It is the job, the responsibility

of the older women to teach the younger women.  We , the people of color,  have reached a critical stage in our ameriKKKan experience. We are all living the prophetic words  of 2 Timothy. Hearts have waxed cold and men and women are lovers of themselves, ravenous wolves.

Yes, I am strutting! Proud as a peacock! I survived a seriously demonic succubus for sixty-two years and not one human being on this earth told me.  Martha Jane Walters was allowed free reign in her deplorable proclivities because we feared.   We more than feared her, we were completely terrorized.

When I finally mustered the courage to face my truth, to know who and what this woman was,  as opposed to the "loving mother" she pretended to be,  I was destroyed temporarily. I didn't want to know.  My five birth brothers don't want to know.  All I can do is pray for their courage.

I am strutting while shaking me head. How dare a woman so wicked, so vile, so common , dare to preach falsely?  Who does that? A serious non believer, a ravenous wolf, a person besieged, beset with demons she brought on herself.

I'm sitting here typing away. Praise the LORD! My beautiful brilliant daughter is "home" for Christmas. I'm blessed!

I was born to a very foolish jealous woman that never did anything but stalk me stealthily, covertly,  while pretending to love me fiercely. That is how disrespectful she was to GOD.  That is how confident she was in her creepy deceit.  That's low.  My mother burned, became enraged when I told her what the good sisters of Wesley Chapel A.M.E. Zion Church said about her behind her back.  They said she was as common as bat shit.  Martha burned! Martha raged with fury for days.  Martha never changed.

I often wondered what made my  birth mother such a low woman.  She had looks, she had intelligence but she had no morals. None! Not one! Martha would do anything and did.  Martha was mentally ill, criminally mentally ill, a true sociopath , a psychopath. Martha was full of pride, GOD did release her over to a reprobate mind and true to form,  her feet ran to mischief.

Who's fault is she?  Whose responsibility was she? Martha had to "be"  and I thank GOD for her.  I educated myself!  I educated myself with honors! The more pain Martha inflicted upon me secretly, the more I thrived.  The more I thrived the more she hated secretly.  There is absolutely no excuse for willful rebellion.  There is no excuse for anyone to practice witchcraft against her own children unless she is a  complete ignorant imp.  That is exactly what Martha was.

My mother pretended to be strict, caring, demanding good grades.  Well, that was the front she put on. The little retard used to throw away my homework! One thing we were taught from the cradle; "Don't nun of you black muthafuckers ever tell SHIT dat go on in dis house!"   Cool.  That sounds cool on the surface until you found out the low slut was making her reputation tearing down her entire family.

Sickening, yes, predicted, yes. READ!

I'm beaming! Pure grinning from the inside out!

Was it me? No, never. It was the hand of GOD.

Live your life. "Know your worth." "Come ye out from among them."