I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Thursday, July 5, 2012

Somebody lied to you!

No one is that good looking.  You are not that good  a liar and you are not fierce enough.   Your conjure is not good enough.

Who told you that you could do just what you pleased to who ever you pleased when you pleased? Who told you your hissy fits, screaming tantrums and fake tears would get you off? You claimed you could never find a good man.  Well, sister, you have to be a good woman in order to find a good man.  You claimed you could never find a good friend.  You must be a good friend in order to have good friends.  You insist that every one keep your secrets while you put every one's life on blast.

You pretend your hatred for me is new.  You hated me in the womb!  You are not upset that I finally noticed, finally found the courage to make an utterance.  You are mad because I had the nerve to complain. Bothering you with my feelings.  Me a nothing, a blood clot, a dirty dishrag.  Something you wished you disposed of long ago.  Something not fitting for you to wipe your feet on. You are not sorry.  But, you are raving mad that I finally told.

How dare you!  How dare you be common enough to ruin my life from infancy!  A full grown woman could not handle the awful sexual abuse you afflicted upon me.  We are not going to discuss the physical, psychological or emotional abuse right now.

Pretending that you are mad because I exposed you for being common.  Knowing full well that you are common, have always been common and most importantly you are common because that is your choice.

The fact is,  it is not my abuse that worries me.  It is the fact that you MURDERED my grandfather, got away with it and NO ONE IN MY FAMILY SEEMS TO CARE.  Maybe they do care.  I don't know.  Perhaps they are still in disbelief.  You are too horrifying to know, to recognize.

You won't get away.  You will not repent and you will rot in hell.  I am so glad I found out in time.

GOD is moving by His Spirit.  Make sure you know that.  Don't you dare doubt for one second.  GOD's  eye is on YOU!

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