"My people perish for lack of knowledge."

"Man does not do what is right, man does what is convenient."  My grandfather, Jerome Walters taught me that gem of wisdom.

"Time changes all things"; was the admonition for my mother. He told her that as he watched her change lovers like she changed her "draws".

 She never listened, just hated.  Martha Jane Walters hated ALL correction with a passion.  Dare say one word to Mathy Jane, dare sneak a "side eye" her way, you would suffer.  At least that was her excuse.

The truth was we were going to be made to suffer anyway.  The moment that sperm pierced that egg,  my goose was cooked.  All six of Mathy's live births have been made to suffer some excruciating secret pain for   …   FOREVER!

One of my brothers will be SEVENTY-SEVEN YEARS old this year.  Dear LORD bless him.  Pierce his heart with Your finger of Love.  Bring him boldly to the Cross triumphantly! Beaming! Claiming his glory for having survived the greatest abomination to infiltrate a good family and kept secret by a poor down-trodden , destroyed family because they still fear a dead demon.

I've thought about it and thought about it, my family was too good for Martha.  She was extremely manipulative and she had zero morals.  Martha could do anything and never flinch, never let on.

My mother's evil was way beyond sin, actually beyond demonic!  Strangely, I do thank GOD for her.  Without her never ending,  ridiculous (secret) torture,  I am sure I would have never studied so.  I never would have pulled myself out of her chamber of horrors.  Without her secret vexing I would have never  sought relief, help from her disgusting filthy schemes always dogging me. That scripture about mothers being against daughters would have never registered with me.

I know I never would have questioned anything the "Church" esposed with out being forced to study ravenously.

Most pastors lie, most are greedy dogs. Truth!  Take it or leave it. So much of what we do as believers stems from lying predatory pastors.  As a result most people lack understanding.

The "wanna-be-Christian" is trying desperately to appear "religious".  These people do not dare cuss, falsely believing GOD is the language police.  Few if any will address "cursing".  CURSING!  Something my ignorant mother was consumed with, "Chuncking dust"!

Yes!  My own mother was that IGNORANT!  That primitive! Why? Un-leared! A fake intellectual! Martha had the ability, just not that interested in any real rigor in anything.  She would listen intently to people she considered to be smart, then turn around and mimic them, say exactly what they said, deliberately taking credit for someone else's words or ideas.

The fact is , she was a half-ass, lazy-ass "Root Worker", just worked roots on people she was jealous of.  Do NOT ever think you were coming to this earth and "bettering" or "out-doing" Mathy Jane IN ANYTHING!

 One of the major reasons Martha was so successful for so long is our long learned  fear!  Just the thought , the idea of coming to grips with the real MARTHA JANE WALTERS  still terrorizes  most of us.  Yes, I had to gnaw my own foot off to free myself from satan's slut!

"Know ye the truth! Get set FREE!!!"

The woman was a low whore! She was despicable! She was demon plagued! She had no business what so ever around any decent people!  She was a MALIGNANT SADISTIC NARCISSIST !

Cousin (s) , why do you try to praise her on the sly?  Christian tradition.  "Nevah speak ill of the dead." "Take that to your grave!" Malarkey! Crap that low-slut-for-satan planted in our heads for our entire lives.

I REFUSE!  I will NOT honor a CRETIN, AN INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE FREAK  because she was charismatic, charming, hilarious.  Because it might embarrass her, it might embarrass the "innocent".  She can destroy an entire family, die an unrepentant MURDERER  yet,  her victims are shunned, scorned, judged.  GOD said No! 

 I'm glad she's finally dead! Praise the LORD!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"