Look at them! Standing around grinning, provoking innocent , downtrodden people, to wrath, them deliberately mowing US down like grass.
Go ahead evildoers, WE deserve it. WE witness it over and over, "Crabs in a barrel". Relax, it is a "Hue-man" condition. "Self preservation" is the first law of nature, wo/man claims. A least that is what my old lying "mother/birther", exploiter, enslaver, sick , sadistic, pathological lying, Jezebel, " root working" , whore of a mother, always claimed.
Today is the Seventh anniversary of her "death", of her final departure. Not only am I rejoicing, I am rejoicing, because I am rejoicing.
Looking back over my long life, discovering and re-discovering, facts deliberately hidden, kept from US. Important , terrorizing Truth, if revealed could have saved US. Hidden, not for OUR protection, mind you. Truth deliberately withheld, smothered, cloaked , in order for my maggot, fag-goat of a "mother", to pretend s/he was happy. To drive second hand Cadillacs, to preach falsely, to dress better, to stalk, destroy and grin. To commit one sick, sadistic act after another , for years and years. Awful, terror filled, decade after another.
I was "hushed" by my own family because I'm "Too dark, too Black". I was hushed so Martha could live in a "white neighborhood", pretend s/he was happily married to a good man.
Yes, WE were just props for Martha when s/he needed proof of her great nurturing, and parenting skills . When the low life lying whore needed physical evidence , s/he pointed to "The Doctor", to the "School Teacher". Knowing full well , s/he was mad as hell! Raging! It wasn't supposed to happen! That low slut burned US, branded US, scalded US, raped US, molested US and beat US savagely! Fuck that bitch! I'm glad s/he is dead!
WE were forced into silence and submission by OUR demon possessed birther, by this evil, racist society WE inherited. Well, FUCK THAT! I want no part, I refuse to participate in the lying hypocrisy of Christians!
My mother was a Christian! HORROR UNLEASHED! No wonder these so called Christians support d t.
No matter. GOD got this! My "mother" murdered my grandfather. No, it wasn't so much that s/he didn't love him. The lazy whore , was a lazy whore. Totally unmotivated to ever do anything good for anyone! No, my mother would have spat on Jesus, before s/he would have drawn [HIM] a sip of water.
Yes, my "mother/birther" would have kicked Jesus' ass with a vengence, left him in a pool of blood, if he dared called her the whore, s/he always knew s/he was.
It is what it is! I shall not lie for a dead demon, that not only refused repentance, but bragged that s/he wasn't repenting for shit!
Yes, my mother was a lazy, lying, common, promiscuous, sadistic whore , from birth. Was proud of it, only when s/he bragged about it. Nobody else, better not ever say shit, without her express permission.
Anyway, her day came. Yes, s/he probably could have lived a lot longer, (s/he was the picture of health , except for that pain in her back).
Wow! Except, her favorite child, decided TO PULL THE PLUG! One of the two children, s/he deliberately treated better, than the four of US, s/he delighted in torturing on QT (Quiet Tip), on the DL (Down Low).
Why? Martha had very low self esteem. All that bragging, boasting, terrorizing, dream killing, was false bravado. Envy, jealousy, deep impenetratable ignorance! Mind numbing STUPIDITY was the real Martha, the Martha s/he kept hidden from public view! Not private, the demon possessed whore was always comfortable in her 'home'.
Jesus told US to shun the very presence of evil. WE were deliberately birthed into her clutches. How can an innocent child shun their "mother"? Especially if the whore deliberately birthed them without fathers?
Slut, yes, you did successfully birth me without a "father", but not without My GRANDFATHER! BOW DOWN DUMB SLUT! I am the Progeny! The SEED OF ROME WALTERS!
Sure, you stole his mantel, preached his sermons , and still died an unrepentant Judas-goat, fag-goat, mag-goat! Why? Because you were of little faith? Loved evil more than good? Loved satan more than Almighty GOD? Or because it is written?
No! What you and your fellow racist, color struck evildoers did to me, to US is Not a bad thing! IT is a good thing! A Blessing! I rejoice and count it ALL Joy!
BEAMING!!!
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Thursday, September 24, 20/20
No comments:
Post a Comment