"She lost baby, she's the loser." Yes it was pure hatred, but she chose it , preferred it. Was lazy, dishonest, didn't see the value of earning anything she could steal. That "honesty" s*** was for losers and "Christians" were for plucking. "If you see a fool you bedder git um 'fo somebody else do ... dey ain't but two people on dis earth ...duh USER or the dumb a$$ USE-EE! This a dog eat dog world and you bedder be ready to eat or git ete ! "
Poor Martha could never tell the world what she really felt in her heart . Just because she said that doesn't mean she meant it. Yes she was full of abominable hatred and she never found the strength to stop hating and she hated every one of you. She probably hated you more than she hated her father. "But you should know daughter , she hated herself the most."
If some one taught you to hate yourself, stop. If you are abusing your body and hiding from the world because your mother shamed you, dug a pit for you. Please know that you are not alone and GOD loves you and you don't have to cry anymore. Go ahead and live daughter! Go ahead and live! (To quote my dear cousin Carol "Live, Laugh, Love")
"Apart from Christ we are nothing. "
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you , cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright January 21 , 2014 all rights reserved .
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