It is what it is , because it ain't what it ain't

Yes, I do feel like a damn fool!

Yes, my heart is broken, 

crushed!

I'm  run over, mauled, chewed up,

spit out!

Now discarded.

Put out with the morning trash.

Please tell me

what excuse are you using,

my age 

or 

the color of my skin?

Maybe I'm just the stupidest thing that ever lived.

Should have never been born.

Here I come with my aggravating 

Truth Telling,

no money having, 

worthless ass!

What did I ever do to You?

Why is my presence,

my anointing,

my being,

so disturbing to you,  

that I must be made to feel your misery?

I don't know about you,

but,  I don't enjoy stunting

on the people that held me up when I was down.

My LORD from Zion!

What did I do to you?

I can tell the absolute Truth.

True,

I'm hated out loud for it.

You are hated too,

you just don't know it.

Dear LORD in Heaven,

Thank You for permitting me to see 

Old.

No, I do not like being old,

but, considering the alternative,

I gladly accept it.

Yes, I'm old and pissed.

Seems I poured my heart into someone , some things, and got the SHAFT!

But, I do thank GOD for finally taking my blinders off,

No! I did not want to see.

Now,  I have no doubt.

This Shit is crystal clear!

Well damn!

Even I thought I was finally good enough.

Wrong!

Some people can't just hate you from afar,

they must bring you up close.

They want you to know,

and know well,

there is no place for your black ass in 

there perfect World.

They have money's mammy,

until it comes to you.

Be happy for crumbs from your master's table.

Your tales of woe are just Bullshit!

Shut the Fuck Up!

Nobody cares.

Well, I know you are 

Wrong!

I do not believe The Holy Spirit 

brought me this far to fail me.

I can not and I shall not

leave

the Wonderful Legacy

of 

Rome Walters 

untold!

No!No!No!No!No!

"Come Jesus!"

Lift Me up,

lift Us up 

on every leaning side.

Yes, it is what it is,

because it ain't what it ain't.

Be careful,

when your blinders

finally fall off,

you still wont be able to see

for your flood of tears.

"Forgive them LORD for they know not what they do."

Be well Dear Children,

do the best you can.