I told you, cruelty is not courage.

Cruelty is exactly what it is , cruel inhumane treatment.  What causes it? I don't know.  It is debilitating, gut wrenching.  It will render you hopeless and helpless.  How any one can derive pleasure from it is beyond my understanding.  Why a woman who failed in her own life would skulk, plot and plan to devastate her children is beyond evil.

No, I know you didn't target your family only.  You got every one that got close to you.  I know my grandfather taught me to never do anything that I would be ashamed to admit I did.  You never listened to him.  All you ever had was fake, feigned love.  That's all you ever had for anyone.  Do you pretend to  love yourself?  Do you hate yourself so much that you would rather spend eternity in hell before you will ever admit the truth?

First of all you, you are not crazy or mentally imbalanced.  Your lies are too perfect, your cunning is too brilliant.  You are a horror, an abomination.  That's what you get for being a lying, common sneak.  You've got to own and confess that.  GOD is not going to let you off  the hook because you preach.

You will not shut my mouth. Calling me all kinds of vicious vulgar liars will not help you.  That is just and extension of your savage cruelty.  You have no empathy.  You can not care for another person on this earth. You can't even love the LORD consistently.   I know you think you do.  You love the LORD when it is convenient, when it serves your purpose.

GOD has placed enmity between us and I'm glad.  You went much too far in your treachery.  I must reiterate, you are a coward of the lowest caliber.  You emasculated your sons while they were still infants, small boys.  You humiliated them and beat them into feeble submission.  You did that to them because that is what you did to all of your men.  Any man that wanted you was doomed to be your eunuch.

You could not emasculate Jerome Walters, so you shot him in the heart.  What a vile coward you are.  You had to wait until he was 84 and infirm.  You beat us viciously as small children.  When we got older you just changed your tactics.

You're still vicious, still vulgar, still lost.  You remain hopelessly stupid.  Your fake religion doesn't fool any one.  Some may remain too afraid to tell you about yourself.  Others just want to use you for the few measly dollars you selfishly dole out.

You are a liar and you know it.   You lie to frustrate your accuser.  You can lie to yourself, but you can't lie to GOD.  "GOD made you and GOD damn you!" ;  was one of your best  lacerating insults.  That's the one you spewed on Doster when he would catch you fornicating.

I am not going to tell you that.  I am going to ask you to give up your ignorance, to stop lying.  You know that I never prevented you from living the life of your dream.  You know that I am not the horrible woman you have painted me to be.

You can continue to lie and pretend that all of your children wronged you and caused you great pain while you laugh in secret, delighted in their misery.  You are not that stupid!  No matter how you profess your blatant ignorance.  How did your son ruin your life?  You had him!  You may be number one in their life.  You have never been anything but a scourge in mine.

You are exposed.  You can come to repentance or you can die in your own filth.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster ( the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch , JEROME WALTERS)