Am I ashamed?

Or am I enraged?  My own mother should have never been permitted around children and the elderly.  The poor woman was demon laden.  She should have been separated from us, imprisoned, incarcerated, institutionalized for her entire long life.  Martha was not fitting.  She was never a fitting human being. She was not decent.  She was as common as bat shit.

I am so glad her horrid life  helped to expose how  corrupt our  churches really are.   Throngs of blind sheep   gathering every Sunday to put on a show for man.  Jumping around, screaming, partying for a GOD they don't trust, will never trust.  Setting up in building two or three times of week writhing  with evil hatred against their fellow man. Racist, sexist, homophobic, poorly educated and willfully ignorant,  exactly like my mother.

While it was the African Methodist Episcopal Zion Church that ordained her, I suspect they are all the same.  All straining out a gnat while swallowing a camel.  Our current churches have only succeeded in instilling depilating fear and producing hypocritical liars, non-thinkers, and blind sheep.  I won't go! Go by yourself.

Luckily for me my mother was a beast, an abomination unto GOD. I learned about evil first hand.

One of the greatest problems our world  faces right now is abominable child abuse.  Babies are being viciously raped and killed from birth yet,  the "Church", Tea Partiers, Evangelicals, Pentecostals and the like are screaming against homosexuality and women's rights, gnats.

INCEST AND PEDOPHILIA are the root causes of all the pain in this world.  My "birth" mother was a slave to both.

That stanking whore tried to kill me so many times, so many ways, but GOD saved me!  GOD said NO!

"Won't (HE) do it!?"

Beaming because it is all in Divine Order!