I could always feel the tenseness between my mother and grandfather. He did try to admonish her often, to no avail. Anything he said, no matter how innocent or helpful sent her into a tailspin of denial and blame.
One term caused her to rage for days; "No such a woman as you…"
I know now why. I know Martha was hiding so much evil granddaddy could not bear to tell us, to share how he had been vexed and tortured by this human viper. All my life I just assumed the tears that rolled down his chiseled cheeks and locked under his chin were from the memory of his murdered 17 year old son.
Little did I know. Little does this world know of the evil that has creep into our churches, our homes due to scared "Christians". "Christians", babes in Christ, gripped by very weak faith. Too afraid to open their mouths concerning any ravenous preacher.
I know that cowardly beast stalked me for 62 years declaring herself victorious with every scheme. I know she sent me a letter she wiped her behind in. I know that one act finally sent me over the edge and I refused all contact with her for nine years. I know it was GOD that lead me back there.
I know I would have never known what a fierce secret enemy she really was without my long lost brother returning after a twenty-five year absence. I know the foolish whore never took responsibility for one sick act. I know she died bragging that she wasn't repenting for ****!
I know there is nothing too hard for GOD! I know He can do anything but fail! I know He will break this awful stronghold that Martha Jane Walters still holds over the Walters family!
When I tell you my mother was an abomination, I mean she was an ABOMINATION! No one woman, no one human being, has a right to be so evil, so lost , for so long.
I do see the world we occupy is just as ignorant as my notoriously wicked depraved mother.
Again, LORD, I thank you for permitting her to crucify me. I thank you for the the false family you freed me from.
PTL!
I press on ...
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