Don't get old as a *********** before you finally catch on...

All of this shit is some bullshit! COMPLETE FUCKERY!  Trust NO DAMN BODY! To think, I, we, were sitting up in "Church" with that stank hoe foreva!. Never missed a "blankety-blank" Sunday.

What the fuck did we need enemies for? Why were we going to "Church" taking ABSOLUTE sATAN WITH US?

"My LORD from Zion!" It had to be The Hand of the LORD protecting, sustaining me down through the years.

Martha, like tRump always pretended to be the victim, the misunderstood good guy, while knowing full well s/he was a ravenous, sick, sadistic succubus. A Horror! "HORROR UNLEASHED!"

sATAN declares s/he has won. Installs the most horrid abominations possible in seats of power and authority. The good thing is, these mongrels have no power. Cruelty is not power, sluts!

Keep and eye on sRump, his time ain't long. (PRAISE THE LORD!)

I thank GOD I finally went NC (No contact) with my mother,  again. The low whore left not one shred of doubt.  S/he was indeed a hideous maggot. INCEST! BITCH! PEDOPHILIA! BIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!  TOPPED BY PRIDE! REFUSAL TO REPENT. "GET THEE BEHIND ME SATAN!"

Do trust in The Holy Spirit , that Holy Ghost that will lead and guide you,  if you ask.  That inner voice, that true sense of righteousness GOD planted in you before [HE] planted you in the belly of your corrupt mother.

Dear LORD, I'm up early again. Five fucking a.m., ain't got no fucking place  to go. No where to be.  I do demand to be me! All of me! Sexually abused, stalked, "rooted", raped, molested, "militant monster", "back talking", disrespectful to my mother,  racially and sexually descrimnated against, me.

 I am going to be the me the Holy Spirit intended.   I shall never be dumb enough , terrorized, defeated,  enough , to honor that monster that died laughing at me.  No, I can not be that terrified "little Gwen" that horrid whore destroyed,  just because she could. No, I am who I am, I am indeed the wonderful, loving, tender hearted hue-man being  The Holy Spirit created me to be.

"I am that I AM!"

Why? Conditioning! Thirty years "teaching". Thirty years of pouring my heart out, teaching as passionately as I could. Thirty years of trying to lead a righteous crusade against deep ignorance. Thirty years of being robbed by fucking ignorant ass , demon possessed racists.  Black and white.  Fucking white racists can't hurt us without the help of fucking black racists.

White racist can't hurt anyone without low life,  common wo/men like my mother.

Thirty years of getting up early to pray, to read, to study, to seek Your  face LORD! Fifty-seven years of not fully knowing.  Fifty-seven years of hope. Fifty-seven years of holding onto "Christian tradition".

Fifty-seven years of believing my mother was a Christian. Fifty-seven years of pretending I really believed that low slut wasn't really the low slut , I instinctively knew she was . Fifty-seven years of following that low slut for satan around,  skinning and grinning, feigning docility.

Fifty-seven years of waiting for that low, viperous, lying cunt to actually change, to finally magically become what she always pretended to be.

How could she? (The low whore never wanted to change because she agreed with the "system")  How?  (If it involved telling the truth, s/he could not do it) Why?  (What could ever cause Martha to change? S/he was winning. S/he was loved. S/he was worshipped. S/he ruled.)

Or could Martha ever tell the truth about anything?  Do pathological liars ever change? Or do they just rage to death?

 Martha was a DEMON! NO,  THE LOW STANKING WHORE WAS NOT DEMON POSSESSED! THAT LOW STANKING SLUT WAS A DEMON!

Fresh out of slavery, oppressed by institutional racism, then held tightly by "slave Christianity", we suffered.  My poor family held on to the sickest, most maniacal , poisonous, viperous, sickest, sadistic serpent to ever slither on this earth.

Jesus told us to shun the very presence of evil, not to cower under it.

We were born into her clutches. No matter, The Holy Spirit protected us. Is protecting us still. Thank You Heavenly Father.  Thank You for DIVINE ORDER!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"