Why did Jesus tell us ...

to go into our secret closet to pray?  Only our creator could know, could reveal to His son, the true nature of human beings without the indwelling of the Holy Ghost.  Our world is overrun with wickedness! Filth! Pathological narcissistic liars rule our earth.  "Come ye out from among them."

Notice how Jesus was always "fleeing".  Fleeing from one city to another, fleeing the multitudes, in order to pray.  If Jesus had to get away from the people of this world over two thousand years ago, what about us?

Nearly eight billion inhabitants leaning to their own understanding.  Most people live predatory lives.  "Dog eat dog".  Enslaved by ignorance (lack of knowledge), fear, hatred and carnal lust,  we all suffer.

The blind are truly leading the blind.  Jesus is right, few will come to know Him.  I am crushed into a fine powder witnessing man's inhumanity to man.  For sixty-four long years I've been made to suffer on this earth.  A very immoral, uncaring, selfish woman birthed me into the world.  She is revealed in 2 Timothy .  She was a lover of herself.  "But realize this, that in the last days difficult times will come.  For men (women) will be lovers of self, lovers of money, boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy, unloving, irreconcilable, malicious gossips, without self-control, brutal, haters of good, treacherous, reckless, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of GOD; holding to a form of godliness, although they have denied its power; AND AVOID SUCH MEN (WOMEN) AS THESE."  "   2 Timothy 3:1-5

I am deeply humbly by the Grace of GOD leading me to His Word.  Planting an unction , a desire to know and serve Him early in life.

"For among them are those who enter into households and captivate weak women weighed down with sins, led on by various impulses, always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth."

I read that scripture and recognized my "mother".  She read it often never recognizing herself.  She preached it often totally exempting herself.  Did she know she was preaching falsely? Sure she did!  Did she know she was serving the evil one? Of course.

I do feel better now.  She is dead now and can no longer harm me.  I know she hated me with a passion. I also know she hated every person, every life she ever touched with a deep despicable hatred.  I am  comforted by  GOD's Word, His revelations.

Most people will never know GOD, most will never seek Him.  Too many will be confused, led astray, held in bondage by their own ignorance.  Most will never read the Bible.  Most people are content to have Jesus ,  LORD, LORD on their lips.  Many will crowd into "Churches" today, still lying, still lustful, still backbiters.

Jesus told us to go into our secret closet to pray.  Every one needs to be alone with their thoughts.  Every one needs to petition GOD for clarity, direction, and rescue.  We all need to be rescued from the evil that blankets, engulfs,  us.  We all need to be baptized, washed in the blood.

Up early, this day, November 29, 2015, thanking GOD for delivering me from the clutches, the devises of the evil men and women.

PTL!