"Search me LORD!"

"Blot out my iniquities, choose out my different changes."  That was one of my grandfather's prayers. He did not want to get too high.

**"It is easier for a rich man to enter into the eye of a needle than to enter the Kingdom of GOD."  It is not that GOD despises wealth.  It is the fact that the rich man sees no need for GOD.  I have had a lot of burdens, most financial.  Broke, broke as in "broke as a joke" is not funny.  You will get real humble, real quick!

Suddenly all that noise you were making, trying to improve the lives of others, others that don't care any way, just doesn't matter.  There are days you will decline your martyr status.

I know I need GOD!  I have always known that fact.  My mother lived eighty-seven years teamed up with satan trying to prove my grandfather wrong.  Martha never got over her humiliation of being drug out of a whore house by her father.

Martha had been lying, pretending she was still in college, collecting tuition money from her father while an active whore.  Some how Martha and her mother had cunningly twisted the facts and felt that it was o.k. for Mathy Jane to be extremely promiscuous, extremely cruel and just as sneaky because Mathy Jane was so white looking.

Pure ignorance left over from  the antebellum period.  It lingers.  Ignorant "color struck" stupidity lingers in our world because most people agree with it.  We have all been conditioned.

It is a LIE!  A damnable lie straight from the bowels of hell!  I will have NO part of "Color prejudice".  It is worse than cancer because it is so contagious.  I will not catch it!  I will point it out when I see it.

It is so unnecessary.  We all lose looking for a particular color, race, culture, age, gender, financial status.  It prevents us from entering the Kingdom.  Becoming a color blind society is a must, not a suggestion.  "Learn to live together as brothers or perish together as fools."

  We live in a pluralistic society.  No one culture is superior to the other.  We are culturally different.  That's it.

My character is not defined by my culture, my color or my age.  People that cling to "color" as a barrier , as a potential road block, as an excuse for their wrong doing,  are misdirected.

"Know ye the truth and the truth will set you free."  I found my truth and the source of my tremendous  grief  for sixty-two years was in my home, in my heart.  But, GOD revealed her to me, just like He said He would.

PTL!

I press on    …
**Bible verse deliberately scrambled for the sake of art.