Lonesome Valley

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Sunday, May 17, 20/20

Rejoicing another beautiful Sunday morning.  Rejoicing, not mourning as my sick, sadistic tormentor intended. Praise The Living LORD for this opportunity to share the Goodness of GOD. Yes, I just want to Testify! I must Testify! I am absolutely radiant , all a glow, BEAMING!  Praising GOD for Tender Mercies.

No, it didn't look good for me June of 1951. Yes, my outlook was bleak. Born into the clutches of a DEMON POSSESSED TERRORIST WITH CARNAL PROCLIVITIES!   I was hopeless, a little zygote embryo,  mathy was too lazy, too sorry, too uncaring, too wicked, too ignorant, too racist, too savage,  to abort properly.

No, there existed very little hope for my black, bastard, unwanted, abandoned ,  female ass.

It is a good thing mathy jane came up with a brilliant scheme to "pimp me out" to the highest bidder and decided to rescue me from the whorehouse she deliberately left me in.

At any rate, I landed in the loving arms of my grandparents, Rachel and (Je) ROME WALTERS!  "PRAISE GOD FROM ALL BLESSINGS FLOW!

I've wondered and wondered, questioned GOD my whole life, confused, mystified by the power of evil. WHYYYYYYYYY?  WHY DID WE TAKE IT?  We all knew that low slut was a low slut? What kept Us in her clutches? s/he claimed it was her "roots", her voodoo. I highly disagree, just time, just a matter of time,  imp.  IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!

Of course WE all knew martha jane walters was EVIL! WAS SICK! WAS SADISTIC! No, I never had any idea my "mother" would one day MURDER AND ROB MY GRANDDADDY!

The slut did it, laughed! Framed him for suicide just like that imp that conjured up a fake birth certificate, now OBAMAGATE! Nigga Please!

What We fell for , was her "religious" bullshit.  NO ONE COULD KEEP THAT LYING DEMONIC SLUT OUT OF CHURCH EVERY ************* SUNDAY!

I know now, s/he was there just to show off her white skin, fine raiment, fine automobiles. Just fake! FAKE! FAKE! FAKE! A total fucking act, just to get money. Yes, martha jane walters was one money hungry whore! How many wo/men willing sell their babies, their toddler children , their young children, their grown children , into prostitution?  All  the while up "preaching"? Prancing around in "red bottom" shoes, bragging about what her fake hair cost, LYING, LYING, LYING!

DEMONS!

Why don't more people know about these lying sick perverts , up preaching, spreading their filth?  Why don't more people know wo/men like my "birther" , exist, are prolific?

"Churr-itch" , the Church Itch. Most people love to get up, get dressed in their finest and rush to participate in the Pageantry of Churr-itch.  I know I always went for the music, good food and often good "preaching".

Thankfully, by the Grace of GOD, my GrandDADDY, ROME WALTERS, TAUGHT ME TO TEACH MYSELF! READ!  "Study to show yourself approved."

It is a good thing I did. sATAN  got the "Churr-Itch" and gone!

BEAMING!