my first and greatest hurdle has been recognizing the Genius in myself, honoring my many and true gifts. I have had to fight desperately for my entire life, of 64 years. I have had to fight " tooth and nail " for the right to have an opinion, to express myself, to tell the truth. Offering and suggesting my opinion has always been a "no no". The vast majority of the objectionable name calling , labeling and placing me in a box, is simply plain old envy and jealousy. Some "fake Christian's" emptiness, their haunting guilt.
And the other; "Dear LORD, this woman can NOT be the low skank 'ho, she really is!? …LORD NO! Any thing but this truth …maybe she is just crazy…some anti-psychotic medicine will help her. (Now how do I get the ***** to take it? …you know she out lie a cross tie.)"
Was she just our "cross to bear"? Did other families sitting up in the "church" have their own "closet demon" also?
I am so glad the Holy Spirit and or granddaddy told me to never listen to her. PTL!
What must an imp do when caught in her madness? What if a long held family secret returns to the scene of his demise?
Repent! "We all have sinned …come short of GOD's Goodness." No simple imp from the bowels of hell will hold me hostage, clinging to her lies, long after that albatross is dead and gone.
I press on …
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