THOU ART MINE!

"Fear not: for I have redeemed thee, I have called thee by thy name; THOU ART MINE!" (Isaiah 43: 1b)

Those are the sweetest WORDS that I ever read,felt, or heard.

PRAISE THE LIVING LORD! If you can say Amen you are truly blessed. If you are a real child of GOD you are blessed. "Many are called but few are chosen." I found out the other day that a lot of "Christians" are fake, phony, playing a role, playing "church".

Don't do it. Don't play with GOD. Read, study, pray for guidance. "Lean not to your own understanding."

If you have been wronged, persecuted, spat upon, dumbed up, dumbed down, played for a fool, I am talking to you. You just keep living right, your day is coming. The devil wants you to think that GOD is too busy to care about you. No, children, your Father loves you and wants to bless you abundantly. He wants to unfold His mysteries through you. If you live right and trust GOD, He will bless you. He will make a way out of no way. GOD rights every wrong. Don't you worry Jesus will fix it. Yes He will because he loves justice. My grandfather, JR Walters taught me that. He watched his daughter wax worse and worse and shook his head. He never feared, he never doubted. My grandfather taught me to love the LORD. I'm blessed!

If you could see me you would know that I am leaping with joy. I am humbled. I am awe struck by the Goodness of GOD!

"Behold, I will do a NEW THING ; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert." (Isaiah 43: 19)

He is doing a NEW THING children. GOD rights every wrong.


I am glad that I serve a RIGHT NOW GOD! RIGHT NOW LORD! DO IT RIGHT NOW!

Thank you for your WORD LORD! Thank you for your guidance.

(an excerpt from my memoir)

We knew that she was loose. When it came to lust we knew she had no control. So we turned our heads, pretended to not see. My Lord, it was awful and it was frequent. It is like she was on fire. I forgave her for it. It didn't seem to phase my granddaddy, so I wasn't going to let it bother me.

Her cruelty was sporadic, random, and none of us ever died. Well, at least until granddaddy.

I didn't know about the hatred and "root working". I guess you can not see what you are not looking for. Now, she thinks I should have. In her "insanity" she thinks we were even. In her midget mind it was a war of wits and feminine wile that I should have expected. To her it is an innocent game, get me before I get you. Lie and laugh. Set them up to knock them down. Nothing or no one is going to come before Mathy Jane. Don't you try to be smarter or prettier because she will squash you, stab you in the back while she hugs and kisses you.

Well I didn't expect it Mathy, because it is not natural. When GOD turns you over to a reprobate mind he takes away "natural affection". If I didn't believe it you proved it. Six children that you would not cross the street to save. You are all mouth. Your love for your children and GOD are exactly the same, all up in your mouth and in your imagination.

GOD will not let you off of the hook because you do some phony preaching.

It is ironic that you would demand mercy when you never gave any. No not any! Why did you throw those second hand sandals that I*** J** gave me away? Why did treat me like an animal? Why did you try to pimp me out to your husband when I was fourteen years old? Why do you continue working "roots" and back stabbing at eight-five years old? Didn't you know this day was coming?

I am not going to listen to your lies devil. You told me that I was too black! You told me the world would reject me. You molded me into your sniveling slave. You abused me beyond human endurance. You couldn't stop. It was too much fun. You were far too successful in your evil "witchcraft". You knew that you were revealing the demon in you, yet you continued in your debauchery anyway. You couldn't stop, powerless, controlled by your evil dark understanding. "A dog will return to his vomit."

You are a liar and the truth is not in you. Don't hate me because I am brave enough to speak the truth. I snatched your sheep's clothing off of you. You are standing there naked with the blood dripping from your jaws and you are still not satisfied. You finally went too far Mathy Jane.

MURDERER!!! You took a human life and you pretend it was nothing. You lie and you deny and try to work your ignorant primitive "roots". The devil is laughing at you. You served him, you loved him and he gave you everything you wanted. Unfortunately you didn't want much. A Cadillac! You sold your soul for a mess of pottage. You squandered your legacy, sixty-five acres of land on I-95! You foolish woman. You blame your son for granddaddy's house burning down. You are the demon that called the "law" on him and tried to get him arrested. Who needs a "mother" like you?

There is nothing covered that shall not be revealed! Who are you mad with you idiot? You dug that hole that you are hopelessly mired in! Well you keep playing crazy, keep clinging to the devil you serve. Keep destroying your family. GOD is dealing with you in His own way ,in His own time.

But His mercy endureth forever!

Dear children if you are lost, if you have been led astray, just reach out to Him. Repent of your sins! Give your life to Christ right now! Jesus is mighty to save! I know because He saved me. He pulled me out of a horrible pit. He gave me a voice and a cross. Praise the Lord!

Let Him make a difference in your life children. Let Him do a NEW THING!

Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel