I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

I will not give up!

I will not go back and I will not feel stupid.  That ogre should feel stupid.  How can any one come to this earth and live 60, 70, 80, 90, a 100 years and never grow?

How can any woman be a brute, an ignorant savage beast for 87 years and this world never so much as care?  How can any one brag about how much they loved and admired her without being a complete blind idiot?

Worse, how can people NOT care, not want to put and end to such miserable people and their practices?  I am setting here wondering, what kind of people am I related to?

How thick, how blind, how pusillanimous can you be?  How do you call yourself a Christian and you have never read the Bible thoroughly, not one time?

One relative; "GAWD ain't toldt you shit!  Take it to the LAWD and leave it there!"  You poor child!  There is none so blind as he who refuses to see.  GOD is NOT a sadist! satan is!

Martha molded us in her image.  No one was going to be smarter, better looking, have more, achieve more, or even think highly of themselves.

You were going to be fooled and like it!  You were going to be nothing but zombies sitting under her, gaged and bound,   waiting your turn to be laughed at, used and discarded.  She was going to throw a few token gifts your way just to keep you close enough to destroy.

Jesus  told us;  "From such, stay away!"  Practice discernment concerning these people.  LOOK AT THEIR FRUIT!

I have decided I am not going to apologize for the color of my skin any more.  I am not going to try and prove any thing to an avowed racist.   You will not make snide remarks to me suggesting that I am not good enough.

You will NOT slam a door in my face because I am black, female, too old, too opinionated , too loud, too vulgar, too any thing that does not fit your agenda.

I will not rank people by color and hair.  Most of all I will not be the sneaky viperous whore my mother was.  She had no excuse what so ever!  Martha lived 87  years on this earth and died bragging that she wasn't repenting for "Shit!"

How dare you Martha Jane Walters!  You knew better!  You knew better than anyone on this earth,  that is why you were able to hide it so well.  I also know that all of my "loved ones" know better.  Deliberately corrupted by you, they have no morals either.

If anyone allows, permits their father, grandfather, great grandfather,  to be shot down and MURDERED, by their mother, grandmother, aunt, cousin, friend or relative and never bother to say yea or nay, you too are an ABOMINATION!  What good are you to Christ!?  To the Kingdom!?

GOD sees you.  GOD knows your heart.  The fact that you don't care, can't care, don't have time to care breaks GOD's heart.

satan has won you.  You are in the hands of the evil one.  On this day Tuesday, September 15, 2015, I do pray that Almighty GOD will pierce your heart with a finger of love.  I do pray that you will come to the understanding, "Apart from Christ you are nothing, we are nothing."

Chase money and fame all you want .  It will profit you nothing.  Just how thick are you?  Elvis had money, Michael Jackson, the list of very wealthy and famous is very long.  What did it get them?  Fame, sure.  What good is fame when you can't love, can't feel?

Be an empty vessel if you want to, denying  the love of GOD .  What did GOD ever do to you?  How dare you become ungrateful, intractable , rude and argumentative concerning the Love of Jesus Christ.

How dare you be racist?  Falsely believing "white is right", hatred and negativity is the way.  Do know you are a Mathy Jane minus the incest and pedophila. You could not tell her anything either.

She did count herself among the chosen. She was so proud to preach, to brag about her followers, her fine cars, her fine clothes, her one thousand wigs.  Do know Martha was an empty vessel.

No she never had to be that way or remain that way.  GOD gives each of us Free will.

I do know that you have to pray for it.  You do have to yearn for it, search for it.  Humble yourself, seek GOD's face.

I know, no Mathy Jane type will define me, will creep up behind me, stalking me, trying desperately and clandestinely to  make me something worse than she was.  No "witchcraft" formed against me shall prosper.

Hate me all you please.  I am going to pray for you.  You need Jesus!  We all need Jesus!

PTL!

I press on    ...

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