Holy Jesus!

Come here! Can I talk to you for a few minutes. I mean I really need to pull your coat. You are going the wrong way. You are headed in the wrong direction!

Just how stupid are you? Look Fool! Shut up! and Listen! Help me Jesus I think this one is retarded , retarded for real, not just retarded enough to clip the government out of a check.

You don't have to live like that man! You do not have to be content groveling for scraps from that witch's table.

No, it might not be that bad. But that's how she tells it. That's her spin on it. She said that you are busted and disgusted. Flat on your heels. She said that you are a drunk and "no-sensed", ugly, lazy and stank.
"Dat nigga been gon' all dese years and I still can't get dat smell out of his room."

Then it occurred to me one day; what kind of mother says that about her own son? Not any natural mother that I know anything about. "Every monkey loves it's own little monkey."

While kicking you to the curb and throwing you under the bus, she must have forgotten that I have eyes to see with and ears to hear with.

I saw her beat and brutalize you as a Baby! She can't take it back. She can't undo what is already in my brain.

No, I am not living in the Past! She is living in the past! It was only a few years ago that she reminded me that she was on her way to the beach, to a party;"when your black a** decided to come heah!"

I thought to myself; 'This b**** is still mad!? Use a condom m****** f*****!' Don't object to the language now! That's how you taught me to talk! I had to go to college to find out that it was unacceptable, that "decent" families didn't talk that way.

It's cool, language is language. There is no such thing as bad language, just bad experiences. There is no such thing as a superior language. Language is simply a form of communication. I can paint my thoughts or I can write my thoughts. Maybe you will understand me, maybe you won't.

One of these talk shows featured a writer that was getting death threats concerning her best selling book; "Tiger Mom". She claimed that people were upset with her for being such a demanding b**** of a mom ,that people are threatening to kill her.

I thought about it a while. If the Asian mom calls herself Tiger Mom, what should I call you; "Coon Mom"? You are the exact opposite of the Tiger Mom that demands that all of her children take piano lessons. You 'cussed" me out for asking. No, no, you can't take that back. I guess you wish you could put all of your bad fruit in the same place you put all of your magic lies.

No, you are not a "Coon Mom" there is no such thing. You are the worse mom, not because you are black. You are a terrible mom because you choose to be. You have always made your own decisions for your own reasons. That's how selfish you are.

I know you can't undo you and I can't "not remember". I will never forget you demanding that the shoe clerk get you; "Every color in a 9B!" When we finally got home you had about fifty pairs of shoes. I didn't have any.

That's cool too. Only you know why you did it.

One day sister, you will see. We will all see.

Children I want you to read Hebrews 13:4 - 8

Tattoo it on your heart. "Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day and, for ever."

We serve a Christ that came up out of the Grave! Death could not hold him! And you are scared of an old snaggle-toothed woman!

Are you out of your mind!? You have not because you ask not.

All black people were not slaves I have you know. Some became wealthy. So much so that they loaned money to the government during the American Revolution. Alexander Hamilton was a black man. His mother was a "kept" woman. She was "kept" by a wealthy white man that sent him to the best schools in Europe.

Lord please send a WHITE MAN to tell them because they will never believe me. They think I'm black and female. They think I am suffering from a double whammy, or a triple whammy.

The only thing I am suffering from is good common sense.

Get up off of your knees. Put that bottle down! Do not defile your temple. Do not hate. Do not seek revenge. Pick yourself up, brush yourself off, and step into your divine destiny. The destiny that your Father designed just for you.

Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace, and Happiness,
Rachel
P.S. (Do NOT read this unless you are the lady suffering in DENIAL)

DE-Nial! That is not a good place to be. You can get by with denial when you are young. And you can intimidate your children into going along with your b*** s***. But when you are EIGHTY-FIVE! Time Up! Give it up!

Lady you are hilarious! *Micky does not look like anybody in the entire family. I do remember who he looks like. He looks just like that tall lanky MP that used to stop by to visit you when we lived on Smoke Bomb Hill! I know his name and everything! Just how dumb did you think I was?

It's cool. Nobody cares. You are certainly not the first woman to have an "outside" child on her husband.

Granddaddy always said ;"All caught in yo' net is yern."