I got the hookup!

Praise the LORD, again! Praise Him in the morning, at noonday, praise Him all night long because He is worthy.  I tell you my soul is leaping! Hallelujah! This feeling, this Joy I have is actually indescribable.  It is peace, it is contentment (with great gain).

"Apart from Christ we are nothing, dawthur." I can still see my tall, handsome grandfather as he would eloquently echo those words so confidently  daily.  Dear LORD, what patience that man had.  That admonition was usually leveled at my mother, a viper.

If you don't know a viper, have never had the misfortune to be connected with one, that is GOD's privilege.  I do know that my experience with Mathy Jane was orchestrated by Almighty GOD.  It is all truly in Divine Order.

This world must know, must come to recognize these heinous whores and SHUN THEM!  Martha was full of mischief,  primarily because she was indeed a volunteer imp for satan.   She was spiritually retarded, foolish enough to declare she was winning, knowing full well she was losing.

There was never one time on this earth that Mathy Jane did not know that she was wrong.  Unfortunately she was a SADIST and so enjoyed the pleasure she extracted from viewing any pain, she was not about to stop, discontinue her practice of debauchery in any way.

Yes, my mother was a beast and I thank GOD she chose to wear so many phony facades.  This story, my testimony would have ended very differently if I had known what I was dealing with.  I do thank GOD that my mother was such a superb actress.

GOD has revealed Martha's methodology to me.  Of course it does not bode well for her.  First do remember that she smashed a puppy to death between two bricks when she was a small child.  Let's analyze that for one moment.  Sure, she was a small child but,  she was already a demon.  Burned her baby brother's hand in the fire when he was yet an infant, a small toddler.

My uncle could not talk, nor could he defend himself.   How could he dispute  his older sister's blatant lie?  They were the only two in the room.  Martha wanted *Zack's peanuts.  The little whore stole them and threw the bag, the evidence, in the fire.  Did *Zack  deliberately thrust his own little hand into the fire as Martha claimed?

Just how dumb a child would he have to be?  I know she hated him with a passion.  My mother always shared her secret hatred for her brother with me.  I always knew,  that was just one of the many secrets my mother made me keep.   It was our secret and I could not tell.  Do know that when he came around she was  the loving big sister.  So loving she feed him cake and chitterlings every time he would sneak around to her house.

My mother bragged about how she busted him in the head with an iron skillet when he was still a toddler.  She claimed; "Duh ***** wuz choking me!"  Now that I think about it, how much damage can a two year old do to a six year old?

No doubt about it, my mother was a demon, a viper, evil come to earth to haunt us, to vex us, to destroy us.   Fortunately for me I was made strong!  I am not utterly destroyed as she had hoped, planned and evilly plotted!   I have been made over, taught to trust Almighty GOD! Praise the LORD!

GOD wants me to tell you, remind you of His guidebook, His book of instructions .  Yes, you must study it ravenously.  You can be sure that old ravenous wolf, greedy common low immoral whores like my mother have.  The very unfortunate fact about my mother is,  she was a user, a predator.  She had no faith in GOD.  Yes, she was stupid enough to put her faith in dirt.  IN DIRT!

You have to be a blithering  idiot!  You have to be lower than whale dung!  You are a human maggot.  "Get thee behind me satan!"  Do know that Martha wore a mask and she wore it well.   It did not start to fall off until she was well into her eighties.  satan, got her then.  satan made her run off at the mouth,  telling on herself.

It was satan or that pain medication she was taking,  as I cared for her after her knee replacement surgery.   "Duh cat's out'duh bag now."  she remarked when my long lost brother returned "home" after his twenty-five year hiatus.   If Martha lied then, she "ain't nevah lied".  You know it is true because Martha Jane Walters was a pathological liar,  living in extreme denial about her sorry perverted demon controlled life.

I refuse to be her slave, her permanent bitch,  any longer.  How common!  A common whore!  A common cheap brothel (whore house) slut decided to enslave her whole family and every one that ever knew or came in close contact with her into WHOREDOM!

GOD said No!

How dare anyone on this earth still be Mathy's bitch!  You have to be stupid to claim that you believe she was ever righteous, that she ever loved you.  You are also lying if you claim that you are still terrified of telling on her, of revealing her.

You are hiding your sins!  You are hiding the filth she led you into.  I can understand.  I thank GOD, that demonic slut viper's wicked successful schemes led me to GOD!

Praise the LORD!

Not tell it!  That is one thing Martha demanded from us every day she lived on this earth. "Ni! Don't nun ugh yo'******* tell'it!  Don't you eva tell a muthaf********* thang dat go on in dis house!"

"Keep you black ass mouf shut!" was our catechism , our daily mantra, our daily prayer.  I lived in terrifying fear every day of my life, I fully recognize now, that for sixty-two years I was my mother's bitch, her personal slave.  It is only now, two years after this human swine finally departed this earth,  that I am starting to enjoy my life.

Key term; MY LIFE!   Dumb promiscuous whores, you have no right to the life you birthed.  You are merely a vehicle.

Martha was a coward.  Remember the puppy she smashed was an innocent, defenseless puppy.  We were her innocent defenseless children.  I witnessed her beating my little ONE YEAR OLD  baby brother savagely with a belt,  simply because he had loose stool and his defecation spilled out of his diaper, onto the floor,  on her new rug.

I don't know why she was so mad, she made me clean it up!

Yes,  satan, satan's imps, his horde, your sins will find you out.  You can recognize them and pray to do better.  You can continue to  deny your sins, your pain and wait on death to over take you like Mathy Jane or you can come to GOD's Cross.   Every one in my family can continue to shun me, attempt to ruin me for spilling the beans on OUR mother.  Or you can come to repentance.

GOD is watching.  No, I do not know how your story will end but I owe no allegiance to such a low coward.   Martha preached, Martha knew the Bible.  She also knew how much she  secretly hated GOD and as satan's emissary,  meant to thwart GOD, His plans, His Divine Order.

Sure, Martha  knew that she could not do it, but like all of her other demonic deeds, she did it any way. Remember, Mathy Jane was sent to this earth to destroy, to lead into captivity.

Not me!  You will not get me, you dirty scummy whore , with no more manners or sense,  than to disrespect GOD,  up in a pulpit preaching.  A fallen woman with no more manners than to play god, to cast her whole family, her entire church,  into satan's hottest molten fire,  just for the fun of it.

Just to be able to say she did it.  Just to exercise control over something,  over someone,  because Martha Jane Walters never had any control over her impulses, over her carnal urges.

"Come ye out from among them"

Praise the LORD!  Praise Him in the morning, at noonday, in the evening.  Praise Him all night!

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