"You can't dabble in sin. When you are fallen you are fallen. That is what sin means, to be out of the will of GOD. When you are out of the will of GOD you are "out of order". Don't say what you will or will not do when you are consciously "sinning". When you deliberately do something that you know to be wrong because you are fearful of tomorrow. When you do something wrong because you don't trust GOD to lead you, to provide for you."
"Well do what ever you want to "hardhead". You are not going to feel good about yourself. I know a woman that tried to teach me the most ignorant lie. "If a nigga haft tuh pay fa' it ...you a lady...if you give it to him you a 'ho."
I was smart enough to not listen to that ignorant rhetoric. She already told me I was doomed from the beginning for being born black. That is being so-o-o-ooo dark skinned. It was such a d*** shame. She talked about me like I had "down syndrome" or something." ( I was d*** near fifty before I realized that I am brown anyway.)
"No, she meant it. I believe she meant it then and still believes that right now. She is not the only one. I married an idiot that stupid. At least that is what he claimed. I thank GOD for his stupidity. Anyone "dumbier" than I am has to go...be gone! One fool in a family is bad enough.
I have a good excuse for my stupidity, I am human. I am human but I can learn. I do pay attention. I can think critically. I can discern the truth. I know fact from fiction. I would have known better without surviving a "crook", a charlatan, a flim-flam artist.
Some people just don't want to know. They would rather remain ignorant. Some people like to suffer forever. Some people think they deserve to. Maybe they do. But, I don't. I know that "the sun is going to shine in my backdoor one day!"
It is already shining! I feel good already. I feel prosperous. I have honor, I have dignity. I know the Truth!
Be richly blessed. "Go head GOD, go head!"
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