Lean in!
First of all:"Giving honor to GAWD who is duh head of my life!" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! (Shrill SCREAM) GOODGOTUHMIGHTYYYYYYY!
"It is well with my soul"!
Number one, make sure You know and NEVER forget, the evildoer can't Win! Yes, the evildoer can Hurt You. Deliberately break you down with "blunt force trauma", that they pretend to be unaware of.
Some claim they can't feel your pain, that your pain causes them too much pain, therefore YOU JUST NEED TO SHUT THE FUCK UP!
WHAT! When I first started this blog ten years ago, it was not well received. I was told I should just suffer. My excruciating pain concerning my carnal, incestuous, pedophile, "root working", MURDERING mother, should be forgotten.
I was told to just shut the fuck up! It was over! It was done! s/he was Not sorry, would NEVER be sorry, and the best thing I could do was get in the lock stepping, pretend line, with everyone else. "See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil."
I should forget my gifts, my talents. I was told to forget my "Dreams" because My life was "fucked" from conception. There is actually no point in my continued "existence". I can no longer teach in a public school classroom, retired, too old and much too "Militant".
I should go sit myself in a corner, in the dark, in "East Hell". Just fade to black. Bye! Don't need you no more! You are expendable , disposable. You are undesired, out of style, of no use to anyone. "Just go, already! Be gone!"
As a teacher, a dedicated educator, I should just acquiesce, "go along to get along", read the script forced on Me by My "ben-carson" like principal.
Well! I AM NOT GOING TO DO IT! No pathological lying, envious, jealous, hateful, always irritable, backbiting, backstabbing , Counterfeit Christian slut, shall slay me from her dead ass grave!
Yes, I am TENACIOUS! I Still have Grit in My Craw!
Every day that I am Alive I shall Strive to slay all pathological lying, evil, greedy, selfish child abusers!
"Amen, Come Jesus".
IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!
BEAMING!
Sunday, September 13, 20/20
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