul on fire. If you don't have it it is because you don't want it. You reject it because someone taught you that Christ Jesus was for pansies, for the weak.
Let's go ahead and claim one not so obvious fact; we are All weak and helpless. We are all on a journey, all paths uniquely different, all for the Glory of GOD. Some journey's end early, end tragically. Perhaps there are some lives that appear to be flawless, without pain. One thing for sure we have to walk it for ourselves and we have to walk it alone.
None of us know when we are going. But we all know we are going.
Don't let the awful sins you committed on your journey home keep you from the Promised Land. Please don't think pitching a lunatic fit and spreading the sickest lies will be enough to cover you. If there is hatred, jealousy , or envy in your heart get it out!
Unlearn hatred. Practice love and forgiveness. If you owe some one an apology, give it to them. If an ancestor died and bleed for you, sacrificed their life for you, sent up prayers for you, acknowledge them. Most of all, humble yourself. Spend time alone with GOD and your Bible everyday.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch , JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 4, 2014. All rights reserved.
Friday, January 3, 2014
"Exit stage left!"
I think that's what the Pink Pussycat or some cat cartoon character used to yell when he found himself in a situation he had to get out of quickly.
I am rather amused, chuckling to myself because I have discovered the one subject that will make people get out of your face quick, fast and in a hurry; witchcraft!
Most people claim that it is nonsense, just ignorant superstition. It is more than that I assure you. Why does the Bible speak against it? It is wrong. It is demonic. Stay away from it!
My poor mother didn't. She was a practitioner of witchcraft. No, she didn't win. As a matter of fact she lost big time. The devil took her down, destroyed her life, caused her to destroy countless generations.
The time is right. It is time for us to humble ourselves, to seek GOD's face, to live right.
Tell the truth. Shame the devil. Reverse the curse. Claim your great legacy. Repeat after me; "I was born for Greatness! If I am to Be! What I want to Be! It is up to Me!"
No! mediocre, average, go along to get along , the top of the bottom, is not good enough! THINK! DREAM! DARE TO BE DIFFERENT!
Put all of your haters behind you. Embrace the LORD Jesus Christ. Go ahead, give Him your heart. Let Him lead and guide you. Jesus and Jesus only. No horoscopes, tea leaves, Tarot cards...from such stay away .
Know what you want! Name it and claim it!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright. January 3, 2014. All rights reserved.
I am rather amused, chuckling to myself because I have discovered the one subject that will make people get out of your face quick, fast and in a hurry; witchcraft!
Most people claim that it is nonsense, just ignorant superstition. It is more than that I assure you. Why does the Bible speak against it? It is wrong. It is demonic. Stay away from it!
My poor mother didn't. She was a practitioner of witchcraft. No, she didn't win. As a matter of fact she lost big time. The devil took her down, destroyed her life, caused her to destroy countless generations.
The time is right. It is time for us to humble ourselves, to seek GOD's face, to live right.
Tell the truth. Shame the devil. Reverse the curse. Claim your great legacy. Repeat after me; "I was born for Greatness! If I am to Be! What I want to Be! It is up to Me!"
No! mediocre, average, go along to get along , the top of the bottom, is not good enough! THINK! DREAM! DARE TO BE DIFFERENT!
Put all of your haters behind you. Embrace the LORD Jesus Christ. Go ahead, give Him your heart. Let Him lead and guide you. Jesus and Jesus only. No horoscopes, tea leaves, Tarot cards...from such stay away .
Know what you want! Name it and claim it!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright. January 3, 2014. All rights reserved.
Thursday, January 2, 2014
There is a fork in the road...
You must go left or right. One road is wide and leads to death and destruction. It is also the popular road. Most people take it.
The other road is narrow. Few will choose it. It is righteous, full of love and peace. It is patient and forgiving.
I wonder why so many people press themselves into that ravenous pack, pushing, kicking, and clogged, glued together on that wide deathway. They are not happy? They growl and snap perennially unsatisfied. They can not trust. Nor can they love. They can only envy and imitate because satan afflicted them with the worse curse of all, selfishness.
They look so foolish in garb, wearing costumes that signal low self esteem and self hatred.
Is it possible for any one to be so self absorbed they are totally oblivious to all the pain they cause, all the lives they ruin and sacrifice in order to feed their corrupt shallow ego?
Children please do not think that salvation is reserved for old people. We all need Jesus Christ in our lives. We must live righteous Holy lives and seek His Will, His guidance.
Dear Heavenly Father, in this New Year I refuse to be vexed by a demonic jezebel spirit. I will love myself! I will live each and every day to the fullest.
Walk tall! Burst briskly into this New Year confident, tenacious, prayed up, prayed over, full of love and forgiveness.
Remember, anything you want you can have! Stay in His WORD children; "Remember apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 2, 2014. All rights reserved,
The other road is narrow. Few will choose it. It is righteous, full of love and peace. It is patient and forgiving.
I wonder why so many people press themselves into that ravenous pack, pushing, kicking, and clogged, glued together on that wide deathway. They are not happy? They growl and snap perennially unsatisfied. They can not trust. Nor can they love. They can only envy and imitate because satan afflicted them with the worse curse of all, selfishness.
They look so foolish in garb, wearing costumes that signal low self esteem and self hatred.
Is it possible for any one to be so self absorbed they are totally oblivious to all the pain they cause, all the lives they ruin and sacrifice in order to feed their corrupt shallow ego?
Children please do not think that salvation is reserved for old people. We all need Jesus Christ in our lives. We must live righteous Holy lives and seek His Will, His guidance.
Dear Heavenly Father, in this New Year I refuse to be vexed by a demonic jezebel spirit. I will love myself! I will live each and every day to the fullest.
Walk tall! Burst briskly into this New Year confident, tenacious, prayed up, prayed over, full of love and forgiveness.
Remember, anything you want you can have! Stay in His WORD children; "Remember apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 2, 2014. All rights reserved,
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