Mind boggling....

"I planted, Apollos watered, but GOD gave the increase." 1 Corinthians 3:6  Paul planted, Apollos watered but it was GOD that gave the increase.

I know you know that, probably preached it before.  So why did you waste your entire life being sneaky, saying the opposite of what you truly believed?  How could you dare believe that you were really winning, really increasing your self?  Why do you feel that you must destroy others to look good?

Are you a puppet?  Just a poor weak helpless imp dedicated to the evil one.  Is it genetic, a defective gene?  Do you know that I remember when you went to a psychiatrist once.  We lived at 6C Honeycutt Road, I was eight years old.   You came back screaming; "NO! NO!...it ain't true!"  I don't know what they told you but I know that you never went back.

I always felt that you were too ashamed to get help.  I refused to believe the reason was you really didn't care, could not care less about the feelings of any one else, and in fact enjoyed your perversion.  I just could not accept it, could not believe it.  My "mother", null and void, my "mother" totally vacuous, empty.  You talk such a good game.  Your pretend logic and wisdom is right on.  I guess I underestimated the power of evil and ignorance.    I am a believer now!

I find the articles I'm reading on covert narcissism fascinating.  They have you cold.  The descriptions are perfect.  The fact that so many psychiatrist devote their entire practices to the study of people like you means that you are not that unusual, quite common actually.

Psychiatrist call you a covert narcissist, GOD calls you a DEMON!   You are a demon that's  mad because she can't be a demon out in the open.  GOD's laws and prophecy upset you.   Your "religion" is for show, for bait, for cover.

There are a few things I want to remind you of; "The unseen things of GOD are undiscoverable by the natural man.  These unseen things GOD has revealed to chosen men and women."  In other words I am wasting my breathe.   "There is none so blind as he who refuses to see."  You refuse to see, to hear.  It is not going to happen.  "You are going out the world backward like you did when you first came here."

There is no point in hating you or trying to help you.  It is not going to happen.  I do thank you.  Obviously I needed you in my life.  I needed something as evil and corrupt as you to lead me to Christ.  Praise the LORD!