"Take the LORD with you...

everywhere you go."  Never be ashamed of the Holy Ghost.  It is a lamp unto your feet.

My grandfather taught me that.  My grandfather held me in his lap and gave me Biblical instructions.  He never thought a child was too young to learn about the LORD.  Teach your children early that they have a Father in heaven that loves and protects them.  That will pick them up when their mother and father forsake them.

The world wants you to be ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.   "You too Holy, too Christian...you a fool, you bedder look out fah yo'sef!"

You can't look out for yourself.  If you are as wise as King Solomon, you are not wise enough for the predatory demons crawling this earth.

I thank GOD for an unwavering faith, a growing faith.  "I know it for myself.  No one had to tell me. Praise the LORD."

Every day, "step by step", I understand it more.  I never could have made it without the LORD on my side.  The deck was stacked against me.  The LORD knows I was hopelessly entangled in the clutches of ravenous demon.  A demon that devours her young just for the fun of it.  She found the perfect place to hide, in the "church".  She knows all of the right words to say.  She coos, cajoles, plants seeds of doubt.  Convinces her victims that they must stick with her, must be loyal to her.

"Honor thy mother!" she screams pretending to be an authority of GOD's infallible WORD.  Cherry picking the Bible to find scripture to uphold her.  She will never admit that she has never loved a single solitary person on this earth.   Not One!  She will never admit that she is greedy and selfish, a complete pervert, a liar, a witch, a "root worker".  Trilled to death that she is still able to terrify and inflict pain covertly, anonymously, while calling herself a minister of the Gospel.

She is still blind ,deaf and dumb.  She doesn't know that she has been defeated.  Too cocky, too proud, too "smart" for her own good.

"Take the LORD with you every where you go."  Pray! Ask Him to build a fence all around you.  Don't believe every one that claims to love you, loves you.  Look at their fruit.  She will say that you live in the past,  that you are digging in the archives, that you are unforgiving.  She will even claim that you are a sneaky snake.  She will lie and put all of her sins on you.

If you are simple minded, gullible, easily frightened and intimidated from long years of indoctrination you will side with her.  You will falsely believe that you have no choice.   So glad not to be vulgarly cussed out and threatened you will gladly sit at her feet listening to her grandiose lies.  Glad for her token gifts.  You will delight in her phony praise.

She will lull you to sleep, elated that she robbed you blind.  Robbed you of your manhood.  Robbed you of your college degrees, musical career and medical practice.  She will pick at you for being poor and underfoot.  She will slyly call you a loser to your face ever day.  Every day of your long life you will have to serve her.  Pay her compliments, declare your undying love.  It will never be good enough.  You will never be good enough.  You will always be too black.  Your nose too "niggerish".  Your hair too nappy.

She knows that she is repulsive but she loves it.  She would far rather inflict pain and anguish.  She stands behind doors and windows, hiding in closets rejoicing at your pain.  Pain that she secretly inflicted.  You will pay for embarrassing her.  You will pay for ruining her life.  She was beautiful, looked almost white, then you came along.  You made people think she was a whore.  You will have no joy.  Get anything, any hint of happiness and she is there like a frog on a Junebug to snatch it away.

Catch on to her schemes and you are suddenly a fool,  an ingrate, a lying whore, a fool.  She will hate you and connive others to hate you. She will get all of your family and friends to hate you.  They will turn their backs on you, "de-friend" you on Facebook.

My Bible says "Wait on the LORD."

All I know is what my grandfather taught me.  "The unexpected is always there."  We never expected her to murder him.  How could we know how much she truly hated him and blamed him for her mistakes?

"My mama would lie fa' me.  But my daddy nevah wud.  My mama told eva'body dat I wuz married.  Dat nigga round dey telling eva'body dat I wudden!"

"There I wuz wid three bastard younguns and no husband!...N****** ain't s***!"  That was her first mistake blaming her out of wedlock children on the men.  "I nevah wud'dauh had ****** if daddy hadden been running a juke joint."  (Your daddy didn't tell you to open your legs.)

"Dem dumb ass country n****** didn't teach me s***!  I was sixteen, I didn't know whur babies came from...I thought dey came out duh cabbage patch lak dey told me."

What a liar!  It is impossible to grow up on a farm and not know where babies come from.  A born liar, a pure prevaricator.  Lying to ease her conscious, deliberately lying in order to assign blame to some one else. 87 years old and perfect.  The most beautiful perfect woman that ever lived.  A woman that had to suffer her entire life from the lies of  jealous women.  Women (including her own daughter) that are just jealous of her beauty and brilliance and COLOR.

She tries tirelessly to convince you that she couldn't do the things that she is accused of because she is a preacher.  GOD has always loved her more than any one on this earth.  She doesn't have to repent or ever say that she is sorry to anyone.  "Ah gave dem n***** my a** to kiss." ; has always been her parting insult.  She will do harm to you, laugh and walk away.

Keep walking Martha.

Stay in GOD's WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceeding proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)