Did you know "Pain" can be refreshing? I didn't either until it became a part of my daily diet for my entire long life.
Why is it refreshing? It causes me to think critically, to fall down on my knees in fervent prayer. Not, just for Me, or people just like me. But, for EVERYONE! I pray daily for EVERY PERSON IN THIS WHOLE WIDE WORLD.
Not only do I fervently pray for everyone in this World to have a better life, more fair opportunities , than I had. I pray for the innocent children. Children being deliberately abused, while none of US do anything but, stand around and watch. Living in "denial" and "Hope".
Foolish hue-mans, ashamed WE were shamed and reduced to dung by OUR caregivers. Or, fearful of the reactions from the Perfect-Good-Saved-Sacntified-Monied-Christians.
I do have to laugh. I hoped that faggot I felt forced to marry, was not a faggot! Talk about fucking "Denial".
It is "Cool" GOD. I deserved that slap upside the head. Did I really think, ever believe, I could "Un-Gay" a closet muthafucker, that was a true, authentic , original Bottom Bitch? Jealous! Envious! Greedy! Selfish! Ignorant! Fearful! Terrified! Fake! Phony! Dry!
One thing I learned, MY VALUE! Yes, I knew full well I had hit ROCK BOTTOM! A Pathological Liar! A broke sissy with a BAD ATTITUDE, LOW MORALS AND NO MONEY!
The bitch's tongue was tied when it came to compliments but insults just rolled smoothly off of his viperous, two-edged tongue.
DUMB! There is absolute no excuse for any person to live in this World and spend their entire life shunning reading, acquiring real knowledge, then demanding to be respected for their sheer STUPIDITY! MIND NUMBING VACUOUSNESS. A serious lack of information.
The best example of ; "A little learning is a dangerous thing."
Just know, ...anything You want from The HOLY SPIRIT, just ask.
BEAMING!
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Monday, September 8, 20/20
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