I Bet You Think This Blog Is About You

Hold up on your narcissism. This blog is not about you. I blog to heal and to vent. But, most of all I blog to save others. This blog is a warning to parents and future parents. I blog to expose evil and sickness such as yours. I do pray for you every day. I do bind you in the name of Almighty JESUS! I rebuke you in the name of the Father, the Son and the HOLY GHOST! I do plead the BLOOD!

Let he who hath ears hear. If you don't have an ear, pray for one. Ask GOD to come into your heart. Pray for an indwelling of His Holy Spirit. What do you have to lose? Apart from Christ you are going to lose it all.

We all live in the same evil crooked world. "Be ye hot or cold!" There is no place for the lukewarm. There is no place for the indecisive, the 'I'm not so sure". There is no place for 'It don't call for all of that'. There is no place for "losers" who try to pretend that they are "winners".

Time is winding down. Man Up! Gird up your loins! Put on the whole armor of GOD. Do not make excuses for the devil. TRUST GOD for real, not just with your mouth.

You want a job? Name it and claim it! You want a career? Trust GOD to lead you.

Swat that negative nay-sayer out of your ear. We would still be slaves on the plantation listening to them.

During slavery there were some slaves that had the master's ear. I guess young people would call them "snitches". I call them selfish back-stabbers. Human beings unable to care about anyone other than themselves.

There was never a single successful slave rebellion in the entire United States. We are talking 1619 to 1865. Harriet Tubman had to carry a pistol on her "freedom runs" to insure no "snitching".

I was taught that that was a black thing. No, it wasn't, it was a human thing. Simply another example of "Man's Inhumanity to Man". Some Jews mistreated and exploited other Jews during the Holocaust. Read Stanley Elkins. Look at Bernie Madoff. It's character people. The color of your skin is no indicator of character.

No, I don't get you. You wanted me to to know. It was our secret. It was as if my pain could not reach it's excruciating potential unless I knew you were behind it, doing sick things that I couldn't tell.

The fact that you were escaping unpunished year after year, decade after decade seemed to be more pleasurable to you than the deed itself.

"Yea, they put you on the cover of Army Times when you were five years old!"
"You were the first little nigga to go to the all white kindergarten on post."
"I had you looking just like a luddle picaninny. I had nigga plaits sticking up all over your head like buckwheat."

That was just another vicious stab, another laceration that I couldn't do anything about.

Why tell me? It is obvious your revelation was designed to hurt me. Why? You hated me and you wanted me to know. What was your point? "I can't lose for the stuff I use and you can't win for the fix you're in!" ; you laughed and bragged all the time. Was that a clue?

It is a game to you. 'I can do anything I please and you can't stop me. I am going to personally make sure your life is miserable and painful. I will spend countless hours reminiscing on how I stole so many of your golden moments. Ha! Ha! You're too dumb to catch me or stop me. I'm too smart, I'm too clever.
I've got deceit down. These dummies ring my phone off da hook asking me for advice. They come crawling to give me money and gifts. Old age and preaching is the best thing that ever happened to me.
I can get people to say and believe anything. That's my gift.
Here you come wid yo' black broke a**. Always trying to be so good. Who you think you foolin'? You a 'ho just like me, just slicker. Ain't nobody good as you make out you are.'

My poor broken fractured mother. I taught in the middle school for ten years. You are pre-pubescent. You have the mental age of a little girl. You said that some man raped you three times when you were eight years old.

Sadly, it must be true. You never matured mentally. It would be your luck to be such a smart little girl. Always too smart and too mean to get caught.

You are uncommonly brilliant. That's why you have such smart children.

You act just like a "'omish" fast little heifer. Your severe jealousy is childlike. You did give your life to Satan. At some point you have to take responsibility for that.

It's that easy. The devil can slay you. He will lead you astray , make you think that you are winning when you're really losing. The devil will snatch away your natural affection. You will not know right from wrong.

Go back and read Romans 1:13 - 32 again.

"THE JUST SHALL LIVE BY FAITH" I have great FAITH! Dear LORD thank you for my many blessings. Thank you for the poor and lost that are in search of a better way. Thank you for your children that hunger and thirst for your WORD. May they be richly blessed LORD. Pour out of your Spirit LORD. Lift them up. ENRICH THEM MIGHTILY LORD!

Thank you for your strength LORD!

"So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper IN THE THING whereto I sent it." (Isaiah 55:!!)

Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember,"Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel