I got Joy!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Saturday, June 13, 20/20

s/he knew I knew! Shit, I knew I knew, I just didn't know what I knew. Just who on this good  Earth could have ever known they were deliberately birthed by an EVIL, SADISTIC, PSYCHOTIC, SOCIOPATH ,   rendered useless by her own treachery, unending scheming and plotting?

Just who knew or ever thought such a "hue-man" being would be rewarded with a "license to preach"? GOD! THE HOLY SPIRIT!   So, GOD let her. An absolute haint, a mongrel monstrosity was permitted to freely roam and torture on this good Earth far too long,  precisely because the Institution of white supremacy has lasted far too long!

Did anyone ever believe an absolute DULLARD!  , a  dumb ass, UNREAD, ILLITERATE ASS, LYING ASS, PIECE OF DOG SHIT,  WOULD EVER BE ELEVATED TO THE STATUS  OF PRESIDENT OF THESE UNITED STATES?

HELL NO! Of course not. If you are like me, you were born into captivity, told what to do and how to act from CONCEPTION!   Yes, the shit was labeled Freedom and WE accepted the shit as the Gospel Truth if We were comfortable, taught WE were superior and deserving. 

While white supremacy only benefits the One Percenters, ALL whites get bragging rights. No, they can't spend it but , it justifies why they are such fucking losers. No, they can't read either, but, the thrill of hunting down , persecuting and totally eviscerating innocent people of color, particularly black men,  is a temptation no good imp can ever pass up.

Yes, just do evil and pretend to blame it on a GOD you don't even believe in.

I was taught by my evil corrupt "birther" to NEVER TELL ON HER! TO NEVER BREATHE ONE WORD ABOUT HER TRUE NATURE! It was framed as "Our secret".  No, low,  common ass MAGGOT!  Somebody, somewhere, at some time , (IN OUR LIFE TIME) , should have put your stanking, lying, perverted, carnal, demon possessed ass,  in the ground or under the prison!

Sure, you marched behind all of the six live births you permitted to "live", to enhance your putrid life, PURPOSEFULLY Dis-manteling under the cover of "loving mother", "high Priestess" or "wise sage".. 

You deliberately, with malice and forethought , marched behind us, stalking, sloshing, deliberately destroying because you were always too trifling to lift yourself! white privilege was all you ever needed or wanted. You never had to read a book or actually labor for one penny because "selling hot pussy was much too easy for you.

 Then stanking bitch, you demand COVER! You demand to be Cloaked, kept a secret!  Why? You were an "Ordained pastor". You were "beloved", honored. You were a "lady", a wo/man of high moral integrity, a "virtuous wo/man" , you always claimed.

( A Virtuous Wo/man Pastor that sold hot pussy to the highest bidder because s/he really believed s/he was privileged, ENTITLED!  MUCH too terrorizing and powerful to ever be told on, revealed by anyone.)

You only sold pussy because men would not leave you alone! You were so hot, your porcelain skin in such high demand, you had to. Your kinfolk wanted you, FIRST COUSINS!  Old men wanted you! Shit, according to you,  all men , regardless of age, desired You, FOREVER!

I do have one question mathy jane, before you opted to soil, molest, rape, injure, scald, brand, burn, bludgeon, rob, blessing block, or smear  your own kin with your own  shit...did you ever pray?  Did you ever , in your eighty-eight long years, get down on your knees to pray, to ask GOD to take your Incredible FILTHY DESIRES away?

No you didn't SLUT!  You are dead now, there certainly is  no point in your lying any longer. "It is what it is!"  You were a MAGGOT!  No, there was never one day in EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS  you cared about being a MAGGOT! Just getting away with PUTRID, SICK, DISGUSTING, HORRIFYING EVIL , TO MOCK GOD , WAS YOUR ONLY TRUE DESIRE.

Bitch! You volunteered! You had a loving mama and daddy! They were "good people". "THEY WERE MARRIED!"   They had SIXTY-FIVE ACRES OF PRIME TIMBERLAND! It sat adjacent to I-95!  It was WEALTH!  You knew it! STANKING WHORE! ROT BITCH!

 The only people that look up to people like you, that fear people like you, are people like you!  Dumb as a muthafucking Rock! Unread! Greedy! Full of shit and lies!

Yes, dumb bitch, your extreme, UNNECESSARY, UNENDING CRUELTY MADE ME READ THE BOOK!

BEAMING!!!