Access Denied! Dinah Washington: What Difference A Day Makes

"Time changes ALL things."   Do people change? Or do they just do like my "mother"; change their tactics?

It doesn't matter.  I'M FINE!  When Jerome Walters was your grandfather and he loved you, blessed you, anointed you to be the truth teller, the burden-bearer in a family of would-have-been great had they not been devoured , swallowed whole , by their evil demon possessed mother.

The medical doctor could have cured cancer had it not been for the cowards that saw, observed, did nothing and said nothing to save him.  If the low-slut-for-satan could have kept her vampire fangs off of him.  If she could have just left him enough courage to save himself, to love himself. (LORD if he can just stop lying, living in DENIAL!  He can be set free.)

Is it possible that I could have been the college professor I dreamed of being? A published author, a brilliant novelist,  had I not been stalked by that beast from satan's bottomless pit?

My "mother" beat our fragile egos down daily with doses of; "You too black!  You too ugly!  You no-sense-ED! You-duh-fool! Shit you let me do it! You can't win fuh duh fix you in!"

Had I been born in a different place in time,  perhaps I could have protected myself with a simple "ACCESS DENIED!"  I do deny her access now!   I know.  I know I know fully and why! I stand flat footed and proudly renounce, reject, rebuke,  that mongrel!

Perhaps I am as dumb as my "mother" always claimed.  My degrees and honors do not support her lies.  What I do know; "NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL PROSPER!" EVER!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"