The Thrill Is Gone

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Sunday, July 26, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Jesus taught Us that WE shall know them by their fruit. Their deeds. Please know that my "birther" was clever enough in her deceit to teach Us, We were her fruit!  YES! That low life whore! That perineal Blessing Blocker, that Judas goat sent to lure Me, Us , into captivity, taught Us that Our success was all due to her!

YES! NEVER MIND HER SICK, UNENDING, DEMONIC TERROR AND PERSECUTION.  All those brutal rapes, robberies, scaldings, brutal beatings, never happened. We were ALL lying on her!  This whole World was lying and picking on her!

This World was unforgiving of her! s/he was merely doing the best s/he could. "Say sump'in! reveal her if you dare! The slut promised to put more VOODOD  on you than you could bear!

 What a slut! The fact is, mjw deliberately chose satan, evil, treachery and barbaric (secret) persecution.  Declared loudly, declared often, GOD was too slow!

That was it! There was never one day in eighty-eight years that martha jane walters ever loved GOD. Yes, s/he skillfully used GOD, her fake, phony "religion" to live a horrid life,  far too long.

Far too long for Me! Not GOD, Not The HOLY SPIRIT! Truly a Demonic Spirit , however. I used to know his name. Some ****** Murdered in Wade Station eons before I was born. He was my "mother's" favorite murdered man's grave to glean from. YES! I am a Witness!

My own "mother" cared so little about Me, about Us, s/he drove her old raggedy  Forty something Buick down through the deep dark woods,  until s/he reached the "Cow Field".  It was pitch black dark, the moon was full! mathy jane carried a kerosine lantern and a brown paper sack.

s/he carried blind ignorance and stupidity in her lustful, carnal heart.

YES,  at age three I witnessed my "mother" fall down on her knees before a MURDERED MAN'S GRAVE AND SOLICIT HIS EVIL DEMONIC POWER FOR HER BENEFIT!

YES! Now, at age sixty-nine I am beginning to understand why s/he held nothing but deep hatred for Me, for Us, for the entire eighty-eight years s/he managed to slither in secret, laughing sadistically the whole time.

No matter, there is something few evildoers shall ever realize, NO ONE CAN USE THE HOLY SPIRIT AGAINST GOD'S ANOINTED!

It is ALL IN DIVINE ORDER! The evildoers can NOT win!

BEAMING!!!