"Oh ye of little faith..."

How long will GOD put up with you?  You are deliberately exasperating, willfully wicked.  Who told you that the sins you hide are "undone"?  You  wear a cloak of "righteousness" .  You squeeze into it, pull it over all of your "proclivities", nasty little lustful habits you acquired over the years.

Where does all of that anger and hostility stem from?  Who do you hate?  What do you hate?  GOD told you not to serve two masters.  You did it anyway.  Now you are standing around demanding to be honored, demanding that your mountain of  sick debauchery be over looked.

It is not going to happen.  I don't think there are any retarded people in my family.  True, most are still very afraid of you.  But, they know you.  They know and knew more about you decades before I caught on.  No, they didn't tell me.   Some ran off, "escaped" you for twenty-five years, never bothered to tell me anything.  Didn't give me so much as a hint.  That's selfish, that's uncaring.  Any half decent stranger will warn you about a robber or a thief.  Most friends do tell a "friend" when they are being used by a "lover".

I'm not sorry.  No one is going to do any wrong to any one that I "love" and I know it.  I will tell.  I will warn you.  If you don't listen that is on you.  I can rest easy knowing that I did my Christian duty.

Living a life where you are only concerned about your self is not GOD's way.  He told us ; "Love ye one another as I have loved you."  Jesus didn't tell us to feign love, to fawn over targeted victims with fake flattery, to build some one up with phony rhetoric while secretly tearing them down.

It is terrible children.  It is disgusting, it is True.

Get your hideous self away from me.  You can't repent and I can't abide you.  I am repulsed, horrified, but Glorified.  GOD SAVED ME! Almighty GOD delivered me from your foul despicable scheme.

Dear friends and family, do know that some demons do not want the world.  They are very satisfied destroying their own little world.  They are content with hurting the few people in their close circle.  Deceit, the pleasure of wrecking havoc in secret is their pleasure.

I praise GOD for the cousin that revealed the family secret of her smashing that puppy.  Someone swept that event under the rug.  Some one threw it into the "sea of forgetfulness".  Obviously she didn't.  That woman has relived that sick pleasure over and over for decades.

You can be her "puppy", I refuse.  I put my trust in GOD.

Dear LORD thank you for your healing Power.  Thank you for your Divine Order.  Thank you for righting wrongs.  To GOD be the Glory.

Be richly blessed children.  Stay in His WORD.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel