Johnny Winter & Dr. John - In Session 1984

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Tuesday, June 16, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Ordinary , judgmental, "lock stepping" wo/men shun me.  Good!  Thank you very much.  All those years I "attended Church", never missing one single Sunday, not one preacher mentioned Incest, Pedophilia, Conjure (voodoo, hoodoo, "root working").  No, not one minister ever warned me about "anti-mothers", "anti-parents",  Jezebel spirited wo/men that use conjure and  their sexual prowess against their own families.  Until, one fine , anointed pastor did. He insisted WE read the Bible thoroughly! He actually condemned Incest from the pulpit!

Why are We warned to leave "Our People?"  The Holy Spirit knows every one your color is not your kind.  Some kinfolk are Snakes, vipers, in the wood pile. Horrid, hideous "thangs" planted in far too many , perhaps,  most families. 

Legion, demon possessed , phony hypocrites. Why? They are useful, it is important to know your enemy, be able to readily identify.  "Ye shall know them by their fruit." Yes, martha jane walters hit "Rock Bottom" in her youth and delighted in her carne, her filth because s/he WAS DEMON POSSESSED!

This World, the one WE are all forced to occupy , is overrun with wenches like my "birther". Please don't feign surprise.  WE are ALL predatory.  My "mother" always justified her foul deeds by claiming WE occupied a ;"Dog eat dog world."  At least s/he feebly attempted to justify her putridness.

No, s/he never tried to change, preferred terrorizing, emasculating, pimping, exploiting for her sad, sadistic pleasure.

No matter, s/he was still a foul maggot. Her deliberate refusal to ever accept responsibility for her low station in life, doesn't mean s/he was not,  what s/he was; Pure MAGGOT!  No excuse.  No, her fake , phony ass , preaching, mean Nothing! A waste of hot air , wasted years, but , not just another wasted life.

My "mother's" horrid life, saved my life! I had to make it on my own! Very few people have helped me. Most people have placed stumbling blocks , "Ob-STACLES" , in my way. The beauty is, the benefit, every obstacle has made me Strong!

BEAMING!