You can be unbroken

You can be restored to the greatness GOD intended for you.  The LORD Jesus Christ will lift you out of that horrible pit  He will open your blind eyes and unstop your deaf ears.  GOD will stop that demon dead in her tracks and reveal her evil satanic life to the entire world.

Praise the LORD! Trust Him! Seek His Wisdom, seek His face.  Give your life to Christ today.  No matter what this world tells you.  It is never too late.  "Come ye out from among them."

I am jubilant today.  Full of absolute Joy and deeply humbled by the goodness of my GOD.  Thank you Jesus!

I am sharing my fantastic journey with the world because GOD compels me to.  He told me to share the Good News.  To rid myself of all shame, pain and anguish.  He told me to stand up and face that demon.  He told me that she would run.  He told me that she was nothing but a coward.  He told me; "Fear No Man or Woman".  He told me,He put the words in my mouth; "You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth."

Praise the LORD!  Plant his love in your heart.  Don't plaster Jesus on your lips, dress up in gaudy "religious" trinkets to  appear to be a Christian.  Be a real Christian.  "Walk worthy."

When GOD delivers you from evil you will finally find Joy.  The Holy Ghost will engulf you and you will not lie.  You will not live in fear and trembling.   You will not be angry and full of hate.  You will not regret a single day that you suffered for Christ.

I am so happy I'm laughing.  I am truly delighted.  I am honored to tell my story.

I was born June 4, 1951 and immediately abandoned by my "mother".  GOD saved me, dispatched His Angels to save me.  Put me in the warm loving arms of my grandparents.  One day that demon came, stole me away for her own demonic pleasure.  I suffered mightily.  She took advantage of every opportunity she could to break my little heart.  She cursed me and beat me, starved me for love and affection.  But, GOD kept Jerome Walters in my life.  Keep him there to lead and guide me, to plant the love for Christ in my heart.

One day that demon and her peon did the unthinkable.  They savagely raped me.  She deliberately got me drunk.  Came home with a bottle of Creme de Mint liqueur.  Claiming that she didn't want us to grow up "ignut lak her dumb a** parents raised hur".  "I want y'all to learn hi to drink"

I was eight years old! My brother was nine.  Why did we need to learn how to drink liquor? She forced me to drink a big tall glass.  I am not sure of all that transpired in that bedroom.  But, I remember clearly screaming "I Am Going To TELL!  I am going to tell GOD on YOU!"

Her response was; "You ain't telling S***!"

Yes it took me a mighty long time by man's standards.  But, it is right on time.  GOD in His infinite wisdom was preparing me, strengthening me.  That demon foolishly believed that she was winning, thought her evil "goofer dust" was working.

Don't ever wrap yourself in GOD's WORD half believing.  Don't ever think that you can serve GOD and the devil.  "...you will love the one and hate the other."

If you have a sick proclivity, if you lust in your flesh for carnal unnatural acts, pray and fast.  Don't try to have your way.  Don't live a double hypocritical life.  Don't you dare think you can browbeat, intimidate, lacerate, rape and plunder and never be found out.  Don't you dare think that license to preach means anything to GOD.

I know you are ashamed.  (Well you ought to be, anyway)  I forgive you.  I thank GOD for you.  Everything you did to me made me strong, resilient and courageous.  You never robbed me of anything I needed.  Surviving you created a fierce tenacity in me.  Isolating and shunning me taught me to stand alone.  Depriving me of every childhood joy taught me to be inventive and creative.

You still have time Martha.  You can still repent and finally give your life to Christ.  You don't have to put on an act.  You can pray your own prayers, preach your own sermons.  You never had to be jealous and envious of anyone.   GOD gave you a brilliant mind and many talents to use for Him, for the uplifting of His Kingdom.

It is not too late.  I do pray daily for your soul.  I no longer hate you.  My grandfather never hated you.  He never gave up on you.  I am sure he never knew that one day you would murder him.  It doesn't matter.  If he had known he would have continued to love you anyway.

I know why you killed him.  "Don't tell My granddawthur no such rot as dat!  She ain't no such a woman as you!"  For the first time in your life you remained speechless.  Shamed you never uttered a word.  You plotted and you waited though.  It was when he was infirm with one leg when you hatched your diabolical plan.

You may fool others for the rest of your life.  They may remain your hapless, docile pawns.  But, praise the Living LORD I know better.  GOD delivered me.  In His infinite wisdom and miraculous way He delivered Me! Praise the LORD!

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)