When the voice of The LORD speaks to you ...

you better listen.  Don't look at your situation, don't lean to your own dull understanding.

Up praising GOD for His tender mercies, for His Perfect Plan.  I must say it was a very narrow escape. The demons that had my mother bound were worse than fierce because they were brilliant in their covert cunning.

My poor mother was always so proud of the many  demonic deeds and stunts she successfully pulled off.  But there is one thing I know, Martha Jane Walters hated herself with a passion.

She was so repulsive she could not bear to face herself.  How sad.  This world does not tolerate the tiniest  imperfection.  This world only offers criticism; too fat, too skinny, too tall, too short, hair too thin, eyebrows too thick, on and on.  We are always too something for corrupt judgmental hypocritical man.

It is important that you learn to pray.  Pray sincerely.  If you are an insincere, lying, weak person, don't give up.  Pray!

Keep praying, keeping seeking GOD's face.  I assure you the only joy you are going to ever experience  will come directly from GOD.

Tune out all the negativity, all the voices that put you down.  Don't put yourself down.  Do not criticize your body image.  If you lack necessary rudimentary skills, you fix that.  Do not blame the school system.  Educate yourself.

PTL!

I press on   …

Dear LORD thank you for planting something inside me, something that made me choose you.  Something inside me that never allowed me to become predatory.  Thank you for the alarm you set off in my head when I was a small child.  Thank you for doing the best you could to protect me from my predatory pedophile perverted mother.

Thank you for the strength and courage to reject her and her kind!