Do know Martha Jane Walters was never that dumb. She never let anyone disrespect her. We were forbidden to "think back". "Don't you black mutha****** so much as THANK BACK!"
My LORD! My LORD! That is the way we lived. Cleverly and cunningly conditioned to take her abuse, to never expect anything but pain, anguish and disappointment in life. Raped, robbed, vexed, tormented by our "loving ordained minister mother".
If you don't want to know, don't know. But , don't you dare tell me what to do. DON'T YOU EVER IN YOUR LIFE TELL ME TO SHUT UP! You work out your own soul salvation. Do you think your holier than thou placards impress GOD? Do you think GOD takes attendance? Keeps account of your tithes and giving?
Now, examine your heart closely. Why do you care how I spend my time? Who are you to say what GOD told me? Are you in my head? my heart? Have you ever read the Bible? Have you ever read it thoroughly, over and over?
Do you read the Bible looking for a loophole, an excuse, justification for your cold uncaring heart? One thing I have never been able to understand; people that stay on their knees begging GOD for some help, but never do anything for anyone else.
Not only do they not help, they begrudge any one they think got blessed by GOD. Reprobates are real! They are here! They are menacing and vexing at will, IN THE CHURCH! Poor unlearned, uneducated, superstitious, congregants are afraid of the imp they permit to preach to them.
You have no excuse! One brother told me that he had to placate her, that he was afraid of dying. YOU ARE GOING TO DIE FOOL! We are all going to die one day! Do you want to die like a quarry slave, fearing satan?
Are you just going to let someone rob, mug, destroy and LAUGH AT YOU because you claim you are too afraid to know the truth?
She knew better! She knew so well that she was nearly the perfect monstrosity! MURDERED her own daddy, and did laugh. Never shed one tear! Where does that kind of demonic arrogance come from? Directly from satan himself! How did that demonic spirit get in her? She volunteered , she collected it on purpose. Used it. Martha Jane Walters wore satan's wickedness out! There was nothing that woman did not do!
I have no problem with a demon being demon . But warn somebody. A rattle snake will rattle. When caught, don't behave like the demon you are. Cursing, cussing, fighting, stabbing, shooting, "rooting". Becoming hysterical, screaming your "lying innocence" at the top of your lungs. Taking every thing to the extreme when you don't get your way. LYING! LIVING A LYING WHORISH REPULSIVE LIFE AND DEMANDING TO PREACH! Insisting that YOU could have it your way because you were "yalla", only you were chosen. Suggesting that GOD preferred you because you were not "tainted" with dark skin. Because your hair did not have a "kink" in it. (What kind of ignorant slave mentality is that in the 21st century!?) Don't you dare think GOD was not with me, with us.
Don't you lie and say GOD was not with Jerome Walters. Sure , you successfully squandered his wealth. Made sure we lost the 65 acres of land, the house, every thing. But, you didn't get me!
No, satan, I am not about to shut up! As a matter of fact, I just got started. satan , I have a feeling GOD is going to enable me to stalk you, the way you stalked me, to vex you, the way you vexed me. "satan I'm 'fidden-nah ' (fixing to) to be Your worse nightmare! Now, who is the coward? Who is the fool? Who is defeated?
PTL!
I press on ...
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