No children I will not ...

let you think I serve a GOD that would let me suffer this demon for 57 years and agonize over His revealed truth for years.  No it is clearly my fault.  GOD told me, spoke to me when I was eighteen years old.  GOD told me my mother was a demon.  My grandfather said; "leave heah dawtuh and don't nevah come back!"

I am the one that refused to listen, refused to obey. I remember clearly having an intellectual debate with GOD; "A demon! No way! No such thing! Utter nonsense! What silly superstition!"  I know now I was determined to win this woman's love.  I was like Jennifer Hudson in Dreangirls; "You GONNA LOVE ME!!!"

I graduated from college with honors, Magna Cum Laude. No I still wasn't good enough. I still wasn't s***! (Her words, not mine) Kept myself up, kept my "viriginity".  Won two fellowships to graduate schools.  No I still wasn't good enough. No I never was good enough children. I showered her with gifts. At one point she had me sending her money every month. (Yes she was a pimp, pure Iceberg Slim) I took care of her through two major surgeries but I had the audacity to question the excruciating pain I felt in my vagina when I was eight.  That demon lost it, cussed me like a dog, but fled.  No I was never bothered with Mathy again.  She just slithered away and enjoyed concentrating all of her secret venom on my medical doctor brother. (Pray for  him)

All my life all I heard from my mother was; " She duh cause of it! .." No matter what went wrong in Mathy's house I was " duh cause of it".

But GOD! But one day GOD finally had to hit me in the head with a ton of bricks.  I woke up! I finally saw the light! I haven't stop shouting since my LORD set me free, brought me up out of that pit,

PRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORDPRAISETHELORD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Spread GOD's Good WORD children.

Remember GOD does not want us to suffer. If you are grown and still suffering the pangs of an awful childhood it you own fault.

Embrace GOD's Truth today ...be set free!

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