Our "churches" are overrun with greed mongers. People work themselves to death, frantically trying to out do each other. We are all blithering idiots, chasing that almighty dollar to our graves. The vast majority of us lean to our own misunderstanding.
Luckily for me I was born into the demonic clutches of an extremely evil woman and no father in evidence. A woman so cruel and ignorant she blatantly tortured me for sixty-two years. No remorse, not so much as a half-ass apology. She never tired of her head games. Died laughing and cursing GOD at eighty-seven years old.
What good does it do for any one to reach extremely old age and never be able to say they did one thing for the Kingdom? That preaching was for Mathy, to be seen. I know so many old people in the church, SILENT! Old as dirt, yet afraid to speak up for Christ. "Just don't say nutting'"
There was always this secret enmity between us (me and my mother). She hated me and I hated the way she treated me. If I had just one dime for every time she cursed me, bruised me, deliberately and secretly had me sexually assaulted by her "husband", I would be a millionaire.
The beauty is I survived. I was made strong in my weakness. I was utterly forsaken by every one that I love. But, not my grandfather. I know now that he was tortured by her for me. I thank him for his tremendous sacrifice.
Through him I learned not to live for man, to be a man pleaser. I certainly learned GOD's Word. GOD has never left or forsaken me, no not once. And He never will.
Spit on me because you think I am too black, too old, too broke, too worthless. Call me a weak whiner. Call me selfish! I know very few people can withstand the type of pain I've been made to endure.
My whorish mother made me suffer because she didn't want me. Simple as that. She was a lazy woman that just wanted to be a whore, a low prostitute and her interfering father refused to let her.
You may not want to know my story. You don't have to. I don't listen to you, I listen to GOD. The kind of pain I was made to suffer is utterly ridiculous. It makes no sense! I should not be apologizing for the color of my skin and trying to prove I am worthy of anyone's love at sixty-four years old.
No, you don't get to tell me what to talk about, tell me what you don't want to hear , as long as I see pictures of raped, ruined infants and small children on Facebook, on the Internet.
That is my Cause, innocent children. No I can not erase the horrible images seared into my brain. Nor can I snatch low life men and women out of the pulpit. I know they are there. You know they are there.
Yes, I fully intend to talk about you like a dog Simon Temple A.M.E.Zion Church on Yadkin Road in Fayetteville , North Carolina. I am curious. What kind of "church" are you running? What is gong on? Demonic "root workers" in your church!
You are right, no you don't have to ever answer to me but you are all going to have to answer to a much higher Power one day.
Every one in my family is going to have to answer. Brother, the one that lied, claimed that he was never touched, violated sexually, why? Why are you lying and upholding a very dead demon?
Even if she, they, didn't touch you, what about me? My life means nothing to you. You know she shot your grandfather down like a dog! Are you just going to pretend that it never happened?
You are cursed with a curse! Every last one of you! Read your Bible. Read about the prophet Abraham, compare him to your grandfather. Abraham was in Covenant with GOD! Jerome Walters was in Covenant with GOD!
Do just like you want to or do like you must. It is all in Divine Order. Follow your mother to the grave loving satan, deny GOD. Claim you still fear her, are still terrified. Claim I'm crazy, don't know what I'm talking about.
Call me a body without head. One thing for sure, you are going to need GOD one day. He may ask you how you treated His children, the orphans, the misused and abused. Be sure you tell GOD how you didn't have time, that you didn't know it was Him.
Make sure you tell him how black I was, how worthless, old and whiny. Tell him how no one else cared about me either.
Be careful how you treat people, how you mistreat people. Make money your god if you want to. Step on and step over people trying to reach your goals. Keep pleasing man. I hope you are never thirsty, or hungry.
Jesus did tell us that our enemies would be of our own household. I heard that scripture my whole life, never fully comprehending it's true meaning. He also told us ravenous wolves would dress up in sheep's clothing and preach! Again, I had no comprehension. I know now! I fully comprehend now. Sure, Martha died laughing , falsely believing that she destroyed all six of her children, slyly, clandestinely .
Lies you tell satan! The hilarious truth is, I would have been just like you if you had loved me. Dear LORD I thank you for letting my mother gut me like a fish.
I thank you for my awesome journey, for the many lessons I have learned. Thank you for my faith and courage.
Touch lives, pierce hearts today LORD!
PTL!
I press on ...
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