GOT TO GIVE IT UP - MARVIN GAYE

My birth mother used to holler; "You niggas! Come git yo'beating! Git in heah!"

I was a small child and of course  I cussed. Foul language was my first language. I remember clearly thinking; "Bitch!? Is you a muthafucking fool!? Do you really expect me to go any where near you in order for you to put your hands on me?"

  I straight way took off for the the only bathroom we had.  The door was sturdy, the lock impenetrable. No one could have a bowel movement or pee until I was promised amnesty, forgiveness. There were times I actually demanded an apology. My "commandeering" the only toilet worked often.  But,  there were far too many times the old tyrant sadistic  bully that lived in my birth mother would insist on laying hands on me anyway.

That's when I took to the woods.  I actually hid out in the woods for six, seven, twelve hours, until it got dark.  That's fear. That's wrong.  That is demonic, sadistic  sadism, not left over slave mentality as satan has conned us into believing.

 Martha was a demon,  Deserved to be one.  She practiced witchcraft. Worse, the old heifer, house nigger coon  didn't use her "gift" on white people but,  used her evil proclivities to try and destroy GOD's anointed.

You should not have done that Mathy Jane. Your refusing to repent had nothing to do with your shame, as you pretended,  because you had none.

Jesus told us that even in the last hour we can come into the Kingdom. No, I can't say if you did or didn't. I can say GOD said No! I can say and see it is ALL in Divine Order!

TO GOD BE THE GLORY!!!