"What manner of Man"

"What manner of man is this that told me everything I have done?"; said the woman at the well.  Jesus asked her to draw Him some water then proceeded to offer insight into her life that only a prophet could.

I am sitting here this morning amazed just like that woman at the well.  What manner of man is this that saved me from the most demon possessed woman that ever lived?  The poor woman is burdened down with a legion of demons that she foolishly invited to dwell in her heart.

What manner of man is this that could reveal this truth to me in the womb? I humbly praise the LORD.  I know GOD saved me because He knew I would tell.  Just like that woman GOD knew that I would go "running to the city".  GOD knew I would testify and never deny His Truth no matter who it hurt.

So here I am on a Saturday morning in Georgia praising GOD.  Thanking Him for rescuing me.  For enabling me to see through the most diabolical abomination that ever crawled on the face of this earth.  I came to warn the innocent.  You can be saved.  If you are like minded, if you agree with her, if her life doesn't disturb you.  If you secretly share her demons, I offer you my prayers.

I know that my mother taught me that she was brilliant.  I think I always believed that lie up until now.  She is not brilliant, just old.  It doesn't take brilliance to lie and manipulate.  It doesn't take brilliance to collect "dust" from a murdered man's grave, then claim you have some great mysterious power.

As a matter of fact you've got to be the dumbest person that ever lived.  Not quiet true, the people that fear you, think that you can actually control them, are in fact dumber than you are.  I certainly understand Jesus' frustration; "Oh ye of little faith."

I feel sorry for people that sit up in churches praising GOD while not believing a single WORD.  They attend church just in case.  Just in case they can meet someone of influence, find a prosperous husband or wife.  Too many people attend church to be seen, to be thought a Christian.  Many foolish "worshippers" think GOD is impressed with their "church going", with their tithing, their serving.

Too many "Christians" confuse man's praise and recognition with GOD's.  My mother has been honored by her church, Simon Temple A.M.E. Zion church in Fayetteville, North Carolina many times.  They love her so much they will not say a word against her, won't answer my emails, my prayer requests.

GOD wants us to know that too many churches teach and encourage fear, "mis-teach" and misapply the Bible.  GOD said ; "Touch not my anointed".  That doesn't mean that you remain closed mouthed about a demon that has infiltrated your church, your life. If they are truly anointed you will not be able to touch them or harm them in any way.

I have found many churches do spread ignorance and accept any and every "preacher" simply because they look good and sound good. "If you can't say something good 'bout somebody, don't say anything at all."  None sense!  Just how are people going to know?  You knew she sent that letter to me smeared in her fecal matter and you never said a mumbling word.

"Never speak ill of the dead."   You were too afraid to reveal them while they were living and you are going to continue to let them hold you hostage from the grave.  Why? Because this truth is too incredible?  Because the devil told you that no one will care.  Because you falsely believe that GOD is to busy to care about you.

"Some things should be kept secret for the good of the family.  Take dat tuh yo' grave."  Hogwash directly from satan's mouth.  GOD is going to have His way and you will know.

I am going to say something that I have known my entire life.  "Black" people are a truly cursed people.  "We crush each other into fine little pieces until there is nothing left but dust."  We cry victim, we cry foul, we cry racism.  Certainly black people are the most hated people on this planet earth.   61 years of life has taught me that my greatest enemies have been members of my own race, members of my own family.

My mother taught me to be racist, blamed everything on white people.  It was my mother that called lawyer Richie Smith and deliberately sabotaged my effort to be the first black paralegal in the city of Fayetteville, NC.  I made the highest score on the exam, was in fact very beautiful, an intellectual genius.  But, I was attached, tethered  to a back stabbing whore.  A woman that refused to love me, but felt duty bound to destroy me because she blamed me, blamed us, for ruining her life.

My entire life has been consumed with fighting this demon, this thing attempting to lead me astray.  This fawning, slobbering "I love you to death" mother.  This perfect sham, this apparition, this shriveled up imp for satan.

When I finally came into the full GOD revealed truth about Martha I was outraged.  I was consumed with anger and regret reflecting on what might have been.  What if I had gotten away at 17.  I would have taken all my writing, my prose and poetry with me and she would not have been able to destroy it.  Perhaps I would have had the opportunity to met a real man to marry.

If I had gotten away at 17 she would not have been able to destroy my master's thesis at 33.  I was consumed with "what ifs" until GOD told me that everything was going to be alright.  That He would restore me.  But most importantly, He told me that I had the victory!  I have Christ Jesus alive and well in my heart.  I have the Holy Ghost.  No man can take it, no man or woman can imitate it.

That's poor Martha's fate,  she is an imitation Christian.  She will never be able to stand before GOD and declare His goodness with any conviction.  She may ignore my blogs, remain hardened and in contempt.  The accolades from her church, children, friends and relatives may continue to come, but she knows they are just as phony as she is.

Some in my family may continue to hate me, rebuke and scorn me.  Not one, not a single one of them can call me a liar!  Perhaps they don't want the world to know that they went to Martha, to Madame Watson for "roots".  Perhaps they are caught up in their own webs of deceit.

All black people know that we are taught at a very early age to be very careful of who's food we eat. Also to  be careful of the person you share your dreams with.  We all know that look of envy and sick jealousy.  We were all told that you can trust a n***** about as far as you can throw him.

There is one thing black people do not agree on.  Most  don't think that enemy is in our house.  Most importantly, not your own mother.  We repeat stupid made up facts like; "Black people don't do things like that. Black women don't do such things."  Based on what, your own limited personal experience?

Some have told me that this is something the world doesn't need to know.  That I should forget it, forgive her and move on.  Well, I don't listen to you. I listen the voice of my LORD and Savior.  I listen to the one who has sustained me, saved me, blessed me and made me whole.

Is there trouble in your life?  Do you feel down, lost and defeated?  Do you suffer with unexplainable fears?

I suggest you study your Bible. Jesus said; "Your enemies shall be of your own household."

Thank You Jesus! Thank you for delivering me and setting me Free! "What GOD has done for others He will do for you." Trust Him!

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)