"Jesus loves me, this I know ...

because the Bible tells me so …" I know this was the first song I learned attending Sunday school on"main post".  Uncle Sam's Army provided spiffy, top-notch, on time transportation.  An Army green bus stopped in front of our "quarters".  Some young fine soldier helped me to my seat.  I always won a pewter fish,  that I considered pure gold.  Memorize … for a  prize…just say the word, little proud scholar in the making.

My "mother" didn't care.  I think the ***** threw them away.  Why was she sending us to Sunday school,  then?  Were you just trying to get rid of us for as many hours of the day, as you could,  Mathy Jane?

Why pretend to love GOD?   Did you ever want to?   Were you too ashamed to?  Did you think GOD didn't, could NOT possibly love you,  after all the wrong you had done?  Were you horrified with yourself when you realized you had MURDERED your own father?  Did you think we were just your "little chicken shit bitches" ?  A bunch of black,  "ball-less eunuchs"?

Is that why you aways hated my daughter?  Accused her of being "no-mannered"?  You were the one without manners, without restraint.  You are the one that went way too far, for far too long.

Mathy!  What if you have to spend ETERNITY being treated the same way you treated others!?   Just a small fraction of the way you treated me? Us?   Mathy, if satan vexes you,  the same way you vexed us, you will pray.  You will get humble.  But it will be too late.

When you find yourself fatherless, motherless, know that you are not forsaken.  GOD will send you another comforter, if you ask Him.

PTL!

I press on …