My granddaddy cried so ...

it still breaks my heart.  My grandfather was a good man that cried a river of tears trying to save his wayward wicked daughter.  But how could he?  How can any one save a pathological liar?  How can a father save a daughter that not so secretly hates him?  Hates all authority?

How do you save anyone that practices "witchcraft"?  Was that the "low" you were referring to granddaddy?

I know you can't rank sins.  But if I were to rank them in order of the pain they are sure to produce, lying is the worse.  I can assure you, no greater excruciating pain is the pain of your old elderly mother spewing filthy curses on you because YOU REMEMBER SHE HAD YOU SAVAGELY RAPED BY HER THEN HUSBAND!

"I'm an ORDAINED MINISTER!!!"  ; my poor ignorant mother screamed in my ear.  Didn't she know, couldn't she see I was no longer that three year old that she treated so savagely?    Didn't she recognize I was no longer four, eight, thirty-three, the years she did her worse evil?  Didn't she know that I  would grow up and tell about her sexual perversion one day?  Hot soapy enemas!  Martha!

Why didn't my mother know that she could no longer beat me into submission?  Yes, GOD I did hate her.  Dear LORD I think I still do.  I think I hate that woman that did cunniingly and deceitfully stalk, vex and torment me for sixty-two years.

All totally unnecessary , all  caused by ignorant insane jealousy because Martha was lazy, an anti-intellectual.  A woman that demanded to be recognized as the smartest, as a genius WITHOUT READING!  Without applying one hour to true scholarship.

"Dawthur! You got to cultivate the brains!  You have to read!  You have to study to show yourself approved."  Thank GOD I listened, I heard.  I graduated from college with honors.  Paid every penny of tuition myself!  Then this lying heifer grew more jealous, demanded to snatch every victory, every thing I could do better than her , out of my hand.

World, hurry up and understand, GOD IS LARGE AND IN CHARGE! That little imp satan "don't run nothing!"  You can be dumb enough to let him ruin your life if you want to.  That is all you get heifer.  he gets you.  You gave your life to him.  You do not have the power, the authority, enough cunning or deceit to defeat GOD.  Bow down dummy!

Someone had to expose the Catholic Church, the sick child abuse and pedophilia had gone on for far too long.

What about the Protestant Church?  Well I have one for you!   A sick fallen imp too sorry to get up and foolish enough to think she could fool GOD the way she did all the people within her reach.   Caught red handed, knee deep in sin, in witchcraft, in promiscuity, fornication, brutality.

No you won't satan!   Fear you!  I knew you!   Bow down!  You should have repented.   We all deserved closure.    You came up with your own homemade religion, half lying , half way pretending you were perfect although clueless.   YOU WERE NEVER CLUELESS NOR ADLE BRAINED MARTHA JANE WALTERS! YOU WERE WICKED!

 What an idiot!  Do you think you ever impressed GOD standing up in pulpits lying!?  Lying on your own daddy!

Jerome Walters, a man after GOD's on heart.  No, wicked twisted sister, YOU MURDERED THE WRONG MAN!

I know it wasn't you, it was the evil in you.  The evil you invited.

Dirt off of a grave!  What an idiot!

Have mercy on us Father.  Please forgive us.

PTL!

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