would always win, would never be found out. She thought that no one would ever know. She always knew that GOD knew, but what did she care about GOD? Nothing, absolutely nothing. GOD was for suckers. His WORD is the perfect tool in the hands of a closeted demon. In her poor weak delusional mind she is in fact smarter than Almighty GOD. That is some serious sick delusion. She knew, she always knew that she was winning. Who on this earth could be smarter? Always declaring the exact opposite of what she really meant or felt. Playing the sanctified Holy Ghost filled "mother" would always protect her from suspicion. It would even protect her from the victims she violated. She always kept her delicious hatred and jealousy, just put padding on it and sugar coated it. It was still the worse hatred and betrayal known to mankind just the same. I understand, she had no reason to think otherwise. She got away quite successfully with every scheme and whim. Laughed about them, bragged about them.
I can count the times she was defeated. XXXX, that 3rd husband got away, he had to sneak off like some gigolo in a dime-store paperback novel though.
Other than that she can truly say that she has lived her entire life on her terms. Always tricked some man into buying her a "fine automobile". Always fiercely intimidating, she will scare the s*** out of you. I don't care who you are, anyone that can stand up to Mathy, got some "balls".
I salute you. You are either crazy or you have Jesus. I have Jesus. Jesus saved me!
She did believe she had some real power. Look at her pictures, obstinately over confident. Of course she was always invited to be the mistress of ceremony, guest speaker, preacher, etc. She is quite entertaining. Her words are smooth and intoxicating and in her youth she was quite beautiful. She is still strikingly attractive as an old woman.
That demon is all over her though. That demon mocks her sometime, will make her dress clowny or inappropriate.
I always thought that she was a frustrated actress/comedienne denied her opportunity by fate. The fact is she sabotaged herself. So determined to eviscerate all competition, real or imagined, she destroyed herself.
It is as simple as that. Most of the "fear" she enjoyed was misinterpreted. I was afraid of her because I was puzzled, confused, frozen in a stoic shock. Locked in disbelief, if you will. I didn't know what to think about her. I didn't know what to do with her. I followed my granddaddy's lead. He said when your head is in the lion's mouth that you should not make any sudden moves. He did tell me to leave and never come back once or twice, but he never explained why.
Her ravenous attempts to destroy any and all competition ultimately destroyed her. Serves her right. Rather than living right and earning a good name for herself, she stole one. (Imp) Snatched it out of her father's cold dead hands.
What a sad story, a woman of so much beauty , talent and intelligence that was determined to be an anti-Christ or an imp for the anti-Christ.
What do you do when you wake up one day and know that you are an abomination to Almighty GOD? What do you do when you wake up one day just to find out that you have been a totally out of control imp for the devil?
Who can reach you, who can save you when you declare that ; " I don't care if don' nobody go to my funeral!" ? First of all you ought to know that you are lying. How many (self) obituaries have you written? How many times have you told me to not mention all of your "marriages" in your obituary?
Obviously you care very much. Your obstinance and serious lack of faith won't let you repent. That is the devil's gift to you. The devil is determined that you will never win. For 86 years you have made the wrong decisions. You have been very foolish. That is the nature of man to be extremely foolish. That is why GOD sent us His son. Jesus suffered on that cross for you and for me.
Dear family if you are in need of a blessing, ask GOD. If you are feeling lost and down in your spirit you know that Jesus will pick you up. If you are facing a health crisis you know that GOD will lay His healing hands on you. If you read the Bible and can't understand it, can't comprehend, keep reading, keep praying.
Be richly blessed. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
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"Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity (love), I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal." 1 Corinthians 13:1...that means that you are talking loud and saying nothing...you are conning yourself...you sound good but you are an empty bag of wind.
ReplyDeleteMy grandfather died with a huge growth, a tumor on his back, on his belt line, very close to his spin. I asked him why he didn't want to have it removed. He said it wasn't bothering him, that it didn't hurt. I imagine it was benign. It was about the size of an orange. I can understand why he didn't want to have it surgically removed. It wasn't hurting him and no one could really see it. Is that how we felt about Mathy? Was she just some hideous growth that we learned to tolerate? Some parasite leeching off of our joy and happiness? She did hurt, she did wound, very clandestinely though, very sneaky. Where did she go to laugh? Who did she laugh with? Who knew about her treachery and refused to tell? I knew she hated my oldest brother. Did I tell? Did I tell in time? If I didn't I'm telling you now brother. She hates your guts, always did, always will. Always declared it vehemently to me.
ReplyDeleteLook well to your going brother, "look well to your going..your coming in, your going out." Be careful who you let pray for you. Be careful of who you let lay hands on you. Everyone that claims to be praying for you ain't! Yes, your own "mother" can see you in trouble and demand to make it double. There are people on this earth that delight in the misery of others. Happy because you are sad and suffering. It doesn't matter that they are the sole cause of all their pain they want you to suffer MORE just the same...Look well brother...look well. Be Blessed.
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