The Hilarity of this Situationship is a Magic Moment!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Tuesday, July 2, 20/20

I'm so "old" now, I'm not exactly sure when I became "Rachel". Rachel is my stage name. My first name, a name considered so unimportant by my selfish, sadistic, malignant, narcissistic, color struck, racist "mother", s/he neglected to tell me.

I was ten years old, it was the first day of school, (Murray Elementary School, Honeycutt Road, Fort Bragg, North Carolina).  Mrs. Dabinette, a tall, young, strikingly beautiful white woman , with flowing, flaming red hair , covered in brown freckles,  was my teacher.

My "home", my school, was ninety-nine percent WHITE! For some reason, Blacks in the military preferred housing off post. WE being "country ass niggas" loved "Military Housing". Shit! Indoor plumbing, FLUSHING TOILETS! Furniture rental, excellent health care, excellent INTEGRATED SCHOOLS, and a MUTHAFUCKING CHECK ON THE FIRST OF EVERY MUTHAFUCKIN' MONTH!

UNCLE SAM YOU THE MUTHAFUCKING MAN!  Well, that was the credo of my humble "upbringing".  Well, cool, Diva-ish Mrs. Dabinette kept calling; "RACHEL DOSTER! ...RACHEL DOSTER! .......RACHEL DOSTER!!!,   I noticed she was growing irritated , so I volunteered, trying to be of assistance; "I'm Gwendolyn Doster."

That white woman gave me such a look of disgust, my feelings are still hurt. "YOUR NAME IS RACHEL GWENDOLYN DOSTER!"

Shocked, I couldn't wait to share this secret information with my "mother". s/he cooly replied;"Oh yea, I named you after my mother because I knew she would be the one taking care of you."

Well DAMN!

YES I AM HORRIFIED! I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE! NO,  I AM NOT ASHAMED! I AM REJOICING! My "birther" was a wo/man that fell so low, became so DEMONIC,  s/he Viciously Raped ME!  

The low whore was a SERIAL RAPIST! A CARNAL DEGENERATE! A COMMON ASS, INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE, "ROOT WORKER",  HIDDEN BY THE "CHURCH"!

 THAT LOW SLUT,  martha jane walters Deliberately forced me to consume an entire bottle of Creme DeMint licquer and directed her Jet Black Imp of a husband to viciously rape my tiny eight year old body!

I "came to" BLEEDING! (I can still see the hot red blood streaming down my tiny little brown legs) THE LOW SLUT FOR SATAN VICIOUSLY BEAT ME FOR VOWING TO TELL GOD ON HER!

Well, I'm TELLING! I shall never Shut Up! I AM LOUD! I AM PROUD! I AM REDEEMED!

BEAMING!