Mister Magic

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Wednesday, July 29, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!

My serious jam in 1974!  Fresh out of college, fine as ************ wine! Cur-va-cious, Long , thick,  ebony hair , swinging to the middle of my ************back! Just one problem; TOO BLACK!  

YES, World imagine being too black for black folks! Not only was I , am I,  too Black for  Black folks,   I remain , too out spoken, too militant". My life is too painful. My horrid life makes THEM uncomfortable.

 I should just shut the ****up and leave "well enough alone". 

"The low slut was Our "mother", Our "Cross to bear".  s/he did feed us, after all. We were the fortunate ones, according to her.   At least six of Us, managed to not get "flushed".   "Be happy, nigga!" s/he wasn't an ogre, one hundred percent of the time.  There were many days mjw was the exact opposite of her demon possessed , sadistic, pathological, "root working" self. YES! I am indeed grateful for those days!

 ( The white man calling the the poor Black slob;  militant,  is the equivalent of an elephant calling a dead ant,  a terroristic threat.  All bullshit, all exposed by that illiterate racist, with far too much money , an zero morals.)

According to my old lecherous, perverted, "root working",  selfish, lazy ass, demon possessed "mother",  I WAS  ALWAYS TOO BLACK, TOO HONEST, TOO DUMB, TOO MUCH OF A BURDEN. s/he hated s/he ever had Me (Us) ! Hated the day I was born, hated my daddy, (although s/he never had any idea who my real father was.)

Sure, there are times, days, hours, moments,  I just loathe that stanking,  "unnecessary"  slut, cunt, bitch.  Then, something inside me says , no. Thank the 'hoe.  What if s/he had loved you? Damn! Just more HORROR UNLEASHED ON THIS POOR  UNSUSPECTING WORLD.

YES, World my own "mother" completely ambushed me, held me hostage in her artificial world of white supremacy and Conjure much too long.  So what!? I was made better! I am SOMEBODY! I HAVE A RIGHT TO THE TREE OF LIFE! I REFUSE TO BE THE DUNG UNDER ANY OPPRESSOR'S SHOE! BE IT MY  "mOTHER" OR THOSE STILL SUFFERING FROM THE  dt s.

 In the end, what did s/he win? Just what did s/he gain? NOTHING!   A life so low, so fallen, at eighty-eight,  s/he still could not muster the courage to ever take any responsibility for her own actions.

s/he volunteered to live in secret. Occupied a house s/he could never pay for. Knowing full well s/he deliberately squandered the house, the home, the homestead, the sixty-five acres of land my grandfather left Us!  YES , Us , you selfish, lost, ignorant, no count slut, that preached for cover!

Just like you said; "The Cat is out of the bag, now."  You can rot.  YES, and all those they still hold you in high regard, can rot too!

A poor fallen wo/man,  too ignorant, too full of pride, too Color Struck, too full of envy and jealousy to ever get up.  I call that, I call martha jane walters ; an "unnecessary evil". Just like s/he always bragged, her parents were married. Her parents NEVER let her want for anything and they KNEW s/he was EVIL INCARNATE!

Attention World, if any of you really want to R.I.P!  I suggest you repent.   Repent of your sins IMMEDIATELY!  

Dear evil demonic beneficeries of white supremacy, your time is up! Get Gone!

WE THE PEOPLE  learned to read! We read the Constitution! You dt supporters are all liars! All miserable,  demon possessed racists! STAND DOWN! GOD/THE HOLY GHOST GOT THIS!

BEAMING!