Kirk Franklin-Stomp Featuring Salt

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Saturday, July 11, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!  

In 1959 I deliberately  mounted that huge spiral staircase , leading to that beautiful crystal"White Only" water fountain,  in Sears and Roebuck , downtown Fayetteville, North Carolina. I was only eight years old but,  even then I knew I was better than any creature that would stoop, bend their neck to suck water from an old rusty "Colored " water fountain . I tell you it was nasty, germy, corroded , DISGUSTING!

I was really enjoying this cool, fresh, healing  water , when my "mother" (martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureux ) came flying up that spiral staircase , grabbed me , screaming: "Gul! Yo'gon git me lynched!"

This whole senario requires some deep study. Number one , my "mother" never once expressed any interest in saving me from a lynch mob, just herself.

Number two, my mother always, not so secretly , hated Me, hated Us, hated our entire family , always claiming We were nothing but burdens,  a bunch of "worthless niggers" s/he hated s/he ever birthed into the world.  Yes, according to her, We, ruined HER life.

No one ever told us "mathy jane" was an old wicked , demon possessed whore . Why? Was it because of her white skin? Was it because s/he was in fact charismatic, quite attractive, always wore fine raiment? Or just the fear all oppressed, persecuted, suppressed people carry?

Was it because she never missed Church service somewhere?  Was it because s/he quoted scripture so well? Or was it  because everywhere martha went,  s/he was declaring her undying love and loyalty for her children, her family, her GOD?

"I love my churin! I LOVE ALL MY CHURIN!" LORD , if you gave me one penny for every time I heard that secret succubus declare those lies, I would be rich beyond measure.

At any rate, it is not over. The demons are still ruling , but,  be of good cheer, their time is up. Stupid martha really thought s/he was winning, secretly and deliberately destroying the six children s/he birthed alive.

Wait! Used voodoo, conjure and every diabolical plot s/he could hatch,  while preaching. Did s/he do it to keep her fake status? Was s/he trying to recruit fellow demons, more demons? Was s/he just reaching for the money? Status? Fame?

Or did s/he just love to TERRORIZE?  martha jane walters really thought s/he was winning. Few knew s/he was aways a  closet homosexual,  incestuous pedophile , prostitute, jealous , poorly educated DULLARD.  A fallen hue-man that really loved and enjoyed being a whore because she was a closet nymphomaniac . 

Now you know and now you know why demons are still in control of this CONtry. So what? s/he did nothing but horde, steal, lie, rip, rob, rape and MURDER for eighty-eight years. What did s/he gain? In the end just another fallen wo/man much too ashamed to ever repent.

BEAMING<3 because I got a belly full of healing water, anyway!