"You can be stupid if you want to."

Yea, be stupid , stupid.   You can be hard as a rock, a pillar of salt, a low life liar.  You can't fake the Holy Ghost. You can not declare you have the indwelling of the Holy Spirit, if you don't.  Well, you can, but who is going to believe you?  Only people just as lost and blind as you are.   You can't be a vicious "assaulter" any more because you are too old.  Your phony two-facedness makes me want to wretch.  That's your whole problem, you're artificial, a complete fake.

Sorry, I can't pretend with you any more.  I don't like you and I don't like people like you and I don't like people that like you.

You are pretty sorry.  You sure ruined a good family, a good name.

Why don't you quit calling here terrorizing that "boy".  You know that he doesn't have "good sense".  Does he know that you talk about him like a dog? That you, his own mother labeled him "no sense-ED".  He should, since you talk about every body like a dog.

He claims that he is afraid of you. Why?  I can understand fearing you many years ago.  Not now.  Pity...perhaps.  Pray for you, for sure.

Tomorrow is the big day.  The 33rd anniversary.  Thirty-three years after your deed.  Thirty-three years after your fake "mourning", wearing black for two years like some fool out of "Gone With the Wind".

Keep that "insanity/sane when I want to be" act up.  Keep that going.  It might get you to your grave.  It might get people to lie for you at your funeral.  Don't depend on that ; "Never speak ill of the dead."  "If you can't say something good about the dead, don't say anything at all."

I'm just like my granddaddy.  I am going to say what's on my mind.  I am going to speak the truth.  If you don't like it.  If you can't stand the truth, tough.

Do know that GOD is moving.  He is moving in His mysterious way, His wonders to perform.  He is still working miracles.

I know you are not characterizing me as to harsh.  Not you, not the "brutalizer", the "terrorizer", the woman that thinks she is smarter than GOD.

Well, you got yourself in this mess.

All I can do is shake my head and walk away, just like my granddaddy.